LOGINThe morning the great hall was packed with people. They were not there for a meeting or a feast just standing around waiting and watching. The news had spread like wildfire overnight. Someone had seen the white light coming from the yard the day before. Someone had heard me let out a howl that I did not even remember. Someone had seen Damon walk me inside wrapped in his cloak with my hair wild and my eyes glowing gold for a brief moment before I shifted back.
They knew something was going on. They did not know everything. They knew enough to stop pretending that I was just a wolfless omega. Damon did not try to hide it. He walked into the hall first with me beside him not behind him not hiding. I was standing tall with my head up. My shoulders back. I was still wearing the clothes from the day before because I had not had time to find clean ones. The room fell silent soon as we stepped through the doors. It was like all the air had been sucked out. The elders were seated at the table the warriors were lined up against the walls and the omegas were clustered near the kitchens. Everyone was staring at us. Marcus was there with his arms crossed and a hard look on his face.. He did not speak first. One of the warriors Rafe stepped forward. His voice was shaking a little as he asked "Is it true what they are saying? That you shifted into a wolf a full shift?" Damon did not answer away. He looked around the room taking his time like he was memorizing every face. Then he nodded once. Said, "It is true." The hall erupted into murmurs. Gasps. Someone dropped a tray. It clanged loudly. I felt my wolf stir inside me. I was not scared. I was ready. Damons hand brushed against mine steady. He said, "She is not wolfless. She was never wolfless. She was hidden, protected by magic that's stronger than anything this pack has seen.. Now she is awake." The murmurs grew louder. Marcus finally spoke up "And you knew about this?" Damons jaw. He said, "I know now and that is what matters." Marcus laughed, a bitter sound. "So we are supposed to accept it? Accept that the girl we all blamed for her parents death is suddenly the White Wolf, the one the legends say could save us or destroy us?" The room fell silent again. I felt every eye on me. My heart was pounding hard that I thought it would crack a rib.. My wolf did not flinch. I stepped forward past Damon into the space between the tables. I looked at Marcus at the elders and then at the whole pack. I said, "I never asked for this. I never asked for the bond. To be the Alphas mate or to be the White Wolf.. I am and I am done hiding it." Someone. Someone else whispered "White Wolf" like a prayer. I took another step forward. Let a little light flicker under my skin just enough to show them. I said, "I am not here to destroy anything. I am here to protect what is mine this pack, this land and the people in it. Even the ones who spent ten years kicking me when I was down." The room was so quiet that I could hear my heartbeat. I looked straight at Marcus. Said, "But if anyone tries to hurt what is mine I will destroy them.. I will not need permission." The light flared brighter for a moment. Then dimmed. I stepped beside Damon. He put his hand on my lower back, solid and claiming. No one spoke for a moment. Then one of the elders Mara stood up slowly. She said, "The legends speak of the White Wolf as both savior and destroyer. The choice is hers." She looked at me not with fear. With something like respect. She asked, "What will you choose, child?" I looked around the hall and saw the fear the hope and the doubt. I said, "I choose to fight for this pack not because I owe it to you but because it is mine now.. I protect what is mine." There was silence and then Rafe, the young warrior who had asked the question dropped to one knee. Then. Another. Not all of them not Marcus, not everyone.. Enough. Damons hand tightened on my back. He did not speak,. He did not need to. The pack was starting to see. The enemies, in the shadows were about to learn what happens when the White Wolf chooses to fight. For real. This time.The seed was taking over.I could feel the seed every second now like a second heartbeat that beat just a little out of rhythm with my own heartbeat. The seed did not shout at me anymore. The seed whispered to me. Constantly. The seed made suggestions that sounded almost like my own thoughts. The seed told me that the people around me do not really trust me. The seed said that they are waiting for me to fail. The seed asked me why I fight hard for people who spent years wishing I was dead.I started avoiding the people around me.During training I kept to the edges working alone or only with Damon. In the hall I sat quietly eating fast and leaving early. Even Lilas worried glances started to feel too heavy for me. I smiled at Lila when I could. The smiles felt fake to me stretched too thin.Damon noticed everything that was happening to me.He did not push me at first. He just stayed close to me. His hand was on my back when we walked. His arm was around me at night. He gave me kisses
