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The rain-slicked streets of the city glistened like a shattered mirror beneath the streetlights, reflecting neon signs and blurred silhouettes of hurried strangers. Ethan Blackwood pulled his black coat tighter around himself as he stepped out of the car, the cold biting through the fabric and settling deep in his bones. He hated nights like this. Hated the noise, the chaos, the way crowds pressed too close, invading carefully guarded personal space.
People brushed past him, umbrellas colliding overhead, laughter and chatter rising above the steady patter of rain. The sharp scent of wet asphalt mixed with expensive perfume made his head ache. He preferred control. Order. Silence.
But tonight, escape wasn’t an option.
The gallery opening loomed ahead glass walls glowing warmly against the dark evening. A networking event masquerading as a cultural celebration. Ethan exhaled slowly, straightened his posture, and slipped on the expression he had perfected over years: calm, distant, untouchable. Inside, every smile was currency, every compliment a strategic move. He knew the rules. He always did.
As he stepped inside, warmth washed over him, replacing the chill. Soft jazz music hummed through the space, mingling with low conversations and the clink of wine glasses. White walls displayed abstract art bold strokes, chaotic colors, emotions splashed across canvas in ways Ethan didn’t fully understand, though he admired the precision behind the madness.
Then he stopped.
Not because of the art.
But because of him.
A sudden flash of movement caught his attention, followed by the distinct click of a camera shutter. Instinctively, Ethan turned. The man holding the camera met his gaze without hesitation. Dark eyes sharp, observant, yet strangely gentle studied him like a puzzle worth solving. Messy hair fell over his forehead, as though he’d run his fingers through it one too many times. A faint smirk curved his lips, confident and knowing, as if he’d already seen through Ethan’s carefully constructed exterior.
Kai Rivera.
Ethan recognized him immediately. Everyone in certain circles did. The photographer with a fearless eye. A rising star whose work captured raw emotion instead of polished perfection. Ethan had seen his photos before people caught mid-laughter, mid-breakdown, mid-truth. He’d admired them from a distance, detached.
He hadn’t expected this.
Hadn’t expected the way his chest tightened under Kai’s gaze, or how suddenly aware he became of his own presence—his posture, his breathing, the faint echo of the camera click still ringing in his ears.
“Careful,” Kai said lightly, his voice smooth and warm, carrying easily through the gallery noise. “You nearly walked into my shot.”
Ethan straightened immediately, spine stiffening on instinct. He wasn’t used to being caught off guard. “I wasn’t ” He stopped himself, realizing he was staring. Too long. “I wasn’t looking at your camera.”
Kai’s smirk widened, amusement flickering across his face like a spark. “Sure.”
The single word did something dangerous to Ethan’s composure. His pulse quickened, a sharp, unwelcome reminder that he was human flawed, reactive, vulnerable. He didn’t like it.
He was meticulous. Controlled. Precise. His life ran on schedules and expectations. And yet, here stood Kai Rivera, effortlessly chaotic, eyes lingering like he had all the time in the world, breaching Ethan’s carefully built walls with nothing more than a look.
Ethan turned abruptly, moving toward the nearest painting. Bold streaks of red and gold clashed violently on the canvas, emotions bleeding into one another. He forced himself to focus, to breathe, to regain control.
It didn’t work.
He felt it before he saw it the shift in air, the subtle awareness of someone stepping closer. Ethan turned again. Kai stood just a little too near now, camera hanging loosely around his neck, his attention fixed solely on Ethan as though the rest of the gallery had faded into nothing.
“You’re out of place here,” Kai said, voice low, almost teasing. He nodded toward Ethan’s sharply tailored suit. “You don’t belong in a room full of free-spirited artists.”
Ethan’s jaw tightened. He bristled at the assumption, at being categorized so easily. “And you think I can’t appreciate art?”
Kai tilted his head, studying him not judgmental, not mocking. Curious. “Maybe you appreciate it,” he said slowly, “in your own way.”
The words lingered between them, charged and intimate. Something sparked in Ethan’s chest, hot and unfamiliar. He wasn’t used to being seen not like this. Not beyond his suit, his job, his composed exterior.
He hated it.
And yet… he didn’t look away.
The noise of the gallery faded, replaced by the sound of his own heartbeat. He became acutely aware of the space between them close enough that he could smell Kai’s cologne, something clean and understated. Close enough that one careless movement would bridge the gap entirely.
Before Ethan could stop himself, Kai leaned in, lowering his voice so only Ethan could hear. “You’re hiding something, aren’t you?”
The question struck deeper than it should have.
Ethan froze, heat creeping up his neck, his composure slipping for just a fraction of a second. “I ”
A sudden burst of laughter erupted from across the room, followed by raised voices and clapping. The spell shattered. Kai straightened, attention momentarily pulled away. Ethan took a step back, grateful for the interruption, desperate for distance.
He smoothed his expression back into place, the mask settling comfortably once more. When he looked up again, Kai was gone swallowed by the crowd as if he’d never been there at all.
But the impact remained.
Ethan stood there longer than necessary, staring at nothing, his thoughts tangled and restless. He could still picture the smirk, the intensity in Kai’s eyes, the way the city lights outside had reflected faintly in them.
Minutes. That’s all it had been.
And yet, it felt like something had shifted quietly, irrevocably.
As Ethan finally moved deeper into the gallery, making polite conversation and offering calculated smiles, one thought refused to leave him.
