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Since that Day (TAGALOG)
Last Updated : 2020-11-27
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-COMPLETED-A girl with a severe illness wanted to end her life immediately until he met the guy who has a playboy ambiance. Little did she know she's slowly falling in love with this boy that made her hope and wish for more days to live.
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PROLOGUE
"Lucky"
“Always remember Einalem that all of us have purpose in this world, the reason why we’re living now. Don’ waste this life because you have purpose, the only thing that you need to do…is find it. Einalem, find your purpose so you would have a reason to live.”
That was my grandmother last message to me before she died in that hospital bed. After that day it always keeps repeating on my mind. Grandma says we all have purpose in this world the reason why we live. It means I have purpose. We’re not just nothing. While my mother says that someone from above is the most powerful. He’s the one who gave us life. He gave us hope. He gave us blessings and gifts. We make sins but he’s always ready to forgive as long as we’re regretting.My mother said that I’m lucky that I’m here in this world. I’m lucky because I tasted the Earth’s blessings. I’m lucky because I clearly saw the light. I’m lucky because I felt the word ‘love’.But I couldn’t imagine that I’m one of those lucky people since I heard about my condition from the doctor.I guess…I’m not lucky enough…“Einalem!” I heard my mom’s shaking voice beside me. I also heard my dad’s sobbing. But all I felt was pain. Pain and pain. My whole body was in pain. My brain and heart was in pain.“Einalem…please stay with us..” Mommy said while crying while holding my hands tightly. I don’t have a time to face mommy anymore because of the pain I’m feeling. I closed my eyes tightly as my head and body poured out. I’m almost deaf because of the pain. My tears are flowing like water falls. How? How can I escape this pain? Can I…have a break for all of these?
I saw the nurses around me with my blurred vision while they’re rushing me towards the emergency room. The happiest moment of my life turns out to be the most painful night. On my 18th birthday I suddenly felt dizzy and sick, I have long notice many blesses in my body and I don’t know where it comes from…until this day came. Pain is all over my body. I almost couldn’t open my eyes because of pain. I am still wearing my gown for my debut but sadly it will turn into a hospital gown later.
When I entered the emergency room I felt the quick action of doctors and nurses to treat me. Until I felt the little needle pierced on me. And it made me so dizzy and sleepy. I prayed that this pain would gone once I wake up. And I hope that someone from above could hear my prayer.
I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was my mother’s face. She were smiling at me.
“Mom..” I called her. When my vision got cleared I saw her smile but the sadness on her eyes is very evident. And then I saw daddy, he’s also smiling at me. Why do I have this feeling that they are just faking it? What’s the problem?
“Dad..” I also called my father. They both embraced me tightly like any moment now I could disappear. My eyes furrowed at their reactions.
“W-What’s the problem?” I asked weak. They withdrew from their hug. Dad caressed my cheeks and Mom stared at me softly.
“We’re glad you’re fine now.” Mom said. I smiled but I’m still confuse. I still want to talk to them when suddenly the doctor entered the room. Mommy and Daddy quickly faced him.
“What’s the result doc?” Dad asked. When my father ask that question I got determined to know my condition. The doctor looked at me with his sad and concerned eyes. Why? What is it?
“I’m sorry..Mr and Mrs Zurbano…but your daughter is sick.” he said. Mom started to cry but I felt numb. Why is she crying? Why? I’m just sick! What is it? Fever?!I can’t understand Dad looked at me with his sad and weary eyes. I shook my head. Why? I can’t understand! Why are they reacting like that?
“S-Stop crying Mom…I-I can be healed-” I stopped from talking when Mom hugged me tightly! Dad started to shed tears! My strong daddy is crying! Why are they crying!?
“I’m sorry Einalem..but it would not be easy for you..” The doctor said and I want to shout at him so much! Why don’t he tell me everything?
“What is it?” I pleaded. I want answers! I saw how hesitant the doctor was but but I am very determined to know!
“The symptoms you had and the blood result shows that you have….a Leukemia stage 2.”
My hands started to shake, tears started to formed in the side of my eyes. I couldn’t breathe properly. My world suddenly crumpled down. I wished that it isn’t true. But even though I pinched and hurt myself repeatedly it always tells me that it is true. It’s not a dream nor imagination. This is the only fact that I couldn’t accept. I don’t want to believe it. But my mind were so clouded and even I heard how my parents cried for me I remained spaced out.
They are all wrong. I am not lucky. I have no purpose. I am destined to die early than them. Since that day I started to hate this world. I started to hate the pain. I started to lose hope…because I am dying…anyway.