The seed did not give me any peace. It followed me everywhere now. During training the seed was there. While I was eating the seed was there. In the quiet moments when I tried to steal a few seconds alone the seed was there. It was always there like a pulse under my own heartbeat, cold and patient and whispering things I did not want to hear.I started avoiding mirrors because every time I caught my reflection my eyes looked a little darker. Not the warm brown I was used to. Something sharper something hungrier. I told myself it was exhaustion. The pack was still. We were training harder than ever. Sleep was rare and broken.. Deep down I knew it was not just that. The seed was changing me. I could feel it.One evening I was alone in the clearing behind the pack house trying to meditate like Mara had suggested. The air was cool. The sun was just beginning to set, painting the sky in soft oranges and pinks. I sat cross-legged on the grass. Closed my eyes focusing on my breathing. In, ou
The next few days were a blur.We kept burying our dead. We kept fixing the walls. We kept training until we were too tired to move.Every night I fell asleep in Damons arms. I tried not to think about the thing growing inside my chest.It felt like a darker heartbeat.It started small.I felt a spot behind my ribs. A quiet chill that wouldn't go away.Damon held me close. It didn't help.Then it spread.Little tendrils of darkness made my wolf restless.She. Growled, even when there was no threat around us.Sometimes I stared at nothing.I got lost in memories that didn't feel like mine.I remembered fire. My moms voice.My dad casting a spell with his breath.I didn't tell Damon how bad it was getting.Not at first.He knew.Our bond told him.One night after a day of training we lay in bed.The room was dark except for the moonlight.Damons arm was around me.His chest was pressed to my back.His breath was warm against my neck.His hand rested on my stomach.He moved his thumb in
The next few days were a blur.We kept burying our dead. We kept fixing the walls. We kept training until we were too tired to move.Every night I fell asleep in Damons arms. I tried not to think about the thing growing inside my chest.It felt like a darker heartbeat.It started small.I felt a spot behind my ribs. A quiet chill that wouldn't go away.Damon held me close. It didn't help.Then it spread.Little tendrils of darkness made my wolf restless.She. Growled, even when there was no threat around us.Sometimes I stared at nothing.I got lost in memories that didn't feel like mine.I remembered fire. My moms voice.My dad casting a spell with his breath.I didn't tell Damon how bad it was getting.Not at first.He knew.Our bond told him.One night after a day of training we lay in bed.The room was dark except for the moonlight.Damons arm was around me.His chest was pressed to my back.His breath was warm against my neck.His hand rested on my stomach.He moved his thumb in
The days all blended together into one mess.We had to bury more of our people who died. We fixed the walls that were broken from the fire. We trained every day until our bodies were sore and tired.. Every night no matter how tired I was I slept in Damons arms trying not to think about the bad thing growing inside my chest.It started as a cold spot behind my ribs. It would not go away no matter how close Damon held me or how blankets we used. Then it started to spread. It made my wolf inside me feel restless even when everything was quiet. I would catch myself staring at nothing thinking about memories that did not feel like mine. I remembered the sound of fire my mother calling my name and my father using his breath to cast a spell.I did not tell Damon how bad it was getting, at not right away.He knew anyway. Our special bond between us always gave me away.One night after a day of training we were in bed together. The room was dark except for a moonlight coming through the curtai
I woke up screaming. It was not a scream but a broken and choked one that got stuck in my throat. The pain was everywhere it felt like something sharp was trying to get out from behind my ribs. My body felt wrong it was hot one second. Freezing the next. It was like fire and ice were fighting for space inside my bones.Damons strong arms tightened around me away. He whispered in my ear "I've got you I've got you, breathe, love, just breathe." I gasped and grabbed onto his shirt my nails dug in hard I felt them break skin but he did not flinch. He just pulled me closer one hand cradling the back of my head the other pressed flat against my back.He kept saying, "You're safe you're safe I'm here I'm here." It took forever for the shaking to stop. When it finally did I realized we were back in his quarters. The room was dim with one lantern burning low on the table. Someone had cleaned me up while I was out the blood was gone from my skin. I could still feel it, sticky and warm.I asked







