LOGINThe attack came at dusk. Not with a noise. Not with a scream. Just… silence that got too loud.
I was in the yard with Damon. We were trying to hold the shift longer than five minutes. My wolf was getting stronger every time. I could feel it inside me.. The pain still hurt a lot when I pushed too hard. We were both sweating. Both breathing heavy. Both watching the sun go down. Then I felt it. The bond snapped tight. Not the warm feeling I was used to. This was sharp. Cold. Wrong. Damon felt it too. He looked up. His eyes turned gold. “Move " he said. His voice was low. We didn’t run. We walked quietly. Out the side gate. Into the trees. My wolf was already ready inside me. Claws out. We heard them before we saw them. Three sets of footsteps. Careful. Slow. Not scouts this time. Hunters. They came into a clearing. Three men. Their faces were hidden.. I knew the smell. It was the smell from the dead scouts. The same smell that had been in my nightmares. One of them—the tallest—spoke first. His voice was calm. “The White Wolf. Awake at last.” Damon stepped in front of me. He was ready to fight. “You’re on Silver Crest land " he said. "Leave.. Die.” The tall one laughed. A short laugh. “We’re not here for your pack Alpha. We’re here for her.” My wolf growled inside me. A low growl came out of my throat. The tall one tilted his head. "You feel it don’t you? The pull. The destiny. You were born to end this.. To save it.. Either way—you end with us.” Damon’s claws came out. "Over my body.” The tall one smiled. "That can be arranged.” They moved fast. The first one lunged at Damon. Damon met him in mid-air. They crashed together. Growls. Snarls. Blood. The second came for me. I didn’t think. I just shifted. Bones snapped. Light exploded. White fur. Four legs. Claws. Teeth. I met him halfway. He was strong. Trained. Fast.. I was angry. I slammed into him. Claws raking across his chest. He howled. Swung back. Caught my shoulder—pain flared hot—. I didn’t stop. I twisted. Bit down on his arm. Felt bone crunch. Tasted blood. He screamed. The third one tried to flank me. Damon finished the one—ripped his throat out—then spun. Tackled the third before he could reach me. It was over in seconds. Three bodies. Blood soaking the grass. The clearing stank of copper and death. I shifted back. Naked again. Shaking. Blood on my hands. My mouth. My shoulder burned where he’d clawed me.. The wound was already closing. Damon was there in an instant. Hands on my face. Checking me. Eyes wild. “You’re okay?" His voice cracked. I nodded. Couldn’t speak yet. He pulled me against him. Hard. Arms crushing me to his chest. “You fought " he muttered into my hair. "You fucking fought.” “Yeah " I whispered. Voice hoarse. "Turns out I’m pretty good at it.” He laughed—short. Shaky. We stood there for a second. Just breathing.. Sweat and pine and each other. Then he pulled back. Looked at the bodies. “They’re not done " he said. "This was a test.” “I know.” He looked at me. Really looked. “You’re not the White Wolf " he said quietly. "You’re my mate. And I’m not losing you.” I swallowed. Felt the bond pulse between us—. Steady. “You won’t " I said. He kissed me then. Hard. Desperate. When he pulled away. Both of us were breathing ragged. “We tell the pack " he said. "Everything.” I nodded. “No more hiding.” “No more hiding.” We burned the bodies. Walked back to the pack house hand in hand. Covered in blood. Alive.. Ready, for whatever came next. Because the White Wolf wasn’t just awake anymore. She was pissed.. She had a mate who’d burn the world down to keep her safe.The days after the ritual felt really normal which was almost worse than all the things that happened.I woke up every morning with Damons arm around me his breath warm on the back of my neck and for a seconds everything felt okay. The bad thing inside me was still there a little knot behind my ribs but it was quieter now. Weaker. It did not. Give me bad dreams every night. It just waited. It whispered to me when I was tired or angry or alone. It said mean things that sounded like my thoughts.They are watching you. Waiting for you to make a mistake.Damon says he loves you. He will see the bad person you can be eventually.I tried to ignore it every time. I focused on Damons heartbeat. On the way his fingers touched my skin when he thought I was asleep. On the connection between us that felt stronger since the ritual like our love had made some of the bad things go away.The bad thing inside me was patient.The fighting outside our walls was not.We spent the week getting ready. We t
The decision to do the ritual happened fast. We could not wait anymore. The seed was getting worse. It did not wait for me to be tired or distracted. It spoke to me during the day in the middle of conversations while I was eating while I was training. Sometimes it was a cold feeling. Sometimes it was a voice that sounded like mine saying things I did not want to think about. They are all waiting for you to fail. Damon says he loves you. He will leave when you become something he can not control. Why fight for people who never fought for you?I started waking up in the middle of the night with my hands around my throat like I was trying to stop the whispers from coming out. Damon would wake up with me every time pulling my hands away gently holding me until the shaking stopped. He never got angry. He never looked at me like I was broken. He just held me. Whispered that he was there that I was still me that we would beat this.. I could see the fear in his eyes when he thought I was not
