LOGINCONNOR
"I apologize for Cassie's rude behavior, Connor," Agnes started off as soon as we stepped into my sun-filled office. Agnes touched her forehead slightly, revealing that Cassandra’s behavior had embarrassed her.
"She's certainly feisty," I said, directing them to be seated on the plush leather chairs. "I understand she doesn't know how to behave in a pack dynamic. You've been living in the city?" It would certainly be a challenge to train Cassandra in all things pack related. Something I looked forward to immensely.
Agnes was a beautiful woman, the resemblance to Cassandra obvious. But Cassandra had inherited her father's temperament, unmistakably Joel's daughter. Agnes’ big brown eyes held many secrets, and as she sat with her arms folded across her chest, it was clear she wasn't about to give them up easily. A tight smile forced its way onto her lips.
“Yes,” she said. “Cassandra grew up in Miami.”
Joel glanced at Agnes from time to time, the tension radiating off him in palpable waves. His grip on the armrests of the chair was tight, as if he was holding himself back from saying something. There was a story between them, a history that made me curious, but it wasn't my place to pry.
My primary concern was Cassandra. I wanted to know everything about my mate, and that included understanding her mother. There was something important Agnes was keeping from me, and I needed to find out what it was.
"Did something happen in Miami that made you come here?" I dove right into the important aspect, watching Agnes closely. My werewolf hearing picked up a slight rise in her heart rate. A faint change in her scent lingered in the air. She was skilled at hiding her emotions, schooling her face, but I had honed my ability to read people.
"No, not really," she said, her gaze dropping to her lap. The fabric of her skirt rustled softly as she shifted in her seat. "I was worried about Cassie."
"Oh?" I tilted my head. "Why?"
"I sensed the change in her. All these years, I tried to convince myself that she was human, that she wouldn't inherit the werewolf gene. But I was wrong." Agnes turned to Joel, her eyes filled with a mix of determination and concern. "I had to bring her to you, to her pack."
Joel remained silent, stone-faced. The tension in the room grew thicker, almost suffocating. Miles, my wolf, huffed in the back of my mind, his thoughts echoing mine. 'Why did she take her away in the first place?'
"Tell me, Joel, did you know about Cassandra?" I prodded gently, hoping I wasn't overstepping my bounds. But as the alpha, it was my duty to know and understand.
"No!" Joel growled out, his voice harsh with hurt. "Do you think I would abandon my pup on purpose?" The pain in his words tugged at my heart.
Agnes cringed visibly, seeming to become smaller. “And I told you why I ran, Joel. I am terribly sorry.” Tears were brimming in her eyes.
I got up and went to her, kneeling next to her, and placed a hand on her knee. “You brought her back to her pack. It was the right thing to do.”
“Your father did not approve of our… relationship.” Agnes faltered, uncertain what to call it. “He came to see me when I lived in Santa Barbara.” She looked over at Joel. “I never told you this, Joel, because it wouldn’t have made a difference, anyway. But Alpha Troy came to see me and basically threatened to exile you, strip you of your status as beta. I couldn’t let that happen.”
I went to pour a glass of water and handed it to Agnes. “Yes, my father could sometimes be narrow-minded. He didn’t condone inter-species relationships. Even if it was a soulmate bond.” She didn’t have a visible mate mark, I noted when I knelt next to her.
“You should have told me, Agnes.” Joel said. “I could’ve convinced Troy.”
“When I found out I was pregnant, I was terrified that Troy would kill me. So, I ran.”
“I wouldn’t have let Troy hurt you. You are my mate – were my mate, Agnes!” Troy looked at Agnes with bitterness. “But I guess you never loved me enough to trust me.”
Agnes reached out a hand towards Joel, her fingers trembling as if pleading for his understanding. "Joel, no," she whispered, her voice filled with desperate hope. "I loved you, still do. But I was consumed by fear, for me, for Cassie, and for you."
Joel's head shook in disbelief, sadness in his dark eyes. He rose from his seat and walked towards the window, the cool glass meeting his forehead as he leaned against it.
"I hope you can work through your issues," I interjected with a heavy sigh, breaking the silence. "But there's something I need your help with."
Agnes, visibly relieved that I didn't press further, let out a small sigh of relief. Her heart rate gradually slowed. Yet, I knew that no matter what, I would eventually find out the truth. I was a patient but persistent man.
"When I came to your house last night, Joel," I continued, "it was because Cassandra's scent led me there."
Joel turned to face me, a flicker of understanding crossing his features. "She's your mate?" he asked, surprised.
A smile spread across my face. I couldn’t contain my excitement and joy. Agnes gasped, her eyes widening at the revelation.
"I think you'll need more than just our help, Connor," Joel remarked dryly. "She's in denial about her true identity. She barely listened when I tried to explain things to her."
Agnes, quick to defend Cassandra, spoke up. "You can't blame her, Joel. It's my fault. This was an overwhelming shock for her." You could hear the guilt and worry in her voice. "But she's so young, Connor. And would your pack accept her because of me?"
‘The elders will be a problem, Connor,’ Miles, the worrier, chimed in nervously. I silenced him firmly.
"Don't worry about the pack, Agnes. I'll handle them," I assured her, placing a reassuring hand on her shoulder. "But did Cassandra have someone special in Miami? A boyfriend, perhaps?"
Agnes laughed, the sound light and melodic. "Goodness, no. She was too focused on her studies. If she had anyone, she would've told me. She had a few friends, mostly girls from college."
It was such a relief knowing I didn't have any rivals. "I'm glad to hear that," I replied. "I want her to be mine without obstacles. But Joel, should I wait before telling her? Give her time to adjust?"
