ASHLEY
My lungs burned as I coughed, trying to remember how to breathe. Every heartbeat felt stolen, and painful as my mind screamed for answers, but all I had was silence and the taste of blood in my lips. My eyes flew open, and for a second, I didn’t know where I was. Everything was spinning so fast, and my heart wouldn't stop pounding like a drum in my chest. I blinked twice, trying to figure out where exactly I was. I was in the forest... alone. I tried to sit up, but something shot through my side. “Arrg." I cried out in anguish. My voice sounded weak, like I was the only one hearing it but then it all came rushing through my mind like a whirlwind: My village. My family. The bite. I held back the tears that threatened to fall, staring down at myself. My dress was torn, soaked in blood and dirt. My body was covered in scratches and bruises, but surprisingly, I was very much alive. I remembered the Lycan King, those red eyes glowing with so much hate and anger. I remembered his teeth sinking into my neck, then in my side, and the way my whole body suddenly went cold. “I should be dead,” I told myself for the hundredth time. “Why… Why am I still alive?” Then, my mother's words flashed through my mind. “I’m sorry,” I whispered, biting my lip to hold back a sob. “Mama… I tried.” I lay there for a long time. I don’t know how long. Minutes? Hours? I watched the sky change, but the atmosphere remained quiet. Too quiet for someone like me to survive. Eventually, I forced myself to sit up again, my body aching from the pain. Slowly, I touched my neck, feeling the mark on my skin. I gasped, my eyes widened in horror. The mark felt real, it wasn't even a dream. I dragged myself through the trees until I heard the sound of water. When I reached it, I dropped to my knees beside the edge. And then I saw my reflection. My face looked pale, and tired. And my eyes were sunken with fear. But it wasn’t the bruises or the blood that caught my attention, it was the mark on my neck. The scar looked almost like it had healed, but the tooth marks still looked noticeable. I cupped my hand into the river, pouring water over the scar like it would change how it looked. “No,” I breathed, shaking my head. “No, no, no…” I looked at my waist, there was another glowing bite mark. It looked slightly bigger, like he had tried biting off my skin at that spot. I backed away from the river, muffling myself from screaming. In a way I wanted to claw it off, rip the mark from my skin and scream until the river swallowed me. I didn’t know what I was becoming, but I knew it wasn’t me anymore. "What's happening?” I gasped. Suddenly, I felt hot, like there was fire under my skin. My heartbeat sped up again, my ears twitched at the sound of a twig snapping from far away. I could hear birds flying, animals moving. Everything sounded loud and clear. The forest smelled different too. The river, the woods, I could even smell blood. My blood. I held my head. “This can’t be real.” But it was. Deep in my mind I searched for something, anything, just to clear the fear screaming in my heart. But deep down I knew the answers. Just like the tales had hinted, I was becoming one of them. To ascertain my fact I found a stick by the side, and I scratched it over my skin, letting it bruise me. Surprisingly, I was healing. The wounds that should’ve taken weeks were closing fast. The pain was fading, like I hadn't even hurt myself. I sat there in the dirt, staring at my hands. They didn’t look any different, but I felt different. Everything inside me was screaming, changing, growing into something I didn’t understand. ********* The forest became my home for the days that followed. I’d sleep on the cold ground with nothing but leaves for a blanket. At night, I'd curl up under trees and try to forget the sound of my mother’s voice. The first few days were the hardest. My body was still healing, and the pain came in waves. One minute it would fade, the next it would hit me like a hammer. But even that pain… It felt strange. Like my body was fighting against itself, changing from the inside out. My hunger was worse than the pain. I hadn’t eaten in days. My stomach growled so loud at night, I was afraid it would draw something to me. Wolves, bears. Or worse, the monster that still haunted my dreams. My mornings were different, I did nothing but scavenge for food and whatever I could find. It wasn't till three days that I heard the voices of humans. At first sight, I thought they were travelers, or probably survivors like me. I hid behind a thick tree to listen. “They’re taking girls into the palace now,” one woman said. “Hiring anyone willing to work. Maids, kitchen help, anything.” “After what they did to the villages?” a man scoffed. “Who’d be crazy enough to go?” “Some people have nowhere else to go,” the woman replied. “A roof is a roof. Food is food. Even if it’s under the monster’s nose.” And just like that, an idea popped into my mind. Disguise yourself. Take the opportunity. Steal the pack's trust, and kill the monster before anyone figured it out.ASHLEY “Is everything fine?” I asked immediately and stalled for a moment.She shook her head in an attempt to hide the pain but it was too late because I could see it , I could see it even in her frail attempt at keeping whatever it was..Lorna had been in my room all evening hammering on my need to fix all of the problems that I had with Kael , in a way she felt disgusted after what had happened but just then Logan's call had come in and that changed everything including how her heart was beating this very minute “You know it makes no sense that you are hiding any of this, just tell me what the matter is." I had this serious look on my face when I turned to look at her."Fine!” She scoffs." He had been on it at the need to tell Kael, I wanted him to initially but now I don't…It is more like a back and forth between us and I don't like the feeling of this at all.” She sighs." Wait …But you know that you need to tell him right ?" I asked, looking at her rather astonished.She
