"I couldn't sleep without you."
It shouldn't but it hurts so damn much.
You have to get used to it. Alex, you have to get used to continue your whole life without me, not just sleeping.
I turned myself in his arms so i can see his face, "Ale-"
He raised an eyebrow and directly interrupted me, "We'll discuss it in the morning." He said, "Go back to sleep now."
I didn't have the energy in me to argue, so i just nodded and turned around. His hand around me touching my baby bump, I placed mine over his and held it as i closed my eyes and
Cara's POV I laid my head over the bed's headboard, my eyes fixated on the white ceiling above me, my mind still trying to take into everything happening.One week has passed.One week with me away from home.One week but nothing major happened.One week, and no single tear was shed. I think i am doing good, i am holding myself. Good. Great.Once arrived to London, My so-called father took me to this hotel, he left me here and went away, and i hadn't seen him since then.Which is good.
Cara's POVMy wide eyes directly flicked from my father to Roman, I didn't understand anything.This guy is my brother.My real brother.What the-At the moment i finally understood the weird familiarity in his eyes. They're the same as my mothers eyes. His mother as well.Oh my god."But how ? ", My voice was low as i talked, i looked back at my father and shook my head, "This doesn't make sense.""It d
Cara's POVHis words kicked the sense back to my mind. My eyes snapped open, the blood rushed faster in my veins as I directly placed my hand over his chest and angrily pushed him away from me.
Cara's POV"What ?" I asked bewildered, his words took me way off the guard.He averted his gaze away, as if it hurts to look at me, i saw how his hand curled into a fist; he looked different, from the moment he came to my roo
Cara's POV"We're getting married."It is like he knows how much it hurts me, it is like hewantsto hurt me, so he said it with his sadistic smile, just so he can torture me.
Alex's POVLife is playing its dirty game with me.It is fucking me up.Again.The thing is, i really was happy for a while, the past year was perfect in its own way.I finally felt okay.But why did I believe that it would last forever. Why did I believe i was getting better.Why it didn't cross my mind that in a span of seconds, i can lose it all.Lose everything.But - Why ?
Before you start i just want to make sure everyone understands that I definitely disagree with what Alex did in the last chapter or what he'll do in this one. I surely don't encourage self-harm in any way, and i am 100% sure it is never the way to overcome anything, there is always a better way to move on from any problem you may face in life. Just put in mind, the character's choice is their own and not mine. Oh and btw, it's not edited XDHappy reading ! *****
Alex's POV I directly pulled my arm away , "Don't start." I said."The fuck i'll start." He snapped angrily, i ignored him as i again pulled the sleeves of my sweater down.He looked shocked, why ?Didn't he think i will do it again. Wasn't it obvious-I was hoping that at least no one will notice, but damn, it's hard - so fucking hard to keep a secret when it is written all over your body."Why ?" He asked, his voice came lower this time."Why not." Was all i said."Alex, what the fuck, do you wanna go back ther