LOGINELARA’S POV
The sound of my phone buzzing jolts me awake with a groan. With my eyes still closed, I stretch my hand, fishing around for my phone on the floor. Just when my fingers brush against it, I lose my balance and tumble off the couch with a thud. “Shit,” I mutter, opening my eyes. I really should’ve gotten a futon for the office. If I had, maybe I wouldn’t be falling on my face right now. After practically living here for the past three days, a proper couch would’ve come in handy. I spot my phone in the corner and crawl over to grab it. I don’t know how it isn’t dead yet or how it even ended up there. “Hello?” I mumble into the phone, barely awake. “Hello, am I speaking to Mrs. Elara Westwood?” a voice asks, formal but a little rushed. “Yes, this is she,” I reply, sitting up. “Thank God,” the woman murmurs under her breath, footsteps sounding faintly in the background as if she’s hurrying somewhere. “My boss wants to speak with you.” “Hello, darling,” a new voice purrs into the phone, every ounce of drowsiness instantly leaving my body. “Mrs. Chelsea?” I ask, almost not recognizing her. Her usual confidence is missing; she sounds… rattled. “Yes, honey, it’s me,” she says. “I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I need your help. My assistant tried calling your office, but we couldn’t get through, and none of your employees were available.” “Oh, we’re on break; that’s probably why you couldn’t reach anyone,” I explain. I gave all three of my employees the week off just before my anniversary, as a reward for working nonstop lately. They deserved it. “What did you need help with, Mrs. Chelsea?” I ask. “My fundraiser the one I mentioned last time we met?” I don’t remember her telling me anything about a fundraiser. Then again, she’s always talking, and I couldn’t keep up with half of what she said in the car ride. “The fundraiser for the black whales?” she adds when I stay silent. “Oh, that.” I chuckle awkwardly, I still don’t remember but I chose to go with the flow. “Great,” she says, sounding relieved. “My event planner backed out at the last minute, and I couldn’t find anyone else. I need you to step in. Can you help, please?” “Mrs. Chelsea, I’m on break, and I’m an interior designer, not an event planner,” I reply, trying to keep my tone polite. “It’s an indoor event, so it’s technically interior design,” she argues. “The event starts at six p.m., and if you don’t help, I don’t know who else to call. Please, Elara for me, or for the black whales. They need this fundraiser.” Even though black whales aren’t exactly on my favorites list, heck I have never seen one in my life but I do care about animals. And Mrs. Chelsea’s pleading tone is something I’m not used to. I sigh. “All right, send me the address, and I’ll see what I can do.” “Thank you, Elara, you’re a darling. I’ll have the details sent to you right away.” Work is the last thing I want to do right now. After my anniversary night, it’s like Nate put my whole life on pause. I’ve called him twenty-five times in the past three days. It’s pathetic, I know, but we’ve never gone this long without speaking. And I still haven’t told him about our child. A ping interrupts my thoughts. It’s a text from an unknown number. I scroll through my notifications, hoping for something from Nate, but I find only messages from my mom, teasing me about having “the nights of my life, when am I coming to get my car” little did she know I’ve been having the worse nights of my life, sleeping on an uncomfortable couch in my office surviving off canned food. Sighing, I open the new text. Mrs. Chelsea has sent the address. It’s not far from the office, so I quickly call Jenna, my assistant, to see if she’s free to work. I ask her to reach out to the others, too, in case they want to pitch in. For the first time in days, I actually shower, wash my hair, and do more than just brush my teeth. I throw on a black pantsuit and do my best to cover the dark circles under my eyes. I feel a little lighter when I glance at my reflection. A growl from my stomach pulls me from the mirror. “My little angel must be hungry,” I say softly, rubbing my belly. For the last three days the baby has been the only one keeping me in check. The only reason I haven’t tried touching any alcohol, also giving me hope that theres a chance and I have something to live for. With another growl from my stomach I head to the office kitchen, rummaging through the nearly empty fridge. I find a can of baked beans, a few slices of bread, and two cold slices of pizza. Not exactly a healthy meal, but it’ll have to do. I make a mental note to stock the office with healthier food for the baby’s sake. When I arrive at the venue, Jenna is already by the gate, waiting for me. Mrs. Chelsea is inside, looking disoriented but relieved when she sees us. “I have a team here to help with whatever you need, dear. I’ll check in later, but for now, I need to oversee a few things,” she says before hurrying off before I could say a word to her. Her assistant hands me a catalog showing what the decorated hall is supposed to look like. I make a few adjustments to the design to suit my style, and with Jenna’s help and the team, we pull everything together. By six p.m., Mrs. Chelsea returns, her satisfied smile confirming that the hall looks perfect. “I’ll take my leave now,” I tell her. “Oh, no! You have to stay,” she insists. “I want to introduce you to a few people.” “I really should get going—” “Thank you for the invite, Mrs. Chelsea. Elara would be delighted to stay for some introductions,” Jenna cuts in before I can finish, smiling brightly.NATE’S POV “Elara, what is going on?” Her eyes went wide as she pressed both hands over her belly. “What is going on? You said we would hit three more stores.” Her tone was flat, but her stare could cut stone. “I know. But maybe we should leave the rest for another day.” “No.” Her voice snapped like a whip. “We finally get to shop for our baby. I am not leaving until we cross everything off that list of yours.” “Elara…” I pinch the bridge of my nose, scrambling for the right words that will not set her off. She pulls out her phone, scrolling through the checklist from our parenting class like she is about to take an exam. “We are more than halfway done,” she says. “You can take one of the cars and go home. The guards and I will finish here.” Her expression is unreadable. Serious. A dare. “You don’t actually think I will leave you here alone.” “Then your plans should wait.” She most definitely know what could be at stake. What could happen if we don’t get to safety but she