This wasn’t over.
Somewhere in the shadows of the city, Kai Rivera lingered in his mind and for the first time in a long while, Ethan didn’t want to forget.
Ethan didn't call Marcus back.He didn't call anyone.He went home, stripped off his wet clothes, and sat in the dark living room staring at nothing until the sun came up.His phone lit up periodically through the night. Lucas checking in. A missed call from his mother, probably hearing the news through the grapevine. Three texts from Marcus, each one more insistent than the last.Nothing from Kai.By morning, Ethan felt hollowed out. Empty. Like he'd been running on adrenaline and fear for weeks and his body had finally given up.He made coffee he didn't drink. Opened his laptop to search for jobs he couldn't take. Stared at his bank account balance until the numbers blurred together.Three months of savings left. Maybe four if he was careful.The logical choice was obvious. Call Marcus. Apologize. Find a way back.His finger hovered over the contact.Then he thought about Kai's face last night. The way he'd looked at Ethan like he was watching something break in real time.*You're l
Morning came with coffee and cautious optimism.Kai made breakfast while Ethan sat at the small kitchen table, watching him move around the space like he belonged there. Easy. Comfortable. Everything Ethan had never let himself have."You're staring again," Kai said, sliding eggs onto a plate."Can't help it."Kai smiled, setting the plate in front of him. "Eat. You need your strength for job hunting."The words were light, but they landed heavy. Job hunting. Reality. The future neither of them wanted to talk about yet.Ethan's phone sat face down on the table. He hadn't mentioned the text from Richard Chen. Wasn't sure why. Maybe because saying it out loud would make it real, would force him to decide what it meant."You okay?" Kai asked, sitting across from him."Yeah. Just thinking.""About?""What comes next."Kai reached across the table, laced their fingers together. "We'll figure it out."The "we" made Ethan's chest tight in the best way.His phone buzzed. They both looked at i
The weekend passed too quickly.Ethan spent most of it at Kai's apartment, neither of them acknowledging the elephant in the room. They cooked breakfast together, watched old movies, existed in a bubble that felt fragile as glass. Every time Ethan's phone lit up with another message from the firm, Kai would distract him. A kiss. A touch. A story about his childhood that made Ethan laugh despite the dread pooling in his stomach.But Sunday night arrived anyway."You should go home," Kai said, even though his arms were still wrapped around Ethan on the couch. "Get some sleep. Be ready for tomorrow.""I don't want to.""I know." Kai pressed his face into Ethan's neck. "But you need to."They stayed like that for another hour before Ethan finally forced himself to leave. The walk to his own apartment felt like moving through water. Heavy. Slow. Wrong.His place was exactly as he'd left it. Clean. Organized. Empty.He didn't sleep.By the time Monday morning came, Ethan had rehearsed seven
The city had never felt so loud.Ethan stood at the edge of the conference room, hands clasped behind his back, eyes fixed on the skyline beyond the glass walls. Below him, traffic flowed relentlessly indifferent to headlines, rumors, or the way his life had fractured under scrutiny.Behind him, voices murmured.Board members. Legal counsel. Executives who had once praised his discipline now watched him like a liability.“Ethan,” the chairman said carefully, “this situation has become untenable.”Ethan didn’t turn around. “Because I went to someone’s apartment?”“Because of perception,” another voice cut in. “Your association is distracting. Investors are uneasy.”Association.Not love. Not truth. Not humanity.Just optics.“We’re prepared to offer you a path forward,” the chairman continued. “A public statement. Distance. A clean break.”Ethan finally turned.“And if I don’t?” he asked.Silence followed.“You will be removed from your position.”The words landed cleanly. Final.Ethan
The fallout came faster than Ethan expected.It always did.By Monday morning, whispers followed him through the office corridors quiet conversations that stopped when he passed, glances that lingered just long enough to sting. The promotion announcement never came. Instead, there were meetings without invitations, decisions made without his input.He felt it slipping away.Control. Status. The life he had built so carefully.And yet, when his phone buzzed with a single messageKai: Are you okay?none of it mattered.Ethan left work early.He didn’t bother with excuses.Kai’s apartment was warm and understated soft lighting, neutral tones, photographs lining the walls like fragments of a soul laid bare. Ethan had seen Kai’s work in galleries, but this was different. These photos weren’t curated. They were honest. People caught mid-breath. Mid-truth.Mid-love.Kai stood by the window when Ethan arrived, arms crossed loosely, eyes searching Ethan’s face the moment the door closed behind
Ethan didn’t hear from Kai for three days.Not a message.Not a call.Not even the accidental coincidence Ethan had come to dread and secretly crave.At first, he told himself it was a relief.The quiet fit neatly back into the shape of his life. Meetings. Emails. Polished conversations. Everything returned to its proper place, smooth and untouched. No complications. No dangerous proximity.But silence, he learned, could be louder than confrontation.It followed him everywhere.In the reflection of glass office walls. In the empty chair across from him at the café. In the ghost of Kai’s warmth still lingering in his memory his wrist beneath Ethan’s fingers, the way he hadn’t pulled away.Ethan pressed his pen too hard against the paper, tearing through the page.“Damn it,” he muttered.Lucas noticed immediately.“You look like hell,” his friend said, leaning against Ethan’s desk. “Want to explain why you’ve been staring at your phone like it personally betrayed you?”Ethan didn’t answ







