Tainted Hearts 43

I wish it lasted only a second then it all turned back to normal where everything was fine. But, I think it would be foolish to believe that it could happen. What happened and is happening now cannot be undone. Hindi na ako makaiyak at wala nang maramdaman kung hindi bigat. Nagbagsakan nang isahan at sinalo ko iyon lahat.

"Which class are you in?" He's serious tone and unsmiling lips.

"Do you want to kiss your professor, Xena?" The first time he asked me if I wanted to kiss him.

"Breathe through your nose. I don't want to kiss a corpse when you die while I'm kissing you." Our first kiss.

"I'll go inside now and it will be painful." The first time we made love I thought it was making love.

"I love you, Xena." The day he confessed I thought it was real.

Habang nasa sasakyan na maghahatid sa akin pauwi, pumasok sa isipan ko ang masasayang ala-ala habang kasama ko siya. He fed me salt that I thought was sugar. He fed me lies. He said and did those things just because he had a plan. Simula