เข้าสู่ระบบAthena's POV
Alpha Voss's office smells like cedar polish and old cigars, the kind of room built to remind everyone sitting in it who owns the walls. I take the seat across from Dimitri because Asher steers me there with a hand at my elbow, and I don't fight him on it, even though some new, unfamiliar part of me wants to sit closer to the man on the other side of the table instead of directly across from him like we're about to negotiate a border dispute.
Hailey sits on Asher's other side, and every trace of the woman who teased me an hour ago about the face I make at unwanted suitors is gone. In its place is the Luna she's becoming, back straight, eyes sharp, watching the room the way Asher taught her to watch a room, for the thing nobody says out loud until it's too late to stop it.
My mind is a mess of things I haven't had time to sort through yet. The scent of him still sitting under my skin. The word that left my mouth without my permission. None of it feels like regret, and that surprises me more than the bond itself did. I was never against the idea of a mate. I just never once, in twenty-four years of imagining who might stand across from me someday, pictured Alpha Romanov.
"Alpha King." Voss clears his throat, folding his hands on the desk like a man who has rehearsed his next words more than once. "It is nothing but an honor for our pack that your sister found her mate at our Alpha's ball."
Then his tone shifts, the honor sliding off it like water off stone. "But given the seriousness of the alliance between our packs, I want to be clear. If there is a rejection of this bond, my pack will side with Silverwater."
He looks at Asher first, then lets his eyes settle on Dimitri, and there's a weight behind the look that has nothing to do with diplomacy.
"Alpha Voss." Dimitri's voice stays level, but I catch the fury running underneath it, banked but not gone. "What exactly suggests to you that there would be a rejection?"
"She is a pureblood." Voss says it like an accusation, his jaw tight, and the hatred in his eyes when he looks at Dimitri isn't hidden well enough to pretend it isn't there.
"So is he." I don't wait for either of them to fill the silence. "And with respect, Alpha Voss, my mate bond is not anyone's business in this room. It is not a bargaining chip for you to lay on a table."
The room goes quiet in the way rooms go quiet when someone has said the thing everyone else was too careful to say. Asher's anger reaches me through our bond because he is clearly not liking how Alpha Voss is trying to negotiate using my mate bond; I feel Hailey's attention sharpen, but I keep my eyes on Voss until I'm certain he understands I mean every word.
"I'm done with this conversation," I say, and I stand before anyone can decide whether I'm allowed to. "I have no interest in discussing my bond with people who see it as leverage. The only person I intend to discuss it with is Alpha Romanov, and that will happen on my territory, not this one."
I look at Asher. He gives me one short nod and rises with me.
"We're leaving," he says to Voss, polite in the flat, practiced way he's perfected over ten years of Alpha meetings, reigning in his anger. "Thank you for having us."
Dimitri doesn't bother with a goodbye. He's already on his feet, already moving, and he falls into step behind me without a word as we walk out through the hall and into the cold night air.
The car is waiting where we left it, and I'm reaching for the door when a hand closes gently around mine, stopping me before I can pull it open.
"You're coming with me," Dimitri says. "I'll take you back to your pack myself."
I glance at Asher. There's a flicker of something in his face, the same protective instinct he's carried since we were young enough that protecting me was the only thing either of us knew how to do, but he nods anyway, because he knows as well as I do that this isn't a fight worth having tonight.
Dimitri walks around to the passenger side and opens the door for me before he rounds the car to get behind the wheel himself. Reese and Carter peel off toward a second car without needing to be told, and I understand, watching them go, that Dimitri wants this drive to be just the two of us.
Asher and Hailey pull away first. The moment they clear the gate, Dimitri guns the engine and we're moving too, faster than the roads through Voss territory really allow, like he can't get us off this land fast enough.
Neither of us says anything for the first few minutes. The silence isn't uncomfortable, which surprises me. It feels more like the kind of quiet that happens between people who don't need to fill every space with noise.
"Why did you stand for me?" he says finally, eyes on the road, one hand loose on the wheel. "I've handled worse than Voss."
"Isn't that what mates are supposed to do? Stand with and for their mates." I look out the window at the trees blurring past. " And I was stating what's right. There's a difference."
"Is there."
"You heard what he said. Pureblood, like it's something that makes me above you. Like the only reason I'd reject you is because of what you are instead of who you are." I turn to face him. "I don't know you yet. But I know that's not a good enough reason to reject anyone. And, Romanov is a respected lineage of Alphas, and I will not stand and let anyone disrespect it."
He glances at me, something unreadable moving behind his eyes, and for a second I think he's going to say something, but he lets it go and looks back at the road instead.
We drive for a while without talking, and I find myself watching him from the corner of my eye more than I mean to, the way his hands sit easy on the wheel despite the tension I can still feel humming under his skin, the way his eyes flick to the mirror every few seconds out of a caution that feels less like habit and more like something he's never allowed himself to turn off.
"Why did you accept it?" Taking a breath, I ask, "The bond."
He's quiet long enough that I think he isn't going to answer at all.
"My wolf needs his mate," he says. "I don't walk away from things that matter. I never have."
Of course, it is because of his wolf... I don't know what else I was expecting.
His words surprisingly hurt. But there's an honesty in it that lands harder than a prettier answer would have, and I find myself believing him completely, in a way I haven't let myself believe anyone in a very long time.
I don't have anything to say to that, so I let the silence hold instead, and for the rest of the drive back toward my territory, the quiet between us doesn't feel like distance anymore. It feels like the beginning of something neither of us knows how to name yet, sitting there in the dark between two people who spent tonight discovering they might actually want the same thing, even if neither of us is ready to admit exactly how much.
