Felix shoved the table backward as his chair slid close to the window. He spun his chair playfully until he was facing the window view, he stared at the beautiful and busy streets of New york. He noticed some beggars trying to earn a decent living without trying to steal.
The sky looked a bit dark and cloudy like it would rain anytime soon. He turned back to his desk before looking at all the workload he had, he had worked hard for his company but things weren't going the way he wanted. He felt like he needed to pay for his sins, he was keeping a secret that he hadn't told anybody. Yes! His wife was someone he never expected that she would die soon and that had put him down but something else was weighing him more. He knew he wasn't going to pay for his sins on earth but in the hereafter, he knew he was going to hell. He knew he was never going to be forgiving but would the person he had sinned against forgive him for such a crime he had committed? Getting up from his seat, Felix brought out his bopping phone.He noticed the number that was calling him and a smile plastered on his face. “Hello Felix, It's been a while,” A soft feminine voice spoke through the other line. “Frida, it's been a while! You just went into hiding,” Felix let out, taking back his seat before swinging it again. Felix had known Frida since they were children. Her parents weren't as well off as his, she was somebody who worked hard to earn money to take care of herself. She had found out a few months ago that she was diagnosed with cancer. Felix had agreed to pay for her treatment for her to get better but she had rejected, when he kept interfering in her life she cut ties with him by leaving the city. “I didn't know why you left town just to avoid my little help,” Felix said, he had missed his childhood friend as much as his kids do. “Well, I needed to get better,” she said, making him blink his eyes in affirmation. “Are you better now?” he asked but all he could hear was a little sniffle like she was sobbing. Felix clenched his hands, he hated the fact that she was crying, Frida sucked her breath in before replying. “I’m getting better,” she murmured. “Tell me the truth Frida, are you getting better?” he asked as he could hear some voices in the background. “Yes Felix, Henry is doing everything possible! He got me a nurse to watch over me, ” Frida let out, making Felix nod.Henry was Frida's ex-boyfriend but he still stuck around her like he was ever a good boyfriend. Felix was thankful to Frida for sticking close to him when his wife had died but she had zoomed off making him depressed again. “How are the kids?” Frida asked.“They missed you,” he let out.“Do I need to be concerned about the kids?” Frida asked. “No, I got them a new maid, ” he let out, making Frida sigh from the other line. He knew Frida was family, she had stood by him and advised him even when he suspected that Lisa was cheating.She was a good friend.“I thought you had refused to hire a maid?” Frida asked as a yawn escaped her lips from the other line. “My mom took everything upon herself and you know David,” he let out as a small chuckle escaped Frida‘s lips.“I already hired her, I’m giving her a chance and I hope she doesn't misuse her chances,” he said, earning another chuckle from Frida. “I hope you know that having someone to look after your kids is a good idea. Perhaps give her a chance, there is no harm in trying, ” she let out, making Hector close his eyes. “Thank you, Frida, ” Felix let out.“For what?” she asked with a chuckle. “For checking up on me,” he said, biting his bottom lips. “You need to get some rest, you sound exhausted, ” he continued trying hard not to cut the conversation. “I know,” Frida said as there was silence between the both of them. “I miss her so much,” Frida let out, referring to Lisa. Lisa was her friend, her best friend who had left her alone in this scary world alone. “I miss her too.” Felix let out. It had been One and a half years since her death and the wound still felt fresh in all their hearts. Thinking about his wife was enough to make him go insane, Felix's grip tightened against his phone as he turned to stare at the city through his window. His eyes had gone red and watery. “Have a great day Felix! I need to rest, ” Frida let out with a pitying sigh. “You too Vivian, ” he let out as the phone hung up with a beeping sound. He stared at his phone for a while. A happy memory of his wife forcing him to eat little from what she had baked triggered him to ruffle his hair. “Sir, the board members are waiting, ” the secretary mumbled, making him nod. Felix rubbed a tired hand around his face. “Camilla,” he called back to his secretary.“Have the background check gotten ready?” he asked, making her shake her head. “It will be on your desk before the end of today, ” she let out, making him nod. He needed a background check on Bianca Ferguson. He needed to be sure that she was safe and couldn't hurt even a fly. It felt wrong but he had done exactly the same thing with all his maids. His last maid had a criminal record and he hadn't known because he trusted her, he growled in frustration as he took the file he needed for his meeting.He took a steady breath before walking out of his office.Felix was back from a successful board meeting ever since the death of his wife. It wasn't the best board meeting he had attended but better than the ones he had conducted for two years, he walked to his office to drop off some files when he noticed the envelope His secretary had promised to drop. Growling in both frustration and tiredness. Felix stuck the envelope inside his suitcase before striding to turn off the light, everywhere had gone dark and everyone was going home already. Felix took in some breaths before sauntering into the elevator. It was time to go back home! There was much time to check the envelope to see if Miss Ferguson had any hidden secret. His car was waiting for him in front of his company's building when he stepped out of the existing door. The guard nodded at him which he returned with a simple wave. Felix slipped into the back of his car before sinking into the chair, he was tired and needed some sleep but could he even do that? “Home, please Fabian,” he
