Everyone always told Lily Bennett not to go check out the tide pools by herself. Her professors did. Her overprotective family members did. Her friends did. But she hated being held back by her illness so that particular day she threw caution to the wind.
Being a highly independent person was difficult when you had epilepsy. For about a year and a half, her seizures had been too active so her driver’s license was suspended until she did a whole lot of paperwork and proved her doctor said she was okay to drive again. That had been awful. She only got it back six months ago.
But there hadn’t been a single seizure since then. Her medication kept things stable. That was why she felt confident enough to go out to the tide pools alone today.
The people in her life were concerned that if Lily ever went to the beach by herself and had a seizure she might drown. She was a marine biology student! Sometimes she had to go to the beach when she couldn’t get anyone to go with her.
Assigning a report based on tide pool observations over spring break was somewhat sadistic. All of her fellow students had complained because they had plans that would be disrupted by making time to go to the beach.
Lily didn’t mind in the slightest. There was nothing in this world she loved more than the ocean. She went to the beach as often as she could, even when there weren’t assignments to be done.
Her report required observing the same group of tide pools at the same time of day for three days straight. It was the third day; she couldn’t miss it or she would have to start her data over from scratch.
There weren’t many people on the beach this time of day—it wasn’t hot enough for there to be many beachgoers yet anyway—but if something did happen somebody would notice. Probably.
She felt fine though. As long as she was careful about not tripping over any rocks there shouldn’t be any problems.
Lily took down her notes with the fiery intensity of a science nerd and the time passed quickly. Satisfied that she had what she needed, she put her things back in her backpack and took off her shoes to walk along the shore for a moment.
Feeling the sand squish between her toes always made her happiest. When she was younger she wanted nothing more than to be a mermaid and live in the ocean. Visiting it several times a week was the compromise her parents made.
She sighed as she thought of them, a twinge of guilt piercing her. Because of her health problems and how close to home her university was they insisted she keep living with them after graduating high school.
Her parents had no biological children of their own. They only adopted the kids that no one else wanted. She had siblings with missing limbs, spina bifida, nonverbal autism, and Down’s syndrome.
Of all of those kids, only one had moved out. Her older brother Donovan, whose only defect was the arm he lost in the accident that killed his biological parents when he was a toddler. But as sweet a kid as he was no one wanted to adopt him for three years until her parents came along.
The house may have four bedrooms but Lily knew she was taking up space that could better go to another kid. She knew her parents planned to adopt again once she finally moved out. That’s what they had done when Donovan moved out to go to college in L.A.
Lost in thought, she waded out a little farther than she probably should have. The cold water soaked the bottoms of her rolled up jeans and she couldn’t help but shudder.
Ready to go home and change after that, she was about to turn around when a particularly large wave crashed over her head. Before her head could even break the surface, a rip current began swiftly dragging her down the beach.
Lily was good at holding her breath but she didn’t account for the possibility of hitting her head and blacking out. Her last conscious thought was that she really should have listened to everyone that told her not to come out here alone.
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Mark Hanover was a top notch executive assistant. He took care of everything his boss needed him to without more questions than were absolutely necessary. So when he got a frantic call (at least as frantic as the stoic Edward Todd was capable of getting) that his wife hadn’t come home last night and couldn’t be contacted by phone he began methodically calling hospitals and police departments to see if anyone matched her description.
Edward wasn’t thinking straight enough to be able to do that himself. He may not act like it but he depended heavily on his wife.
He was always in a much better mood when she was around but she was a very busy woman. Doing what, Mark had no idea. He knew better than to ask. Their relationship was a mystery to him.
He didn’t even know her real name because Edward only ever called her ‘angel.’ That seemed more like a nickname than anything but who knows? It might actually be her name.
Mark speculated that Angel wasn’t actually his wife because neither of them wore rings. They had a two-year-old daughter together—a cherubic child called Aria that was the spitting image of her mother—but that seemed to be the only reason Angel stayed.
It wasn’t his job to judge though so he kept his observations to himself. Edward was devoted to her. And she was a real beauty.
Ironically, Angel was a dead ringer for the only woman Mark had ever been interested in. Their dress styles weren’t anything alike but their faces were so similar he truly thought she was the spunky tomboy that was his shining light his last year of high school.
Lily Bennett. The memory of when they first met came to mind the first time he saw Angel because it didn’t jive with the woman standing in front of him despite their similar looks.