NATE’S POVOur princess could not have chosen a worse moment for her first kick.One second Elara was crying into her tea. The next she was laughing like nothing had ever hurt her. And then that tiny flutter hit her belly and I swear the whole world shifted beneath my feet.For weeks I tried to get her involved in the nursery. I asked her opinions, showed her the crib options, begged her to just pick paint colors. She always slipped away. Flowers to tend, layouts to approve, furniture to order for other people’s homes. Everything mattered more than our own child’s room.But I knew better than to push. She is strong, yes, but until Nicolas is behind bars, she will always be bracing for the moment her nightmare tries to crawl back into her life. Even with all the raids, even with the police ripping apart his warehouse piece by piece, the bastard has not cracked. He will wait for the perfect time to strike.So we pretend life is normal. We pretend this city is safe. And we pretend that b
Struggling to pull the tank top over my swollen chest, I froze. My eyes fell on the ultrasound picture pinned in the corner. A million thoughts running through me. And I broke before it could go further. I tugged at the fabric, trying to cover more than I could, my hands trembling. I didn’t realize Nate had come back home, me until he stepped closer. “What’s wrong, my love?” His voice was soft, careful. For months, I’d held everything in. Tried to keep my emotions minimal, measured. “The top… it won’t go any lower,” I croaked, my throat burning with every word. “Baby,” he whispered, brushing a thumb over my arm, gentle as a feather. “Do you want me to grab a different top? I have one just like this.” “No!” I hissed, keeping my gaze fixed anywhere but him. God, I hated this. Hated that I was crying. Hated that he knew why, and still let me lie. Why couldn’t I be more like him? Why couldn’t I hold it all together? Think straight. I’d made the choice to
ELARA’S POV. The paper beneath me crinkles as I shift, trying to get comfortable. It never works. Every time I’m on this bed, it feels colder… like the room knows what’s at stake. Nate’s fingers wrap around mine. I’m gripping tight enough to drain the blood from his knuckles, but he doesn’t complain. The ultrasound tech lowers the probe onto my stomach, eyes fixed on the screen. “There’s the head,” she murmurs. My breath snags. There she is — not a blur anymore, but a real baby. Curled. Tiny. Perfect. My throat burns, and I blink fast. No way I’m crying in front of strangers. The tech keeps moving, clicking, measuring. She pauses. Writes something down. Her face doesn’t change — but that’s the problem. Too still. Too professional. A chill runs down my spine. “Do you want to know the gender this time?” she asks, tone light but not her eyes. “I… I’d like it to be a surprise,” I manage. Nate jumps in before I finish. “We already know,” he says confident
ELARA’S POV Dinner ended faster than it was supposed to. Apparently, all these weeks of cooking with pregnancy tastebuds meant I’d been serving salt blocks for dinner. and Nate, along with the chef, let me believe I was some upcoming Michelin star prodigy. Turns out the only edible thing on the table was my fish… and the desserts I didn’t even make. For the ten minutes we actually sat together, Mom and Elliot threw every name possible at my cooking. If they weren’t my family, I’d swear they were gremlins sent from hell just to ruin my night. But honestly? I was glad it was just them who had to eat it. The tension between me and Elliot felt almost non- existent. I was just about to confront Nate for lying to me about my “perfect seasoning” when Mom dragged him away to show her the house. Elliot left to take a call, and I stayed behind, pretending I could help the staff clean the table. I couldn’t. My feet were too swollen, my back felt like someone had been using it as a pun
ELARA’S POVAfter spending another ten excruciating weeks in the hospital, I thought the penthouse would be the safest option for us. But Nate called it suffocating and decided to move us to “our dream house,” as he likes to say.It’s a ranch.Stables. Gardens. Staff everywhere. More rooms than we could ever fill. Nate spends some of his morning and afternoons at the stables or repairing vintage cars I have no idea where he got them or the tools to work on them.Everything feels… perfect. Almost too perfect.Since Nicolas fled the city, there haven’t been any threats or attempts on our safety. The staff is helpful and respectful. And yet, something feels off.I can’t explain it, but I can’t fully lean into all this. Dr. Harrison calls it self-sabotage, but gut tells me it’s not. But we’re working on it — baby steps.This may not be the life I imagined for myself, but I have to admit… the peace is nice. Being a housewife who only clocks in when she feels like it is nice. So nice that