The seed was taking over.I could feel the seed every second now like a second heartbeat that beat just a little out of rhythm with my own heartbeat. The seed did not shout at me anymore. The seed whispered to me. Constantly. The seed made suggestions that sounded almost like my own thoughts. The seed told me that the people around me do not really trust me. The seed said that they are waiting for me to fail. The seed asked me why I fight hard for people who spent years wishing I was dead.I started avoiding the people around me.During training I kept to the edges working alone or only with Damon. In the hall I sat quietly eating fast and leaving early. Even Lilas worried glances started to feel too heavy for me. I smiled at Lila when I could. The smiles felt fake to me stretched too thin.Damon noticed everything that was happening to me.He did not push me at first. He just stayed close to me. His hand was on my back when we walked. His arm was around me at night. He gave me kisses
The seed did not give me any peace. It followed me everywhere now. During training the seed was there. While I was eating the seed was there. In the quiet moments when I tried to steal a few seconds alone the seed was there. It was always there like a pulse under my own heartbeat, cold and patient and whispering things I did not want to hear.I started avoiding mirrors because every time I caught my reflection my eyes looked a little darker. Not the warm brown I was used to. Something sharper something hungrier. I told myself it was exhaustion. The pack was still. We were training harder than ever. Sleep was rare and broken.. Deep down I knew it was not just that. The seed was changing me. I could feel it.One evening I was alone in the clearing behind the pack house trying to meditate like Mara had suggested. The air was cool. The sun was just beginning to set, painting the sky in soft oranges and pinks. I sat cross-legged on the grass. Closed my eyes focusing on my breathing. In, ou
The next few days were a blur.We kept burying our dead. We kept fixing the walls. We kept training until we were too tired to move.Every night I fell asleep in Damons arms. I tried not to think about the thing growing inside my chest.It felt like a darker heartbeat.It started small.I felt a spot behind my ribs. A quiet chill that wouldn't go away.Damon held me close. It didn't help.Then it spread.Little tendrils of darkness made my wolf restless.She. Growled, even when there was no threat around us.Sometimes I stared at nothing.I got lost in memories that didn't feel like mine.I remembered fire. My moms voice.My dad casting a spell with his breath.I didn't tell Damon how bad it was getting.Not at first.He knew.Our bond told him.One night after a day of training we lay in bed.The room was dark except for the moonlight.Damons arm was around me.His chest was pressed to my back.His breath was warm against my neck.His hand rested on my stomach.He moved his thumb in
The next few days were a blur.We kept burying our dead. We kept fixing the walls. We kept training until we were too tired to move.Every night I fell asleep in Damons arms. I tried not to think about the thing growing inside my chest.It felt like a darker heartbeat.It started small.I felt a spot behind my ribs. A quiet chill that wouldn't go away.Damon held me close. It didn't help.Then it spread.Little tendrils of darkness made my wolf restless.She. Growled, even when there was no threat around us.Sometimes I stared at nothing.I got lost in memories that didn't feel like mine.I remembered fire. My moms voice.My dad casting a spell with his breath.I didn't tell Damon how bad it was getting.Not at first.He knew.Our bond told him.One night after a day of training we lay in bed.The room was dark except for the moonlight.Damons arm was around me.His chest was pressed to my back.His breath was warm against my neck.His hand rested on my stomach.He moved his thumb in
The days all blended together into one mess.We had to bury more of our people who died. We fixed the walls that were broken from the fire. We trained every day until our bodies were sore and tired.. Every night no matter how tired I was I slept in Damons arms trying not to think about the bad thin
The morning after Damon’s ascension Isla woke early. The sun had barely touched the Silver Crest Pack grounds. She rubbed her eyes and rose from the thin mattress on the floor. Her body ached as it always did, but her mind was sharper now. She had to survive today too. Damon sat at the head of the
The sun rose over the Silver Crest Pack grounds. Birds chirped but Isla barely noticed. Her hands shook as she carried the trays of food to the hall. Today was Damon’s ascension ceremony. She had hoped that after today, he would banish her. Maybe she would finally be free. But deep down she felt a
Isla moved quietly through the hall of the Silver Crest Pack house. Her bare feet pressed softly against the cold stone floor. She kept her head low and her hands busy with the tray of food she carried. The smell of roasted meat filled the air but she ignored it. It had been ten years since her pa







