ELARA’S POV
“Wonderful! I have dresses in the back you ladies can change into,” Mrs. Chelsea beams. Jenna pulls me aside, whispering, “More connections mean more jobs, and more jobs mean more money. Plus, I bet they’ll serve us some expensive wine and delicious snacks” I chuckle, rolling my eyes. “Fine, whatever.” We walk into the room, where she has an entire rack of elegant evening gowns ready. Jenna doesn’t hesitate. She’s already looking through the dresses, holding up a deep blue one against herself. “Try this,” she says, tossing me a sleek beige gown. I hold it up, admiring the simple yet beautiful design. With a sigh, I change into the dress, touch up my makeup, and glance in the mirror. Jenna gives me a thumbs up, and we rejoin the event, blending into the crowd of socialites all dressed to impress. Mrs. Chelsea finds me quickly, her arm linking with mine as she introduces me to several guests. Making sure to tell them how much of a lifesaver I am. I do my best to keep up, smiling politely and making small talk. After a while, the crowd starts to feel suffocating, and I excuse myself to the side of the room to catch my breath. I take a seat by the seating area, the whole room falls quiet, murmurs spreading through the crowd. I turn toward the entrance to the three men that walked in and freeze.It’s Antonio Mancini, James Leclarc with their plus ones and Nate. My Nate, looking as handsome as ever except his arm is around another woman. She’s stunning, dressed in a sleek red gown, her laugh too loud as she clings to him.
Our eyes meet for a split second, and I instinctively smile, hoping he’ll return it. But his scowl only deepens, and he turns away, focusing all his attention on her. A sharp pain shoots to chest but I brush it away. I’m checking my phone when I feel someone’s gaze on me. Glancing up, I see a man watching me from across the room. Tall, dark haired, and impeccably dressed, he has an air of quiet confidence. When our eyes meet, he gives me a slight nod, as if we’re sharing some private joke. Something about him is oddly familiar, though I can’t place it. He begins to walk over, but before he could get to me he gets intercepted by a lady in a green dress pulling him to the other direction. As the evening drags on, I watch Nate mingle with everyone. Everyone but me. The people who had been so friendly earlier are suddenly distant, as if they, too, noticed his cold shoulder. When he finally stepped away from his group, my gut twists, urging me not to follow. But he has been ignoring my calls and texts, and if I want to tell him about our child, I need to be brave enough to talk to him face to face. Ignoring the voice in my head screaming at me telling me not do it, not to go close to Nate, I take a deep breath and move toward him.ELARA’S POV “Wow.” The word slips out before I can stop it. Just when I thought my day couldn’t get any worse. Just when I thought all I had to worry about were the vomits and finding a place to sleep tonight. Then I find this… I don’t know what Nicolas is trying to achieve with this. To scare me? To remind me he’s still lurking, waiting for the perfect time to strike again? Whatever his plan is… I think it’s working. The bloody letter in my hand makes my stomach twist. I read the same words over and over, until my knees threaten to give out. The room spins, Nate’s voice in the background blurring into static, and then warm, steady hands close over mine, prying the paper away. I flinch before I can stop myself. Through blurry vision I catch his eyes, dark, tight, burning with something I can’t name. Pain? Fury? Fear? Shit. Tears sting at my lids again. I blink hard, refusing to let them fall, refusing to let anyone see me cry again. I swore I was done crying to
ELARA’S POV The drive to the restaurant wasn’t anything I expected. Kyle didn’t ask a single thing about how disoriented I looked or why I was walking alone in an area I clearly had no business being in. Surprisingly, all he talked about was art. While I had left for New York or… hell, which honestly feels like a better way to describe the past few weeks of my life. Kyle had been studying more art and color theory. “I saw a piece at the last exhibition I went to. You would’ve loved it.” “You’ve not only been studying… you’ve been going to exhibitions too?” I raised a brow. “Who is this new Kyle?” I couldn’t help the small smile that tugged at my lips. “I’ve had a lot of free time.” He shrugged, taking another spoonful of his pasta. “You definitely did” “We’ve been focusing more on construction these days… things have been a little slow. ” I couldn’t help that little pang that guilt that knotted in my chest. Things must’ve been hard after I left without any notice.
ELARA’S POV I don’t know how long I had been walking, but I could count the few times I had to stop and puke on the side before pushing myself to keep going. A part of me screamed at me, begged me to stay back with Nate, to take in his words, believe everything, and just go with him. But for some reason… I couldn’t. I didn’t want to. It just didn’t feel right. Every single time I fell into a huge mess, I never got the chance to solve it myself or even think it through. This time, I wanted it all to be my decision. I knew I would be safer with him, but… I just don’t think I can trust anyone right now. So, I kept walking. Trying my best to see through my blurred vision, I walked until I could no longer hear Nate’s footsteps behind me. Until I couldn’t take another step. I had no idea where I was going or what I was supposed to do next, but one thing I knew for sure is I needed to be by myself. I took the next turn to my left. I tried to think of a single place or a single friend I
ELARA’S POV “Elara.” The sound of Nate’s voice cuts through the parking lot, his footsteps closing in. But I don’t stop. My chest is tight, bile rising, tears clawing at my throat. And I’m trying so damn hard to keep everything in check. “Elara.” Hearing him only fuels my anger. I don’t want to talk. Not to him, or anyone else… Not after Elliot. Not after everything. His hand catches my wrist, pulling me still. The throbbing pain eating sharper at my barefoot. “Let go of me! ” “Where are you going?” “that’s none of your business, Nate.” I try to pull away but His grip doesn’t falter, like if he lets go I’ll disappear. “Elara, we need to get you home its not safe your health-“ “Leave me alone Nate” I try moving but he doesn’t budge, “if you keep walking barefoot like that, you’ll hurt yourself” he was right, my entire foot has changed color but I didn’t even pay attention to the throbbing is nothing compared to the ankle brace I had on not long a go. “I told yo
ELARA’S POVFor years, I tried to erase that name from my memory. To bury it so deep it would feel like Jeremy never existed, like he was nothing more than a nightmare I once woke up from.Nobody in my family ever mentioned him again. I thought we had all silently agreed to leave the past in the past.“The man who killed Jeremy?” My words scrape out of me in a whisper. Those words alone knock something loose in my chest.Elliot’s eyes flash with rage, his forehead creasing. “You know who he is. You saw what kind of man he can be. And after all that, you still—”“After all these years, you still haven’t come to terms with what happened to him,” he spits.I knew Elliot had never liked Nate. I never understood why. I thought it was for my sake—because of the divorce. But standing here now, I can’t help but wonder if it’s always been about Jeremiah.“There was nothing to come to terms with,” I snap. “We all know the truth, Elliot. We all know whose fault it was.”“Your prince charming had
ELARA’S POV “Elliot, wait.” My voice scraped out between ragged breaths as I pulled back with every ounce of strength I had left. He stopped so abruptly I nearly stumbled into him. The air outside felt like fire in my lungs. hot, dry and unrelenting. the blazing sun slammed into my skin for the first time in days. My head was throbbing as the world swaying in and out of focus. My stomach clenched hard, forcing me to bite down on a gasp. Elliot had dragged me down two flights of stairs before I could even think, and now we stood in what looked like an open parking lot. Rows of cars aligned but little to no one in sight . “The car’s over there,” he said shortly, reaching for my hand again. “I’ll explain in the car.” “No.” I yanked my hand back, harder this time. My pulse thundered in my ears. “No,” I repeated, my voice sharper. The flash hit me fast Nicolas’s grip crushing my arm, the way he’d manhandled me when he took me. “What?” “Where are you taking me?”