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Goof After talking with Silvy’s dad I got my ass in gear. The first thing I did was take a load of healthy food over to her house and stocked her fridge. Silvy tried to protest saying she didn’t need the help but I wasn’t having that shit. I was at the hospital every shift Silvy had to bring her meals and snacks. After the first week she finally stopped complaining. Just thanked me and accepted it. She keeps telling me what I’m doing is beyond what we agreed on. That I was supposed to go back to my skanks and having fun. Not babysitting her. I explained to her again that she was carrying my baby and I was going to be here for her. She let it go but not before I heard her whisper, “ For how long? When will you get bored?” That is never going to happen and I have to prove it. I wish I could just walk up to Silvy, tell her I love her and claim her as mine. I wish it was that easy. Silvy has known me too long. She knows I am a man of my word but she also knows I did like to party and
Silvy Well, the cat is out of the bag now. I didn’t think my stomach was that noticeable. I guess I was wrong. It somehow doesn’t surprise me that Merigold noticed it. Suddenly I was squealing ol’e ladies offering me congratulations. That is until Tank marches up to us. “ Hold on ladies. Where is the asshole that knocked our Silvy? Why is he not here meeting your family and taking care of you? Or did some fucker ditch you and we have to kick his ass?” Tank growls. His response shouldn’t shock me but it does. Tank and Lilly are the ones who brought me into the MC and have always looked out for me. Especially Tank. But I never thought he would go after someone for me. It makes me want to cry at the gesture. Now Tank has all the brothers riled up. All of them shouting wanting to know who my baby's daddy is. I see Goof cringe next to me. I wonder what that is about. He has nothing to worry about. It isn’t like I’m going to rat him out or anything. Suddenly a very wet Xavier is in fron
Goof Not long after Tony took Xavier home my brother’s fired up the grills. Yes, we always have to use at least two grills when we cook out. Sometimes three if Merigold makes ribs. But for the lake we just use two portable ones. We do hot dogs and sausages on one and burgers on the other. Then there are the coolers full of fruit, assorted veggies, potato salad and condiments. As I helped my brothers I kept my eyes on Silvy as she sat with Ailee, Lilly and Trina. I wasn’t that far from them so I could hear their conversation. Trina asked what sort of things Silvy was doing to prepare for the baby. Silvy told her about the nursery she was working on and the supplies she was about to order. “ And I have joined a prenatal yoga class. When I hit six months I’m going to do childbirth classes the hospital offers.” Silvy said. “ Silvy, I wouldn’t buy too much. You will get plenty at your baby shower. At least enough to cover the first three months.” Lilly said. “ Why would I have a baby sho
Silvy It has been a week since the Fourth of July. A week to think about my talk with Goof. And that is all I have thought about. I could get that conversation out of my head. And it was pissing me off. I couldn’t come to a decision. And that pissed me off more. Then there were the questions I kept coming up with. Why did Goof want to change the deal now? What changed? If this was about seeing the baby I told him he could be in the kid’s life. What more does he want? He said he wanted us to be a family. He was going to give up the parties and skanks. But will he really? You are probably wondering if I have trust issues. I do. I have been burnt too many times by men. But Goof has never lied or let me down. So why don’t I trust him on the skanks? Or that he is serious? I want to believe him, I do, but something is stopping me. I just don’t know what it is. And then there is the fact that he isn’t in love with me. How can I live with Goof and play the happy family knowing that? An
Goof I got Silvy to go on a date with me. I have it all planned out. And I will get to that in a minute. Let me tell you how my week has gone. Starting with meeting up with Merigold. I met her at her shop just like she asked. I stood outside the bay door for five minutes before I worked up the nerve to go in. Call me a pussy all you want. These girls can be scary as hell one on one. Ailee is lethal. Merigold and Speed were trained by Army Rangers. And when they are all together if you piss them off you will be lucky if you get out alive. Then if the brothers find you got the ol’e ladies mad there is no where you can hide to get away from their wrath. Once I manned up I walked in the shop. It is hard to believe this place was just a storage bay at one time. The changes Merigold has done to the place is amazing. The bay used to be full of dust, cobwebs ,and who knows what else. The floors and walls were grimy. Merigold came in with the help of some from a few prospects, me included
Silvy I went into this date with no expectations and an open mind. I wasn’t sure what a date with Goof would be like and I didn’t want to get my hopes up. So far though I am impressed. He has been a perfect gentleman. When the hostess was checking Goof out he ignored her. He kept me close to him and helped me into my seat. Just that was an improvement from some of my past dates. Yes, I have had some pretty sorry dates. One date the guy flirted with the waitress the entire time after arriving fifteen minutes late. I left before the food could arrive. Never went on a blind date again. After the waiter helped me pick out two variety platters Goof ordered. I wanted to feel bad at the amount I ordered but Goof wasn’t worried at all. He just said we could take the leftovers home. He just wanted me to get my fill of what I was craving. After the waiter left I remembered something he said while we were driving here. “ Goof, you said Lilly told you about this place. Does that mean they kno
Goof Leaving Silvy after our date was one of the hardest things I have had to do. So far. I wanted to go inside with her and take her to bed. Or fuck her against the wall. Or any other surface we could get to but that wasn’t what this date was about. It was about showing Silvy that we could be more than co-parents or friends with benefits. That we can be together. As a family. I wanted to show Silvy what our future date nights would look like. What being with me other than friends or sex would be like. And I could tell she had a good time. I know my girl. She loved every second of it. And so did I. It has been a long time since I went on a date. I don’t remember having so much fun and not expecting sex from it. Or having that be my end goal. That was always my end goal. That was all I wanted. But that was before I met the woman I would spend the rest of my life with. My Silvy. As much as I wanted an answer to my proposal I didn’t bring it up. It is too soon. Even though I have m
Silvy Another long night at work. I should be used to it after doing it for so many years but tonight is dragging and I’m exhausted. Not to mention my feet and back are killing me. I can hear my bathtub calling me from here. I am fantasying about bubble bath, a bag of cereal and a cup of chamomile tea. My fantasies used to be about shirtless sweaty men with six pack abs and tattoos. Okay, mainly Goof. And still do sometimes when I can’t have the real thing. Now at six months pregnant it is bubble baths. I expect I will have sexy men fantasies again. Just not tonight. The shift is normal so far. Well normal for the emergency room. We had a few cases of food poisoning. One broke arm from falling off a ladder. A kid with a allergic reaction to a bee sting. Not a major reaction thank the heavens, just a bad rash and a welt around the sting site. Poor guy had never been bite before so his parents didn’t know. I just finished stitching up my patient. Yes, I do that. Leaves the doctors