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Mary Ann
I stood outside my father’s office door, my heart pounding so hard I could feel it in my throat. The heavy oak felt like a barrier between the life I knew and whatever storm was waiting on the other side. My hands trembled as I smoothed them down the front of my favorite lavender sundress. the dress hugged my full hips and soft belly without apology. I have spent years learning to love the body that stared back at me in the mirror, but right now, all I felt was dread. “Come in, Mary Ann,” my father’s voice called before I even knocked. Alpha Sterling never needed to raise his voice. His authority carried through walls. I pushed the door open and stepped inside. The room smelled of aged leather, polished wood, and the faint hint of his pipe tobacco. He sat behind his massive desk, shoulders slumped in a way I rarely saw. Beta Marcus stood by the window, staring out at the pack lands like he couldn’t bear to look at me. “Sit down, sweetheart,” Dad said quietly. I sank into the chair opposite him, my thighs pressing together, the fabric of my dress stretching familiarly over my curves. “What’s going on? You sounded serious through the link.” He didn’t waste time. “The Moon Council has approved the peace alliance with Ironclaw Pack. It’s done. Signed and sealed this morning.” My breath caught. Peace. After months of border clashes, near-misses, and wolves coming home with gashes and broken bones, peace sounded like a blessing. Until he kept talking. “To seal it and prevent another full-scale war… you’re to marry Alpha Modric Volkov.” The world tilted. I gripped the arms of the chair, my nails digging into the leather. “Me? Marry… Modric?” Dad’s eyes were filled with regret, but his jaw was set, the look of an Alpha who carried the weight of hundreds of lives. “Ironclaw is stronger. Their numbers, their warriors, their resources. Another war would destroy us, Mary Ann. The Council made it clear: this union or bloodshed. I fought for another way. I swear I did.” I couldn’t speak for a long moment. My chest felt too tight, like someone had wrapped iron bands around my ribs. Modric Volkov. The name alone sent ice through my veins and heat to my cheeks at the same time. I knew him. Goddess, did I know him. I was eighteen when I attended the Elite Alpha Academy, a prestigious school where future leaders from packs across the region trained together. I had been one of the few plus-size wolves there, and I had felt every extra pound like a spotlight. But Modric… he was impossible not to notice. Tall, broad-shouldered even then, with piercing gray eyes and dark hair that always looked like he’d just run his fingers through it after a fight. He was the most popular boy in school, captain of the combat team, son of a powerful Alpha, the kind of guy who walked into a room and owned it. I had the biggest crush on him. Pathetic, really. I used to watch him from across the cafeteria, my heart fluttering every time he laughed. I wrote his name in the margins of my notebooks like some lovesick pup. There was something about his confidence, his raw power, that pulled me in even when I knew better. And he knew I existed, alright. He and his friends made sure of it. “Fat Luna,” he’d call out whenever I walked by, his voice loud enough for everyone to hear. His pack mates would howl with laughter, slapping him on the back like it was the funniest thing in the world. I’d keep my head down, cheeks burning, willing my body to shrink as I hurried past. One time, after a particularly brutal mock battle in training, he’d looked me up and down in front of the entire class and said, “Careful, boys. Don’t want the Fat Luna sitting on you, she might crush the whole damn pack.” I cried myself to sleep for years after that. Night after night, I’d bury my face in my pillow so no one would hear the sobs, wondering why the Moon Goddess would give me a body that made me a target and a heart that still ached for the boy who broke it. I’d built walls after graduation. I have worked on my confidence, found comfort in my curves, poured myself into helping with pack logistics and the nursery programs. But some scars never fully fade. Now fate was laughing in my face, forcing me to marry the man who’d destroyed my confidence. Tears burned behind my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. Not here. Not in front of my father. “Dad… I can’t. He hates me. Or at least he used to. He made my life hell.” Alpha Sterling reached across the desk and took my hand. His