I don’t know what I am doing anymore…I feel my life is totally out of control…Maybe I should move back home…Things between me and Josh are a total mess and I don’t think that a normal relationship is possible at all anymore…I really do miss him…guess there goes another failed plan.
I suck at making plans!
Becca ~”Sammy I am leaving now, will s
Dear Reader Thank you for reading the first chapter of the book called, My Perfect Mess. The Perfect Mess was originally written as an Interactive Story Game. I am in the process of adapting it into a novel form. The original version contains a great deal of dialogue to fit the platform for which it was intended. I beg you to please be patient as the book is turned into a novel. Though you can enjoy the story in its interactive format too as currently published. Let me know what you think, of The Perfect Mess. Happy reading, Tatum Whispers
Johno has just pawned me off to a bunch of horny Strippers.Becca ~“Urgh! Johno! I am not prostitute!”I turn around.
The next morning we are woken up by a knock at the door, Sammy opens it.Sammy ~”Morning Becca. Morning Josh. Should I lock this door again or are you good?”Becca ~”We good.”Sammy ~”Good. Becca we have a bloody tea party to go to! Josh your stuff is in Becca’s room.”Becca ~”Sammy if you were not pregnant I would so punch you right now! You planned all of this.”We head up to Sammy’s room to get dressed up for the tea party.Becca ~”What is the deal with this tea party?”Sammy ~”Mom’s idea. I wish her ideas will stop! Honestly I want to go back to the city. Me and Johno aren’t happy here.”Becca ~&
It's a half hour since we have left Sammy's home. We were going to go to the city but we knew that everyone would be looking for us there. We decided to drive and keep on driving until we found the middle of nowhere. Johno and Josh has not stopped trying to get hold of us. Josh started off being nice but he is now just plain right angry.What have we done?Sammy is sleeping, she seems exhausted. I have never seen her like this. Everybody is telling her what to do. She needs to make her own decisions. If this is what helps then this is what we going to do.I am going to phone Josh so he knows that we are okay.Becca ~”Josh.”Josh ~”Becca. Where are you?”Becca ~”We safe.”Josh ~”I did not ask if you ar
The next morning I am awaken by my phone. Josh has phoned me sixteen times since last night. Now that I know the truth what do I do...I am going to answerBecca ~”Morning Josh.”Josh ~”Since when do you say morning?”
Sammy has just interrupted me and Josh. He does not look very happy. Not happy at all. I give him a shy smile as I slip back into my dress and walk out the door.Josh ~”Sammy.”Sammy ~”Yes Josh.”
…Josh POV…I grip Becca by the hips and crushes her body into him; with one loud growl, I lift her feet from the floor and carry her back to the room. Once we are inside, I kick firmly shut behind me.Becca ~”Josh, I want you inside me.”Before she can finish, my lips crash into hers. She gasps as I push her against the wall, and inch by inch, I move my lips closer…until…we touch.Her soft lips are moving over mine; the heat is pulsing through my blood as she slips through the seams of my lips and drives me crazy with the graze of her tongue.She moans into my mouth; I overpower her body and lose myself in the moment.She is so fucking hot that she is melting. Her cheeks are burned, and the soles of her feet are tingling from the arousal that is shooting through her body. I gather her wrists in one hand and pin them above her head, preventing her from doing anything but stare into my blue eyes. She can
My head is pounding this morning. How much did I drink last night! Never mind that. What did I do! Please don’t tell I was on the table with Sammy! Fuck I was. No wonder this one is smiling so much.Becca ~”What are you smiling about?”Josh ~”Just admiring the view.&rd
We sitting in Sammy's room still trying to makes sense of everything that has just happened. Everything is out about the baby and about Johno. Everyone is between a mixture of angry, relief and pain.For what has been almost a year me and Sammy are single again. Sammy hates whom use to be hers and whom use to be mine hates me.Becca ~”What now