Masuk~ 3
~ Mia ~
The dinner was a performance, and I was the supporting actress who hadn't been given her lines.
The West Mountain Alpha and his Luna sat across from Darian and me, their questions flowing like wine — personal, probing, the kind allied packs ask when deciding whether your house is stable enough to invest in.
How did East Lake balance tradition and progress? How had the Alpha pair kept their bond strong? What was our philosophy on raising the heir?
Every question hurt, because none of them had a true answer I could speak aloud. I answered carefully, painting a portrait of harmony I didn't feel, while my head throbbed in time with my pulse. Darian offered occasional comments, letting me carry the conversation. It was what I always did.
Then Fanny walked in.
She appeared in the dining room doorway like she'd been summoned by moonlight itself, wearing cream silk that made my new carefully picked red dress look like waitress clothes. Hair artfully styled. Makeup perfect in that effortless way that took an hour.
My eyes flicked to her stomach — the faint curve there, so subtle no one would notice unless they knew. As I did. From a hospital hallway, from her breathless I'm pregnant! to my husband.
She has the nerve to come here. To this table. Hasn't she taken enough?
"Oh Goddess, I'm so sorry I'm late!" Her voice was bright, apologetic, drawing every eye. "The pack hall meeting ran long. You started without me? Darian didn't mention I was coming?"
Darian shifted beside me. "Fanny," he said, tight but polite. "Join us."
"Better late than never," the West Mountain Alpha said, gesturing to the empty chair. "And you are?"
"Fanny. Daughter of East Lake's late Beta pair." She settled gracefully into the seat beside Darian, and I watched the room's gravity shift toward her in real time. "My parents fell defending the Alpha family. Old Alpha Wilson raised me after."
"Of course… the Beta couple. Heroes of the border raids." The West Mountain Luna leaned forward, and then her gaze sharpened with a smile. "But my dear, you're absolutely glowing tonight. What's your secret?"
Fanny's lashes dipped. A perfect, practiced hesitation.
"Well… I suppose it will show soon enough anyway." Her hand drifted to her stomach. "I'm expecting."
The table erupted in delight. The West Mountain Luna clapped her hands; her Alpha boomed congratulations. Darian lifted his glass with the rest of them, his expression carefully, perfectly neutral.
"And the fortunate father?" the West Mountain Luna asked. "Will we meet him tonight?"
"That…" Fanny smiled down at her plate, soft and mysterious. "…I'd like to keep to myself a little longer. It's complicated. But the pup is loved. That's what matters."
Complicated. I stared at my plate.
"To new life in East Lake," the West Mountain Alpha declared, raising his glass. "The Goddess blesses a growing pack!"
Everyone drank. I lifted my glass and let it touch my lips, tasting nothing.
"This venison is remarkable, by the way," the West Mountain Luna said, turning to me at last. "You truly made all of this yourself, Luna Mia? With your own hands?"
"I did. Thank you. I…"
"Mia is wonderful that way." Fanny's voice slid in smooth as oil. "She keeps the Alpha house running — the meals, the linens, little Nick's schedule. And I handle the outside affairs. The pack hall, the school board, the border families, the ceremonies." She took a delicate bite of my venison, eyes meeting mine across the table. "We each serve where our gifts lie. Mm. Yummy."
The words were a slap dressed as a compliment. She'd just told an allied Alpha pair, at my own table, that the Luna of East Lake was the help — and she was the Luna in everything but name.
And the worst part was that no one blinked. Because it was true. Because she'd made it true, year by year, duty by duty, while I stayed home being wolfless and invisible.
"How very modern," the West Mountain Luna said. Her gaze lingered on me a moment too long, and something in it looked almost like pity.
The rest of the dinner washed over me in a blur of Fanny's stories — the alliance details she'd helped negotiate, the pups at the pack school who adored her, the improvements she'd suggested for the border patrols. Each word erased me a little more. By dessert, I was a ghost at my own table.
…
The moment Darian walked the guests out to their cars, I fled upstairs. My skull was pounding; twice on the staircase my vision went white at the edges.
I just needed one minute. One minute alone in the only room in this house that was still mine.
It wasn't.
Fanny reclined on my bed like she belonged there, cream silk fanned across the white duvet, her shoes still on.
"Fanny." My voice trembled with the effort of staying level. "What are you doing in here?"
She tilted her head, with a lazy smile. "Since when is it a crime? Darian doesn't mind."
"Get off my bed."