Joel looked concerned. "Yes, please give her time, Connor. Let her adjust at her own pace. When she shifts for the first time, she'll understand everything."
I nodded, realizing how important that moment was. I wanted Cassandra to embrace who she really was.
ConnorWhile the pack celebrated the good news, their howls and shouts bringing the woods to life, I was thinking of leaving.But how could I leave Cassie to cope with the pack alone? She was pregnant and vulnerable. My mother was hanging onto her sanity by a thread, and Cassie… she held onto my hand like I would disappear. My boy, my sweet Aiden… my heart was a piece of lead in my chest. I wanted to hold him, but what if I lost control? What if I couldn’t fight the urge to sink my teeth into his soft flesh? I held him for a moment, just a moment.I needed to speak to Cassie, to make sense of all this, our future. What good was I without my wolf? She was a strong alpha female, but being pregnant now…How the fuck did it even happen? We were careful. Didn’t she take her birth control? What did it even matter now? It’s done. Don’t get me wrong, I wanted pups with her. But now? Would I be able to give her more being this… this creature that I was?“Hey…” her soft voice tugged me back to
Aiden came running to us the moment we stepped into the packhouse, leaving his minder behind. I couldn’t believe how fast he was growing. It was only a few days since I’d gone, but he already looked so much bigger. Maybe it was because he was an alpha. The minder came running, looking for him, saw us and smiled. “Alpha, Luna, you’re back!” She kept a respectable distance, letting us reconnect with our son.“Mommy, Daddy!” Aiden rushed into Connor’s arms, who picked him up and handed him directly to me.I didn’t imagine the hurt on his little face.“My big boy! We missed you so much. Have you been good for us?” I kept my tone light, trying to distract him from the unusual way Connor handled him.“Yeah, I’m a good boy. Are you mad, Daddy?” he asked, pouting. His face held a seriousness that had no business belonging to a child of his age.“What? No, no, of course not,” Connor said quickly. He ruffled little Aiden’s blonde head. “Tell Mommy what you did today. I’m going to see Grandma. O
CassandraHome. I should be happy, relieved even, that we were home. That my mate and my pack members were safe. Instead, I felt heavy with dread and a profound sadness. As if amplifying my mood, the sky had turned a somber shade of gray as clouds darkened the horizon.On our way back, the guys had told me everything. I didn’t even need to push. They were more than eager to share with me. How they abducted the vampire, Natalia’s father. It was actually heartbreakingly sweet how devoted and loyal they were to Connor. They would give their lives without question to follow him into danger.Ray told me how Connor got bitten and then how he died when the mine collapsed. He died. A fist closed around my heart hearing those words. I couldn’t wrap my head around it. If Connor had died, who was he now? Was he still the same man I loved, or a stranger wearing his face? The uncertainty left me feeling unbalanced, teetering on the edge of the unknown. He was distant, colder. What I saw in the bat
ConnorI had to get out of there. This was a disaster. They didn’t deserve this. Cassie… I groaned. The blood… I barely controlled myself from reaching across the table, grabbing Steven’s hand and drinking his blood like a starving beast.My eyes caught my reflection in the restroom mirror. The face looking back at me wasn’t mine. This was what Cassie saw. Glowing red eyes, my face contorted, lips furled back in a snarl.Fuck! Cassie’s face, eyes wide with horror and disbelief. I scared her! The scent of her fear, sharp and wild, should have stopped me. But it excited me more. Blood pumped faster through her veins. It was maddening, the urge to grab her. I wanted to sink my teeth into her neck, drink until…I couldn’t stand to look at my face anymore. My fist slammed into the mirror. It shattered like my self-control. I sank to the tiled floor among the broken glass with my head in my hands.“Alpha?” Ray darkened the doorway. “What the fuck happened?” He saw the shattered mirror, my b
I must have misheard him. Did he say he died?! No, I shook my head that wasn’t possible. I would have known. Would have felt it through the bond. “I don’t…” It couldn’t be.“You heard me, Cassie. I died and Natalia brought me back.” He spoke with such cold acceptance, his tone devoid of emotion that I reeled from it.I couldn’t accept it. “Okay, but you’re fine now, aren’t you?” Please tell me you’re fine.The others left the room in a hurry, mumbling excuses. Natalia and Regina stayed.He didn’t answer. Regina touched my arm, her face softening into what resembled sympathy.“He’ll be alright, Cassandra. The transition takes some getting used to. But I’m sure…”I stopped her. “What the fuck do you mean by transition? Connor is a werewolf, an alpha.” My entire being felt cold. If he wasn’t a wolf anymore, then what was he? A vampire? He couldn’t be both? Could he?I needed to sit down. The room tilted. “Cassie…” Connor caught me before I faceplanted. “Get me some water!”Natalia sc
This had gone on far enough. She lifted her hand to my mate. Mine. And she had the audacity to look at him like the next step was to jump his bones. My gaze shifted between the two, and I didn’t like what I saw.“Well, excuse me! What the fuck is going on here?” I glared suspiciously at them. “Is there something I should know? Ya know, being his pregnant mate, mother of his child?” My temper flared hot, burning into my cheeks.“Cassie, don’t…” Connor reached for me, but I shoved his hand away.“I swear to God, Connor! Don’t tell me to calm down! Did you fuck her?”Gasps from the guys. I realized I shouldn’t have taken him on in front of the others, but it was too late. Blame it on the hormones. I felt a little unhinged.“What?! No!” Connor’s voice rose in pitch. “I would never!”Natalia burst out into hysterical laughter. Regina pulled her daughter out of my reach because I was going to put a beat down on the bitch.Connor must have predicted my reaction. He grabbed my arm and pulled