The gates of Silverwater come into view sooner than I expect, torches lit along the drive the way they always are when the pack knows their Alpha is on his way home. He drives straight through the gates like he already belongs on this side of them, and something in me settles at that instead of bristling the way I think it should.
He pulls up in front of the main house and cuts the engine. Neither of us moves.
The quiet stretches out longer than it should for two people who have somewhere to be. I lock my fingers together in my lap and stare down at them, at the strange, foreign feeling of not knowing exactly what to say to the man sitting a foot away from me, when I have never once in my life run out of words in front of anyone.
"Thank you, Alpha Romanov." My voice comes out firmer, concealing any of my emotion. "For being honest with me about everything tonight. From what I've learned, trust and truth are the only two things that decide the future of any relationship. And I think we'll be okay, as long as those two things stay between us."
Dimitri's POVDarkness.Endless darkness surrounds me, pooling around my body until I can no longer tell where I end and it begins. I try to move, to reach for something, anything, that might help me find my way out, but every effort leaves me sinking deeper. It feels as though I am drowning in a place where there is no water, no air, and no escape.Fuck, I am trying.I am trying so hard to pull myself out of this, but I cannot seem to find the strength to do it. My arms feel heavy, my thoughts are scattered, and every time I believe I am getting closer to the surface, something drags me back into the darkness.I reach for my wolf.Usually, he is the one presence I can always find within myself. Even when my thoughts are a mess, even when I am angry or uncertain, I can feel him beside me. His instincts guide me, his strength supports me, and his presence reminds me that I am never truly alone.But now, I cannot reach him.I call for him again, searching the depths of my own mind, yet
Dimitri's POVThe moment I step into the meeting room, the quiet conversation around the round table comes to an abrupt halt. Several elders are seated around it, their expressions serious as they turn their attention toward me. From the looks on their faces, they have been discussing something important, something that has required them to gather here without delay. Yet the moment I enter, every conversation ceases, leaving an uncomfortable silence in its place. I keep my expression stoic and my posture composed, refusing to let anyone see how much this entire situation is getting under my skin. My thoughts are elsewhere, consumed by the one person I have been trying to find since arriving in Silverwater. Athena. My eyes move across the room, searching every face and every corner for a glimpse of her. I look toward the far end of the table, then at the chairs arranged along the walls, hoping she might be sitting somewhere out of my immediate sight. She is nowhere to be foun
Dimitri's POVI step inside the packhouse, expecting to find someone who can tell me where Athena is, but the sight that greets me catches me by surprise.Carter and Reese are already here, accompanied by a few of my warriors. They stand near the entrance to the main hall, their expressions serious as they speak among themselves. For a moment, I simply look at them, trying to understand what has brought them to Silverwater ahead of me.Reese notices me first and he immediately walks toward me. He is carrying a set of clothes, which he holds out as soon as he reaches me."Alpha." He hands them over. "You need to change. A meeting has been called with the elders."I look at the clothes, then at him."A meeting?" I repeat, my brows drawing together.The timing makes no sense to me. I have barely stepped into Silverwater, and I am already being summoned to a meeting when all I want is to find Athena. I have spent the entire journey trying to reach her through our bond, only to find myself
Dimitri's POVThe moment I step into Silverwater territory, a strange feeling washes over me. It settles deep in my chest, leaving me with an uneasiness I cannot explain. Something is wrong. I can sense it in the air, in the unusual tension surrounding the territory, and in the way the wolves I pass seem preoccupied with something they would rather keep to themselves. Under any other circumstances, I would have paid closer attention to my surroundings and tried to identify the source of the discomfort. Right now, however, my thoughts are consumed by one person. Athena. I search for her through the mate bond, hoping to feel even the faintest pull in her direction. I have grown accustomed to sensing her presence, even when we are apart... the same presence that I ignored. The connection has always been there, an invisible thread linking us in ways I have never fully understood. Now, there is almost nothing. I reach for the bond again, searching for a sign of her presence, but the
Asher's POVThe doors remain closed.I have been standing outside the room for what feels like hours, though I know it cannot have been that long. Augustus rests against my chest, his head tucked beneath my chin. Hailey stands beside me, occasionally checking on the pup, while Nathaniel remains a short distance away. Every few minutes, someone passes through the corridor, but none of them brings the news I am waiting for.I want to see my sister.The doctors have been working on her since we arrived, and I have no intention of leaving without knowing her condition for myself. I have asked for an update twice. Both times, I have received the same answer. They are doing everything they can.That answer tells me nothing.My gaze remains fixed on the doors. I have seen healers work through injuries that would leave lesser wolves begging for mercy. I know what silver does to our kind, and I know how dangerous it is when a wound takes too much blood from the body. Nathaniel has already told
Asher’s POVThe infirmary doors come into view as I approach with Hailey at my side, Augustus resting against my shoulder. The pup has been restless since we left the packhouse, shifting in my arms and making small, uncomfortable sounds. I adjust him against my chest, keeping one hand behind his head while the other supports his back.I should have left him with someone I trust. It would have been the sensible choice, considering what waits for me inside this building. Yet the thought of handing him over to another person has been difficult to entertain, and my wolf is even less willing to consider it. He has made his position clear from the moment I picked Augustus up. The pup stays with us.So he does.Hailey walks close beside me, her attention moving between Augustus and the entrance ahead. She hasn't questioned my decision. She knows better than to mistake my silence for uncertainty, and she understands why I want the child within reach. Whatever happens beyond those doors, Augus