Lily and Mark had a small simple wedding at a garden venue. Angel convinced her to let her apply light makeup for the occasion with the rationalization that she would only be getting married once. It did make her stand out in the pictures so she supposed that was something.All of their friends and her family were there to support them. Aria was the most adorable flower girl ever and her nephew Hunter was the ring bearer. Angel was the matron of honor and Randi and Genevieve were her other bridesmaids. Mark’s best man was Eddie and two of his bowling friends rounded out the wedding party.They went on their honeymoon to Hawaii where they took another submarine tour and hiked what felt like every inch of the island of Maui. Lily was happy but exhausted by the time they got home.Despite experiencing a major life event, not much changed in terms of work or their general schedules for another year when she got pregnant with their son Damien. Her job was kind enough to let her take a year-
Lily inhaled deeply and let the smell of the salty air soak into her soul. It was impossible to worry about anything right now when she was this relaxed.“You certainly seem happy,” Mark noted with a smile as they bobbed in the water.“I am. No one ever wants to go swimming with me. Thanks, Mark. Today has been wonderful and it’s not even over yet. You spoil me too much.”“There’s nothing wrong with a little spoiling.”Lily knew it was pointless arguing with him so she let it go and closed her eyes as she floated there. The ocean was oddly tranquil today. There were hardly any waves at all, which was perfect for swimming.She wasn’t sure how long they stayed in the water like that enjoying the quiet and each other’s company but, eventually, they headed back to shore. He read a book on a towel while she took a nap and let the sun soak into her soul.When she woke up, she felt more at peace than she had in ages. Her boyfriend had planned the perfect day for her. At times like this, it w
Lily’s ongoing struggle trying to be okay with Mark not wanting to move forward in their relationship became more difficult as time went on. On the rare occasions she tried to bring it up, he would quickly change the subject so she gave up after a while.That wasn’t like her. She was so frustrated she was ready to blow a gasket but didn’t want them to fight.So she ambled along expecting nothing knowing that was all she was going to get. It didn’t help that Angel was pregnant with her second child and very excited about the fact. She would be having a boy this time and she and Eddie had already decided to name him Eli.Aria had hoped for a sister but was still looking forward to having a baby to play with even if it was a boy. She was a good kid and Lily had no doubt she would be a great big sister.As much as she looked forward to meeting her new nephew, it got her wondering if she would ever be able to have a child of her own. Her twenty-fifth birthday passed recently and Mark still
Patience wasn’t Lily’s strong suit. Mark hoped Donovan got back to her quickly because he didn’t want to prolong this more than necessary. Mark didn’t want to ruin the surprise either though. If she knew what he was planning in advance, she might get suspicious.Thankfully, Donovan’s family was available two weeks from then. And so were two spots for what Mark was planning to take Lily to do. He booked the tickets immediately so now all he could do was wait.He already knew his girlfriend would accept his proposal but he was still anxious. Who wouldn’t be asking such a loaded question to the person that mattered to them most?At least she didn’t seem to have caught on yet. She chatted normally on their longer-than-expected drive down to L.A. due to traffic. They didn’t arrive until nearly 2 AM so it was a good thing Eileen told them where the spare key was kept in advance so they could let themselves in.An air mattress had already been set up for them. All they had to do was flop ont
Talking to Angelina about her seizure frequency being pregnant only made Mark feel worse because he knew Lily wanted multiple kids. She would be putting herself at risk more than once and he wasn’t sure he would be able to live with the anxiety. As it was, he wasn’t sure how Edward was able to do it.Maybe that was who he needed to talk to in order to ease his fears. Someone who had been in the position he would potentially find himself in twice.Mark knew that it wasn’t fair to leave Lily hanging forever. He wanted to spend his life with her, he truly did, but he needed to get his fears under control first.“How do you handle knowing your wife could have a seizure any time?” he blurted when he and Edward were in the car on their way to a meeting the day after his conversation with Angelina.He didn’t seem terribly surprised by the question. It seemed that she had told him what they talked about yesterday. “I don’t know. I guess I’m used to it by now. She did have one within five minu
They exchanged numbers and Angelina excused herself to get back to work. She should be able to focus now that she had gotten a bit of a break. It was nice knowing that at least one of her former associates was doing well these days. She hoped they were all able to find things that made them happy the way she had.Mark didn’t even look up when she came back in. He was that focused on his work. She wasn’t able to catch his attention at all until she called his name three times after finishing what she needed.“Sorry, I was in the zone. Are you ready to go?” he asked sheepishly.“Yeah. Thanks for sticking around.”Angelina felt a bit guilty to be inconveniencing him like this but at least he already knew Eddie was a worrywart when it came to her. That was why he wasn’t letting her drive on her own.He didn’t say anything until they were nearly back at her house. “Hey…um…do you always have seizures when you’re pregnant?”That was completely out of the blue. Why would he ask about that?“T