"Your bed." She sat up slowly, unhurried, and strolled to my dresser, trailing a finger along it. She adjusted a perfume bottle that didn't need adjusting. "That's the thing about you, Mia. You keep saying words like my. My bed. My husband. My pack." She turned. "But what exactly have you ever given this pack? You can't run with them under the moon. You can't feel the pack-bond. You can't stand at Darian's side at a single ceremony without every wolf in attendance smelling what you are."
"Stop."
"An omega with no wolf." She said it softly, almost kindly, which was worse. "Squatting in the Luna's chair because a dead man's pity put you there. Meanwhile I do the work. I hold this pack together." Her hand came to rest on the curve of her stomach, and her smile turned razor-fine. "And now I'm giving it something you never could either, aren't I? A strong pup. With a strong bloodline."
"Get out," I whispered. "Get out, Fanny, or I swear…"
She stiffened. Her gaze darted past me, toward the hallway — and I heard it too. Footsteps on the stairs.
In an instant her face transformed. Fear flooded it, wide-eyed and trembling, a performance so complete it stole my breath. She stumbled backward into the dresser and crumpled to the carpet, arms curling around her stomach.
"Fanny!" The cry left me in panic before I understood.
"I won't say it again, I promise…" Her voice broke, pitched exactly loud enough to carry. "Please… not my stomach… please don't push me again…"
I was bewildered.
Darian filled the doorway, and the pressure of his fury hit the room before his voice did. "What is going on here?"
Fanny flinched, curling smaller. "It was my fault," she whispered, shaking. "I only came to congratulate her on the dinner. I shouldn't have… she said… she said, 'I am the Luna. How dare a low-born orphan resist me?' … Darian, please don't be angry with her, she didn't mean to push…"
"I never touched her!" I stepped forward, panic flooding my chest. "Darian, she was fine in here, she started…"
"Enough." His voice cracked like a whip, and the force of an Alpha's command rolled through it. "The West Mountain cars haven't even left the drive and you're up here assaulting a pregnant woman?"
"I didn't…"
"You have no wolf, Mia." Each word landed like a stone. "You can't run patrols. You can't hold ceremonies. You can't do one single thing a Luna exists to do — and I have carried that humiliation for eight years. The only thing I ask of you is to not disgrace this family. And you can't even manage that."
The room swam. Tell him. Tell him about the tumor, the six months, tell him right now…
But his eyes held nothing to tell it to.
"Apologize to her."
"What?"
"You heard me. Apologize."
Fanny gazed up at him with perfect fragility. "It's all right, Darian. Truly. It was a misunderstanding…"
"Now, Mia."
My pride screamed. But I didn’t want further troubles. I am just too weak.
"I'm sorry." My voice came out hollow.
Fanny's lips curved, the act complete. "I forgive you," she murmured.
Darian exhaled and crouched beside her, steadying her with an arm as she rose — careful, gentle, like she was made of glass. He pulled out his phone.
"Dr. Halden. It's Darian. I need you at the Alpha house tonight… yes, now. Quietly. Someone dear to this family took a fall." A pause. "Thank you."
Dr. Halden. The private physician. The one I'd been forbidden from calling this very morning because the pack might talk.
He guided Fanny toward the door, her head tucked toward his shoulder. At the threshold, he paused and looked back at me with dismissal.
"The West Mountain Alpha and I ride at dawn to survey the border sites. Have my gear ready tonight. The riding leathers, the ceremonial saddle, provisions for both of us." He turned away. "Don't be seen downstairs until Dr. Halden is gone."
The door closed.
I stood alone in the center of my bedroom, in the dress I'd been ordered to change into, and listened to my husband's footsteps carry another woman toward the doctor I wasn't allowed to have.
