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Chapter 11: The Debt She Still Feels

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Made a list that night. First one in two years.

Rain Anderson promised started around dusk. Sat at the small desk in the guest suite, sheet of paper, pencil stub from the drawer. Cole outside the door. I heard him shift now and then like a man who'd learned to stand still without getting stiff.

Wrote four words down the left side. Money. Papers. Place. Mrs. Elizabeth.

Under Money, nothing. No coins, no work. The only thing I owned was the shirt I was wearing, and Mrs. Pell lent me that.

Under P
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