grip was warm, steady, but I could see the pain in his eyes. “I know what they say about him. The rumors. He’s ruthless, driven. Ironclaw has changed since the old Alpha passed. But the Council believes this match will bind our packs. Your strength, your kindness… they see value in it. And you’ve always put the pack first.” I pulled my hand back, standing up so fast the chair scraped loudly against the floor. “Put the pack first? By selling me off to the guy who called me Fat Luna for sport? What about what I want? What about my life?” Beta Marcus shifted uncomfortably but stayed silent. My father looked older than his fifty-two years. “If you refuse, it could mean war. Families torn apart. Pups without fathers. I won’t force you, but I’m asking you to think about what’s at stake. The ceremony is set for two weeks from now. Modric will arrive in three days to… meet you officially.” Two weeks. Three days. I turned away, staring out the window at the rolling hills of Moonstone territory. The sun was dipping low, painting everything in soft oranges and pinks. It should’ve been beautiful. Instead, it felt like the end of everything. Memories flooded me again. The way Modric’s laugh had echoed in the academy halls. The cruel twist of his lips when he looked at me. But there were other moments too, ones I had buried deep. Like the time I’d caught him watching me during a full moon run, his gray eyes intense, almost hungry, before he turned away with a sneer. Or how my wolf had always perked up whenever he was near, traitorous thing that she was. I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling the softness of my body, the weight I’d learned to carry with pride. Would he still look at me with disgust? Or had time changed him the way it changed me? “I need air,” I whispered, heading for the door. “Mary Ann…” my father started, but I was already gone. I fled down the hallway and out into the gardens behind the pack house, the evening breeze cool against my flushed skin. My mind spun. Marry Modric Volkov. Share his bed. Bear his pups. Stand beside him as Luna of a pack that once laughed at me. A bitter laugh escaped my lips. The Moon Goddess had a twisted sense of humor. I sank onto a stone bench, the cool marble pressing through my dress. Tears finally slipped free, hot and angry. I hated how much it still hurt. I hated that a part of me, the stupid, hopeful part that had crushed on him so hard still whispered what if. What if he saw me differently now? What if this obsession of his, whatever it was, turned into something that could break me all over again? I wiped my face and stared out at the darkening forest. Somewhere in the distance, a wolf howled—a long, haunting sound that sent shivers down my spine. It wasn’t from our pack. Three days. The thought hit me like a punch: he was already close. Maybe watching. Maybe remembering the girl he used to torment. And I was about to walk straight into his world. Hook: As the howl faded, my phone buzzed in my pocket. Unknown number. I opened the message with shaking fingers. See you soon, Fat Luna. Try not to disappoint me again. — ModricModricThe sting on my cheek burned hotter than any sparring blow I’d ever taken. Mary Ann’s hand had connected with surprising force, and for a split second, all I saw was red. Fury roared through me—fury at her defiance, at the way she’d quietly won over half the pack in days, at the way my own body betrayed me every time she was near. How dare she slap her Alpha?I still had her wrist gripped tightly in my hand, her soft skin warm against my calloused palm. She stared up at me, eyes wide and glistening with hurt, her full chest rising and falling rapidly. Those generous curves pressed close now, her body soft and yielding where mine was hard with tension. The mate bond flared violently between us, that same electric spark from the wedding kiss exploding into something far more dangerous.I intended to teach her a lesson.“You think you can hit me and just walk away?” I growled, voice low and rough. Before she could respond, I yanked her closer, one arm snaking around her waist, pul
