We have just agreed that we will take over the new jointly merged family business. It will be in the city where we both want to live. This is so exciting, we cannot wait.
But now we going out to celebrate. We are going to Dynasti.
Sammy ~”Becca what do I wear? How fancy is the dress code?”
This is the third morning I am waking up with a hangover. At this rate I might as well not stop drinking. I can’t remember coming home though. This is my bed, this is my clothes. Where is Sammy?I head downstairs where I find Sammy and Eric.Becca ~”Hey Sammy.”
Sammy ~”Becca! Becca come down here!”Oh my god what is she on about so early in the morning. It's Eric's fault, since she has been seeing him, she has got way too much energy.Becca ~”Sammy this better be good!&rdqu
Josh is taking me home, to his home. Right now I don’t feel like arguing so I let him. I don’t want to go through this again. Our relationship is so complicated, it makes my head spin.I don’t know what he wants anymore and I doubt he knows what I do. We spend more time apart than together. It can’t be healthy, it is just not right.We stop in front of his building.
We meeting with Dads today. We are going to look at the new building then lunch afterwards. We have decided to go with the name that Josh has suggested for us. Everything is happening so fast now.I have a great plan for me and Josh today. I decide to phone him.Becca ~”Morning.”Josh ~”So formal, what you up to?”Becca ~”Nothing.”Josh ~”Out with it Becca.”Becca ~”Okay I am up to something.”Josh ~”Don't tell me, you have a wonderful plan?”Becca ~”In fact I do.”Josh ~”Am I going to regret this?”Becca ~”No, well it depends.”
Josh just pulled me into his office. Not only to satisfy his sexual needs but he also had a burning question on his lips.Becca ~”What is going on with Josh’s Dad?”Becca Dad ~”Sit down pumpkin.”
Josh ~”Becca.”Becca ~”Josh.”Josh ~”Dance with me like that.”
I have come up with this brilliant plan to start dating Josh. It was actually more Sammy’s idea than mine. The plan is to have a normal relationship with him, do things that normal couples do. All these games that we are playing is getting really tiring now. We have been all over the place for months now, not knowing where we stand with each other. We are more apart than we are together. I want to make this work, I want to show him that I really love him.Becca ~”Josh.”Josh ~”Okay, what have you done with Becca?”Becca ~”Not you too. It's just a dress.”Josh ~”A dress that does not show your bum or any cleavage. What are you up to?”Becca ~”Nothing.”Josh ~”You can see it all over your face.”
This is becoming a habit now, waking up in Josh's bed. The only part of this habit I don’t like is waking up and he is not here. He has come into a good routine with my aspirin and water and pot of coffee downstairs. I am seeing a side of him I never knew existed or aside I just not bothered looking at before.As always he has left me a note next to the little heart I drew for him on the fridge.Josh