LOGANIt had been thirty minutes since I had arrived home but I was still right there at the same spot sitting on the bed and staring at the wall in front of me.My mind felt lost as a lot of things were fleeting through it with each passing second.“Alpha Kael's words were suspicious enough.” I whispered suddenly to myself. " Could he be aware of our relationship?”At first the thought of reaching out to Lorna and telling her all that had happened crossed my mind but that would be me risking everything and it isn't worth it. At least, not when I was still not sure of what he asked.I couldn’t stop thinking about what he said though it could be that he just had her good interest at heart. He was just looking out for her , right ?Still the fact he could have appointed the task of finding Lorna lover to me pointed right at two things:First, he was aware of his existence and two …Well there was no way he would've known the person he was insecure about was right there under his
KAELA feeling of Anxiety, and confusion…Maybe a mixture of them all filled my chest and I couldn't stop it, instead I could feel it seeping slowly trickling through my soul right into my blood stream and back to my heart in one heavy thud.I could feel my heart beating heavily, why? I couldn't quite understand or figure out, all I could feel was as it suddenly felt heavy, hot, and damp.Lost in thought I walked slowly out of the room, my heart was still beating slightly as I couldn't understand why she had acted that way.I had heard most if not all the conversation she had with the Sage, what I didn't understand was why.Why,was she acting like this had nothing to do with her, or like I was the enemy in all of this , well I had no choice pulling the trick I used earlier. I had asked that Lorna talked with her or that the two communicated, all of these were in a bid for her to open up.I was still thinking about it. My plan had worked out when Lorna walked out later, she was dejec
ASHLEYI couldn't remember the last words he said again at that moment but I was aware that it left a sinking feeling in my soul for so many reasons I couldn't comprehend.In a way, I listened to the sound of his footsteps down the hall as he left. It took a moment for his words to process and to realize that In fact I was still there standing still in the place where he had left me. Try all I could, it was hard finding my words as it felt all scattered at the back of mind. I turned to the window and could see my heavy, unreadable gaze that reflected on my skin as I stared at myself.I dropped my hands to either side of the table to support myself."What have you done?" I asked myself. I had my answers quickly fleeting through my mind…“I don't want to see you have any of this guilt trap.” I thought aloud to myself at first. To be sincere, I cared less about what might happen if he asked the Sage . After he left,..I had that feeling that i might've died something really bad , i
ASHLEYIt had been twenty minutes since she left and still I couldn't bring myself to think of everything that she had said, it felt like trash and was hard to process.It was hard to process, it was hard to trust anyone 's words after everything that had happened, much alone what did Kael call her again,a sage?She had been precise , still her words had many in-depth meanings -All of these thoughts were in my mind when I heard the door open, he walked in slowly and stood closer to where I was while looking at me cautiously.“What did she say?" His voice was soothing.“Just rubbish didn't pay attention." I muttered.“You should've." “What?" I looked at him puzzled. “You should've, I was worried about you, that is more reason that I invited her." " Really?” Well he had been a sweet man to me all these while , and something about the way he said the word ,the way he sounded so sweet sank to the back of my mind, I could feel the truth in his words from somewhere deep in my heart,
ASHLEY The sun was still up when I woke up. In a way I tried to think of what had just happened but couldn't as my mind was still rattled.At this time the Morning light was making its way through the windows as I stirred, still feeling that buzz of anxiety. At first it felt like any normal day in the past. Then my eyes flew open.I looked around the room trying to remember the details of how things ended the previous day, my gaze fell around to an empty room that was void of his heat..Clutching the duvet closer to my torso , my heart pounded in my chest as I fought in vain to get the memories of yesterday as it swirled around my mind in fragments. For a minute my fingers were rather rattled, I ran my fingers through the fabric of the blanket as I looked around the stillness enveloping me..“Where was he?" I thought to myself.Slowly the images kept coming back to the back of my mind, I had a sharp headache as the vision of the wolf came again.“What is happening?” I thou