~ 120 ~~ Mia ~After Elder Edmund and Aron left the office, the silence settled back over the room. I stood by my desk, rubbing my temples as a lingering headache throbbed behind my eyes. Ryker's outburst had been completely unacceptable, and the bitter taste of it still lingered in the air."Dr. Quinn?" a nurse's voice called softly from the doorway, breaking my thoughts."Yes?" I looked up, lowering my hand."The afternoon surgical prep is ready whenever you are," she said, holding a clipboard against her chest."Thank you. I'll be right out," I replied, forcing my professional composure back into place.I picked up my chart folder, checked the patient notes one last time, and stepped out into the hallway. The rest of the afternoon passed in a blur of sterile lights, surgical masks, and precise movements in the operating theater. Keeping my hands busy was the only way to keep my mind from wandering back to the chaos of the morning.Shortly afterward, as I washed my hands at the scr
~ 119 ~~ Mia ~Alexander's expression darkened instantly, the shadow of pure anger crossing his handsome face.I stood frozen near my desk, completely shocked that Ryker would say something so harsh and disrespectful to an Alpha he had literally met face to face for the very first time. It was uncharacteristically cruel, crossing a line that no Red Moon leader should ever cross inside a pack hospital.Alexander took a slow, deliberate step forward, his jaw clenched tight. He looked straight at Ryker, his voice dropping into a low, dangerous growl. "You can insult me all you want, Alpha. You can question my intentions, and you can throw whatever childish tantrums you like. But you have zero right to drag my father into our argument."I was equally shocked. I had never expected Ryker to speak that way to an elderly man, let alone someone who was currently one of my vulnerable patients.The heat rushed to my cheeks, and I finally lost my temper, slamming my hand down on the edge of my d
~ 118 ~ ~ Mia ~I pushed past the corner of the corridor out of breath, my heart hammering from the stairwell I'd taken when the elevator swallowed Ryker whole.The scene hit me before I'd fully rounded the bend. Ryker stood planted outside my office door, shoulders squared, radiating the cold, dangerous stillness of a wolf a breath away from lunging. And facing him, unbothered on the surface but with a tightness in his jaw I was learning to read, was Alexander."...do you not understand the word no?" Ryker was snarling, stepping into Alexander's space."I'm here for my father's medical appointment, Alpha," Alexander answered, his voice even, deliberately low. "Elder Edmund has a follow-up scheduled this morning. I came early to drop off his files from Silverleaf.""Convenient," Ryker said, the word dripping with ice.I didn't hear whatever Alexander said next, because my eyes had already caught the thing that turned my blood cold. Doors up and down the corridor were cracking open. A
~ 117 ~~ Mia ~The bright morning sun filtered through the mountain mist as Ryker's car idled quietly outside our home. He always drove Nick to school first, and whenever his schedule allowed, he would drop me off at the hospital right after.As I zipped up my boots by the front door, I looked up at him with an amused, knowing smile. "You know I can drive myself to the clinic, right? You don't have to rearrange your entire morning."Ryker let out an exaggerated sigh, shaking his head. "You complain more than anyone I know, Lili. You're entirely too troublesome," he muttered.Yet, even as he complained about how difficult I was, his hands were already moving. He scooped up my white lab coat and my leather bag from the entryway bench, slinging them over his shoulder as though taking care of me was the most natural thing in the world.I couldn't help the small smile that tugged at my lips.At that exact moment, my phone chimed sharply with an incoming text message from the coffee table.
~ 116 ~~ Mia ~I stared down at the small piece of paper resting on the floor. Slowly, I stood up from the sofa, walked over, and picked it up.I unfolded it. Written in neat, masculine handwriting were a few simple words: ‘I overstepped, and I am truly sorry. May I have five minutes to explain?’I stood in the center of the quiet office for a long moment, staring at the note. The anger that had burned so fiercely just minutes before had cooled into a tired ache, leaving me exhausted. I let out a long, slow breath and walked to the door, pulling it open.Alexander was standing just a few feet away, leaning against the opposite wall with his hands in his pockets. When the door clicked open, he straightened up immediately, his dark eyes searching my face with cautious uncertainty."You're still here," I said, my voice flat."I didn't want to leave things like that," Alexander replied quietly, stepping forward. "Can I come in?"I hesitated, then stepped aside, letting him walk into the
~ 115 ~~ Mia ~Alexander's question finally pulls me back to reality. The sudden shock turns into hot, burning anger almost instantly.I am so furious that I actually let out a dry, harsh laugh."My past?" I demand, stepping forward so I am looking directly into his eyes. "What past?"Alexander blinks, taken aback by my sudden shift. "Lili…""The fact that I used to be a Luna?" I interrupt, my voice rising. "That I'm divorced? That I have a child? Or is there some other gossip about me that you've dug up and collected?"My hands begin to tremble at my sides. "How dare you ask about my private life behind my back? Do you understand that you are completely invading my privacy?"This is the part that truly sets me off. I have spent years trying to bleed away the identity East Lake forced onto me. I do not want new people to walk into my life and immediately look at me through that miserable lens: Darian's ex-wife. The former Luna. The abandoned woman. The tragic case.I want to simply b