Mary AnnThe first few days in the Luna Wing passed in a quiet blur of determination. I refused to sit idle while the mate bond pulled at me and Modric kept his distance. Instead, I toured the pack lands thoroughly, listening more than I spoke. What I saw broke my heart in places.The kitchens were chaotic—food wasted daily because of poor storage and outdated systems. The infirmary lacked basic supplies and organization, leaving healers overwhelmed. And the orphan quarters… the children there had threadbare blankets and meals that barely satisfied growing wolves. I didn’t complain or demand changes from the top. That wasn’t my style. I rolled up my sleeves instead.I started small. In the kitchens, I worked alongside the older women, quietly reorganizing shelves, creating inventory lists, and showing them simple ways to preserve leftovers. We turned scraps into nourishing stews and redistributed excess to families who needed it most. The changes saved enough supplies in just a few da
ModricI stood in the hallway outside the Alpha suite, arms crossed tight over my chest as two servants carried the last of Mary Ann’s things toward the Luna Wing. The decision had been made before dawn, but saying it out loud to the staff still left a bitter taste in my mouth.“Make sure she has everything she needs,” I told them, voice flat. “The Luna Wing is hers now. Full access.”They nodded quickly, eyes carefully averted, but I wasn’t stupid. News like this spread faster than wildfire in a pack house. By midday, every servant, warrior, and elder would know the new Luna wasn’t sharing the Alpha’s bed. Hell, she wasn’t even sharing the same wing.I rubbed a hand over my face, trying to shake the image of her sleeping form from last night—the soft rise and fall of her chest under that thin nightgown, the generous curves barely hidden, the untouched side of the bed that had felt strangely wrong. The mate bond spark from our kiss still itched under my skin like an unhealed wound. I’
Mary AnnThe Alpha suite felt more like a cage than a sanctuary.A kind-faced older omega named Greta had led me here after the reception finally wound down, chattering softly about how the rooms had been freshly prepared for the new Luna. I nodded along, smiling when I was supposed to, but my mind was miles away. The grand double doors clicked shut behind her, and the silence that followed pressed down on me like a heavy blanket.I stood in the middle of the massive bedroom, taking it all in. Dark wood furniture, deep navy and silver accents, a bed so large it could have fit half my old pack house. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooked the Ironclaw forest, moonlight spilling across the plush rugs. It was beautiful. Luxurious. And completely empty of the one person who was supposed to be here with me.Modric wasn’t coming back.I’d waited for nearly an hour, perched on the edge of an armchair in my wedding gown, listening for footsteps in the hallway. Nothing. The spark from our kiss st
Modric POVThe music swelled around us like some mocking symphony, but all I could focus on was the sight of Mary Ann in Kylian’s arms. My Beta. My best friend. His hand rested politely at her waist, but it was still too close. Too familiar. My wolf snarled inside me, the fresh mate bond from that cursed kiss earlier still buzzing under my skin like an itch I couldn’t scratch.I strode forward before I could think better of it, cutting through the dancers. “May I dance with my wife?”Kylian’s eyes met mine, a flash of understanding and maybe a hint of warning in them. He released her smoothly and stepped back with a nod. “Of course, Alpha.”Mary Ann turned to face me fully. That ivory lace gown clung to her full curves in ways that made my mouth go dry despite myself—soft hips, the generous swell of her breasts rising with each breath, the gentle curve of her belly that the dress celebrated rather than hid. Her dark curls were pinned up with delicate pearls, a few tendrils escaping to
Mary AnnThe cheers and howls from the ceremony still echoed in my ears as the reception spilled into the grand clearing behind the ceremonial grounds. Lanterns hung from the trees, casting a golden glow over long tables heavy with food and drink. Music played—soft drums and strings that should have felt celebratory. Instead, everything felt hollow. Modric disappeared almost immediately after the vows. One moment his arm was tense under my fingers as we walked back down the aisle, the next he was gone, melting into the crowd with a muttered excuse about pack business. I stood there alone near the head table, my beautiful lace gown suddenly feeling too tight, too exposed. My wolf whined inside me, still buzzing from that corner-of-the-lips kiss and the electric spark that had passed between us. But my husband? Nowhere to be seen. Guests whispered behind my back. I could hear the murmurs even as I pretended not to. “…plus-size Luna for Ironclaw? Bold choice.” “Modric must be furiou







