Chapter 9 / Part TwoI said goodbye to her, we boarded the car and drove towards the Erdoğan's mansion, the plan had to continue, there was no other option; my mother deserved justice, because of Hazar I only shared eight years of my life with her, it was time for that damned family to start paying.We arrived at the mansion, where there were some guests gathered outside, tradition dictated that I had to wait for them to open the door for me, although I hadn't closed it yet, so I could see the commotion inside."Everything is about to begin" Erdem, who had arrived earlier, came out from between the doors and informed me that Melek was coming. "Your grandmother has been a bit worried, maybe I'll stop by the house for a few minutes to calm her nerves.""Don't worry, I wish this would all be over for good and that it would already be tomorrow. "Again I felt that discontent in my chest, telling me that I was making a big mistake. "I will fulfill my part of the plan, without backing out."
Chapter 9 / Part ThreeWe looked at each other and I gave her a kiss on the forehead, then looked at those present as I vowed to myself that I would achieve my task, whatever it took, I was going to avenge my mother's dishonor, what they did to my family. We had rented a mansion for the party and civil ceremony, we arrived and shared our personal vows in front of everyone."You look beautiful, I swear in front of everyone present that you will always remember this day and also me, in every second of your life, I will be present.""I will look for you in all my lives" She kissed my hands lovingly. "Each one of them you are going to have me there, loving you with the same intensity or maybe not, every day this feeling grows in my chest to a point that it is not going to be enough for just one life."Melek was a very beautiful woman with a good soul, I thought so at the time, but then I remembered my goal and I knew well that I could not fail my grandmother. My goal was always to make Me
Chapter 10 / Part One Habbab The room was ready for the two of us, Melek walked in front of me and her skin was illuminated by the light from the fireplace in this place. My hands slid down her body and I hugged her from behind. "Come here." I took her hand and walked to her side. "I want you Melek, more than you know; this feeling is going to die the day there is not a single star in the whole firmament." My lips took possession of hers, I could feel her heart racing and so was mine. I loved this woman and there was no doubt about it, she was the only one who made me feel this way, a single touch of hers was capable of awakening the most unknown feelings I possessed inside me. Even if that went against my principles, against the expectations of my grandmother and family. Me? In love with an Erdoğan, my grandmother was going to kill me. "Habbab." She twitched when I kissed her neck and let go of a silly giggle. "What are you doing?" "Easy." I looked at her and she was blushing,
Chapter 10 / Part Two I inserted my member into her intimacy and she let out a moan, I could feel the veins throbbing in this area, Melek's channel was extremely tight and this favored that I could feel all these sensations more strongly. My eyes met hers and slowly began to move inside her channel. Her body, which seemed to reject me at first, began to open up and accept me fully as her wave of need arise. Her hands held onto my shoulders, seeking the support she needed to stand the intrusion. I held onto the headboard of the bed as my movements increased. "Are you okay?" I inquired concerned for her. "Yes, Habbab, yes. Please go on." My pride swelled inside my chest, she felt good and it was me who was causing that. I kissed her neck, her arms, and her breasts, as I lost myself in the depth of her body. "Habbab, I need you closer." She moaned, her orgasm was starting to build and she didn't understand what was happening, I could see it in her eyes. Her lips took possession of
Chapter 10 / Part Three The next morning I feel Melek start to move, she is going to wake up at any moment. I stand up and start looking for all my clothes, I get dressed with complete naturalness. The night before I was talking to my grandmother, she told me that the best way to leave this cabin, was to throw Melek out of my life, is through indifference. I must be indifferent to her, to the night we spent, and to the whole wedding thing. I'm about to break her heart. She has woken up, I can tell by the froufrou of the sheets. "Do we have to leave so quickly?" she asks me, standing to get her own clothes. "It's too early, though I'm glad we're leaving, I'm anxious to get to know our new home." There is no home, not for her, I'll leave and she'll stay here, what she does after that, my grandmother said it's not my problem. Still, I'll make sure she stays safe, I'm going to save her again, she just has to wait a little bit. "Tell me one thing, do your aunt and cousin live with you?
HabbabI don't say a single word on the way home until I realize we're going off course, we're not going to the old Arslan mansion."Hey!" I catch the eye of the driver my grandmother has sent. "Where are you taking me, why didn't you take the road to the mansion?""I'm sorry, Sir, but your grandmother has asked me to take you to the cemetery, she'll be waiting for you there."Of course, after so many years away from her son, my grandmother would want to go visit him. My parents died when I was eight, it's been twenty-two years since we left town. I returned under another name, to a hotel, as an outsider, part of the plan was to return to our home, to the Arslan mansion, which had been closed all this time. Now that the vendetta towards the Erdoğan was over, we could return, and be a real family. I breathed, relieved, it was over and I could save Melek from the fire that was going to rain down on her head.I got out of the car and walked to my parents' grave, my grandmother was there,
Chapter 11 / Part TwoI hear the footsteps of someone approaching me, I dry my tears and try to put on the best stoic expression I have. It's a woman, walking past me, straight to another grave. I stand up and decide it's time to leave. Outside the cemetery there is a water fountain, I drink some and also wash my face, as I wet my hands, my wedding ring falls into the marble and I decide to leave it there, I don't need it.I am walking to my car, which has magically appeared in the parking lot when a woman stops me."Sir, you've left your ring." She grabs it and runs over to me, taking my hand and leaving it in my open palm. "If you lose it, your wife would kill you, try to take care of it.""Yes, of course, thank you." My wife must be suffering the consequences of my actions, right about now.I keep the ring inside my pocket, I guess it's not going anywhere for now. It's going to have to stay by my side for a season, right where I don't want it, because it's a constant reminder of al
Chapter 11 / Part ThreeHabbabI arrive at the Arslan mansion, a place that has been empty for the last twenty-two years, my grandmother having arrived first and opened the doors. There are people gathered around, surprised with the return of my family. The gates are still open and our security team is positioned outside taking care that we have no unexpected visitors, like the Erdoğans.I get out of my car and walk inside, I listen to the murmurs, someone say that I look just like my father, another ask if I was not Melek's husband, and if I will be an Arslan... This town is not very discreet let's say. When I enter the mansion it doesn't feel like home, I haven't belonged anywhere in so long.My grandmother is sitting in the middle of the main courtyard, as some of our workers organize the rooms and put everything in its place."Dear grandson, you've arrived, did you talk to your mother, did she give you courage to keep going?""Yes, grandmother, she did. I just need you to tell me,