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Since that Day (TAGALOG) EPILOGUE
Perfiñan Kyle SuarezI was five years old when I got introduce to the whole family. I remember how I cling to my mother because the people around me are not familiar. Marami akong kasing edad sa mga pinsan ko. At ang unang naging malapit sa akin ay si Isacar. Every summer we always go to our grandfather's mansion to visit him. At doon din nagsimula ang mga kalokohan namin."What's that?" Paris asked Jonas. Napatingin din ako kay Jonas na may hawak na isang patpat. My brows furrowed. Anong gagawin niya diyan?"Wag kang maingay Paris!" Pabulong nitong sinabi. Mas matanda ako kay Jonas ng isang taon pero kung makaasta ito ay parang siya lagi ang bida. Palibhasa ka ugali siya ni lolo."What are you going to do, Jonas?" Tanong ni Edu. Si Edu ang kapatid na panganay ni Jonas. Sumimangot si Jonas."Manunungkit tayo ng mangga!" Sabi nito. Tumaas ang
Last Updated : 2020-11-27Since that Day (TAGALOG) CHAPTER 50
Mi amor"I'm so happy for you anak.." mangiyak ngiyak na sinabi ni mommy habang naghahanda kami ng pagkain para sa dinner. Ngayon namin sinabi ni Perfi ang relasyon naming dalawa sa mga magulang ko. Tinutulungan ko si mommy sa paghahanda ng pagkain habang nag uusap naman sa salas si Perfi at daddy."Thank you Mom." I said with full of happiness. Nakita ko kung gaano kasaya si mommy para sa akin. "You've been face a lot of trials and now you deserve to be happy.." she said. Ngumiti ako. May kung anong emosyon ang dumaan sa aking puso. Parang naalala ko ang mga pinagdaanan ko noon. Yung mga takot, sakit at kung ano anong pangamba. Pero ngayon narito na ako kapiling ang pamilya ko at ang lalaking nagpapatibok ng puso ko.Nang magsimula na ang dinner ay naging maayos naman ang usapan. Madali lang nagka intindihan si Perfi and daddy lalo na pagdating sa business."K
Last Updated : 2020-11-27Since that Day (TAGALOG) CHAPTER 49
ChoosePakiramdam ko panaginip lang ang lahat. Akala ko noon hindi ko na mararamdaman ang ganitong pakiramdam. I thought I was going to die, I thought that everything will just end to nothing. But here I am now inside Perfi's arms. Malalim na ang gabi pero nandito kami ngayon sa Perez Park. Dinala niya ako dito dahil gusto niya pa daw ako makasama. Hindi na ako nakatanggi dahil hinila niya na ako papasok sa sasakyan niya.Maraming ilaw sa Perez Park kaya kahit malalim na ang gabi ay maliwanag pa rin. Kaunti na lang din ang tao. And I also remember na naka pajama pa ako at tsinelas habang si Perfi ay sobrang lakas ng dating sa kaniyang suot na t shirt at maong pants. Nakasandal ako sa malapad na dibdib ni Perfu habang siya ang kaniyang mga braso ay nakapulupot sa aking bewang. He's also playing with my fingers. "Kung alam ko lang na nagselos ka kanina kaya ka umalis sana sumuno
Last Updated : 2020-11-27Since that Day (TAGALOG) CHAPTER 48
Mahal kitaNung nakabalik na ako sa office ay wala na akonf kagana gana. Pinilit kong bumalik sa trabaho pero nauukupa ni Perfi ang isip ko. Hindi ako matahimik. At iwasan ko mang maramdaman pero aaminin ko sa sarili ko na...nagseselos ako.Wala akong karapatang magselos. Wala kaming relasyon. I just felt down and hurt. At alam kong walang kasalanan dito si Perfi. Ako ang umasa, umasa akong parang tanga.Natigil ako sa pag iisip ng tumunog ang phone ko sa isang tawag. When I saw that it was Perfi agad kong pinatay ang phone ko. Pagkatapos ay nag out na rin ako sa trabaho at nagkulong na lang sa kwarto ko sa bahay.Pinilit kong matulog pero hindi ako dinadalaw ng antok. Sumulyap ako sa wall clock at nakita kong alas sais pa lang ng hapon. Kumain na ako kanina kaya gusto ko ng matulog. Sina mommy at daddy naman ay mamaya pang 9 pm ang uwi. I am now wearing my terno pajama,
Last Updated : 2020-11-27Since that Day (TAGALOG) CHAPTER 47
AssumedHindi ako makatulog. Kahit anong gawin kong pwesto sa aking higaan ay hindi pa rin ako makatulog.Dahil paulit ulit kong naaalala ang pag uusap namin ni Perfi kanina. At isa pa...we kissed! What is the meaning of that? Ayaw kong umasa na naman pero base sa nangyari kanina pakiramdam ko malapit ng bumalik sa dati.Convoy niya akong hinatid sa aming bahay. After what happened walang namutawing mga salita. Para bang parehas kaming nag iisip. Parehas kaming naguguluhan.When the morning came I tried so hard to wake up early but I just couldn't kaya naman late na akong nakapunta sa shop. Jez greeted me. Dire diretso ako sa office ko at agad kong hinarap ang trabaho para maalis ang aking mga nasa isip. Pero kahit anong trabaho ko laging sumisiksik sa isip ko ang mga nangyari kahapon. Sa kabila ng lahat ng sakit medyo gumaan ang loob ko. Hindi ko rin malimutan ang halik na pina
Last Updated : 2020-11-27Since that Day (TAGALOG) CHAPTER 46
Kiss you everydayWalang pagsilan ang kaba ko habang sumusunod sa paglalakad ni Perfi. Nasa likod niya lang ako habang sinusundan siya. Hindi ko alam kung saan kami mag uusap pero hindi pa rin ako mapakali. Lalo na dahil maraming nagmamasid sa aming dalawa. I mean kay Perfi lang pala. Napansin kong patungo kami sa parking lot ng Mall. Marahil ay gusto niya sa walang tao. Kahit naman ako.I sighed heavily. Hindi ko pa rin malimutan ang mga nasabi niya sa akin noong huli. May pagtatampo pa rin ako sa kabila ng mga narinig ko kagabi kina Roma. I know that he also suffered but is it right to judge me that easily? Nang tumigil siya sa tapat ng isang puting Chevy car ay huminto din ako. He opened the passenger seat for me. Agad naman akong pumasok doon at hindi na nagsalita.Pumasok din siya sa driver seat. And silence filled us. Ayaw kong ibuka ang bibig ko. Bukod sa kinakabahan ako
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