Felix entered his room before switching on the light. He stared at his bed as a memory of him coming back home tired and exhausted from work filled his memory. His wife who seems dressed in her skimpy nightwear tends to remove all stress. He ruffled his hair before pulling out his tie. A smile plastered on his face when he remembered his daughter's smiling a while ago, Felix could barely remember the last time he spent time with his kids, just like what he had seen Anna doing with Bianca. Reality hit him hard like he was being punched in the face. His daughter was three years old when everything had happened and his eldest daughter was thirteen, his son was fifteen but it still felt like yesterday when everything happened. Anna had always had bad dreams at night and wouldn't let anybody hold her, she only wanted her mother at that point in time but after a year she had allowed him to hug her again when she had bad nightmares.Felix dropped his briefcase beside his bed before plumpi
The sunlight cast itself on Bianca's face through the curtain which drew her from her sleep, groaning loudly. Her eyes lit up as she stood up before stretching her body. She stared at the floor she was laying on to notice Anna beside her. How did she get here? She pulled the duvet over the sleeping Anna. Bianca tried to remember what she was dreaming about but after thinking deeply she had lost everything after she woke up. This was the first time Bianca was sleeping peacefully without people coming at her for their debt or her landlord disrupting her sleep for their late payment of house rent. The night had been nice. She moved downstairs to notice Felix and Fiona having breakfast, “Good morning sir, ” she mumbled before entering the kitchen to help Ms. Kevin out. “First time, I mean Anna hasn't slept this well for a long time,” Ms. Kevin let out, switching off the cooker. “Morning Nanny but I don't think it's because of me, maybe she had been neglected that's why she felt alone, ”
Bianca stared at Felix before staring back at Anna. “We have a contract to sign today, ” he let out again, making her nod. *********An hour later, Bianca was dressed in a fancy gown with her hair tied in a ponytail and flat shoes to go. It was the first time she was setting foot out of the wealthy home of her boss. She noticed that Felix enjoyed having full security in his house, and most especially privacy. Bianca likes staying with Anna but she wished she had someone to talk to always, not like staying with the five-year-old was boring but she needed someone to share her problems with. She moved outside the huge gate as the breeze slammed her exposed skin. She strode to the main highway so she could board a taxi to take her into town. She stopped the taxi before sliding in, “where to Mam?” the taxi driver asked. “Town,” she mumbled, making him nod before putting the engine to life.Throughout the ride, exhaustion filled Bianca's body. She was meeting her Crush of twenty years,
“I’m sorry Jasper. This was supposed to be some celebration but you know how I tend to get emotional quickly, ” she let out pulling her hand from his grip. She could feel the cracks in her voice but she needed to drop the sympathy that was building up.“Thank you for the meal, I better get going, Jasper! My boss is like some strict soldier and quite grumpy,” she let out standing up. “But we haven't caught up enough?” Jasper let out with a pale face. “We can see each other again, meanwhile you did mention that you work here,” she let out, making him nod. “I can drop you off?” he offered but Bianca wiggled her head, she wouldn't want her boss to think the worst of her. “No Jasper, I would be fine! I would call you when I get home,” Bianca muttered out, she hurried out of the building before Jasper could stop her. Bianca soon mingled herself among the busy people trying to get to work or doing every possible best to earn a living. For a while, she needed to be alone and away from real
It has been a week since that incident but Felix could feel all of Bianca's face clouding his brain and thought. He felt that touch clasping into his body and memory which made him not to forget every single detail. Instantly, Felix felt guilt all over again, he knew Bianca was being nothing but an excellent worker but he couldn't stop this thought from tripping in.His thought wandered back to the reaction she gave towards him a week ago. FLASHBACK“Are you okay? I mean you caught me before I could fall off, thank you so much, sir. I did fall on you heavily, are you hurt?” Bianca asked him with care all over her voice, Felix didn't want to be the only one noticing the care she was given but he couldn't help it. He noticed the fallen hair in front of her eye and he wished he could push that hair behind her ear. “I’m fine, thank God you had no injuries,” Felix let out rolling his eyes. He strode towards her before lifting her chin so she could meet his gaze.He knew that was unusual.
After that incident where Bianca's employer helped her out in the kitchen. She had barely laid eyes on him for more than a second, he left early after sharing breakfast with his kids and returned only when she had fallen asleep. Bianca had felt like she was the spur cause of his behavior. She had scared him out with her problems! Bianca would put Anna to sleep with some bedtime stories until the little girl ends up holding her tightly. After the poor child had fallen deeply to sleep she would slip out to her room not to cause any embarrassment. Once scolded is already enough for Bianca to repeat such a mistake twice. Yet, she felt Felix was going to talk to her soon about her erroneous ways. she felt embarrassed by her behavior and she knew soon enough they would have a conversation, they hadn't even signed the contract yet because he seemed like he was avoiding her.She knew she wasn't hallucinating. Wait, she was out of her mind if she thought her boss was doing exactly that. It w
Bianca had just received her first paycheck from her boss and she wasted no time in sending the money to her sister. She had decided to call her sister to know about her father's health, after multiple rings! Someone finally picked. “Hello Stephany, how are you, Linda and father?” Bianca inquired about her sister, her elder sister's daughter who lives with them after her sister died from giving birth to her and as well as her sick father from the other line. “We are doing great, father is doing fine after receiving medication fully, thank you for the money! It helped a lot, ” Stepheny let out, making Bianca sigh in relief. “You must have hitten the jackpot Sis,” Stepheny let out with a chuckle. “Not really, I work as a Nanny to a rich man here! Please don't tell father about it,” she let out as the phone went silent. “Stepheny, are you there?” Bianca asked. “How does it feel like to eat in luxury and sleep in a gigantic house?” Stepheny asked loudly, making Bianca move the phone aw