Her first week at school passed smoothly and Sandra turned out to be a great roommate, albeit a loud one. Her snarky sense of humor and abundant energy made the semi-cramped dorm room feel more like home than Jeff's sprawling condo ever had. Bella was happy she had agreed to have her as a roommate.
Even though her said roommate had short of bully her into going to the House of Wolf club with her. Bella had stood her ground on not entering the competition, she was going to just to chill.
As Bella was going through her phone, she was interrupted by loud clinking sounds coming from the trunk. Pausing, she asked, "What are you doing over there?"
"Putting our outfits together for tonight," Sandra replied.
"Our outfits?" Bella questioned. "I have my outfit already."
Sandra responded, "Yeah, jeans and a hoodie. Or a sweater and a scarf, given what you usually wear to class. Not gonna fly at the Lodge."
Realizing her plain clothing wasn't suitable, Bella frowned and said, "I guess I could wear something a little dressier, but I'm not really a clubber."
Sandra sarcastically replied, "No kidding. Well, none of my pants will fit you, but the good news is that you don't need a shirt!"
Bella retorted, "That doesn't sound like good news to me, Sandra."
Sandra joked, "That's because you're a prude. Look, I know you refuse to enter the contest, but we can at least have a fun night dancing and flirting with hot guys. We deserve it for surviving the first week back, don't ya think?"
Feeling like it could be fun, despite it being different from what she was used to, Bella agreed, "Alright, fine. But I can't wear anything too revealing."
"Why not?" he asked. "Are you religious or something?"
Bella explained, "Hardly. I just have some scars." Suddenly feeling nauseous, she put down her controller and moved the pastry straws out of reach.
Sandra asked, "Scars? Whoa, you okay? You look kinda pale."
Feeling weak and dizzy, Bella explained, "Low blood pressure and low blood sugar. Bad combo. I'll be fine, I just didn't eat much today. And yeah, I have some old scars from-" She quickly stood and barely made it to the bathroom before she vomited.
Sandra followed her and held back her hair as she got sick. After cleaning up and getting some cold water on her face, she asked, "Are you okay? Do you need to go to the doctor? I've never seen anyone get sick that fast."
Bella assured her, "It comes on quickly. I'll be fine now. Really. Just a weird episode, that's all."
Sandra complimented her hair and suggested she wear it down that night, to which she agreed, feeling like it would be a nice distraction. Even though Sandra had many friends, she was the first one Bella ever had, and she didn't want to disappoint her.
"Okay," she said, going over to the trunk to pull out what looked like a coil of belts. "Now take off your clothes."
Bella rolled her eyes, but she slipped out of her hoodie and jeans in obedience. She had already seen her in panties enough times that modesty seemed a bit silly, even though something in her clung to it. "Yes, sir," she replied.
Sandra looked her over and whistled. "Damn. It really is a shame you won't enter that contest."
"Just make me look kinky enough to fit in but not so kinky I'm going to draw attention," she pleaded, covering the right side of her neck.
"Yeah, no chance of that," Sandra remarked, stepping forward. "You're definitely going shirtless, but I've got a leather harness that would look amazing on you. I'm also thinking about—hey, what's that?" he asked, reaching for her arm. She flinched as he turned it over, revealing the white-and-pink scars running up her forearm, some fresher than others.
"I told you I had scars," Bella murmured.
Sandra reached for her other arm, revealing the same. Fortunately, her hair covered her neck and those scars weren't quite as noticeable.
"I didn't know you were a cutter," Sandra said sadly. "You could have said something, I wouldn't judge."
"It's in the past," Bella replied, shrugging. Letting het know the truth felt too vulnerable. Hopefully she wouldn't notice how recent some of the marks were. "At least now you see why I can't enter the contest."
Sandra frowned. "That's not true, they wouldn't disqualify you over that. But if you do want to hide it, the good thing is that fetish fashion covers almost everything but the naughty bits," she said with a smirk. "So we've got options."
"What about this?" she asked sheepishly, moving her hair over her shoulder. Sandra's eyes widened at the revelation of the jagged little marks toward the back of her neck.
"Whoa," she murmured. "Yeah, of course. Here," she said, dropping what she had in his hands to pull out a black leather collar with a silver ring and a dog tag on front. "This will work perfectly," she said, fitting it around her neck. She pulled her hair up so she could fasten it. The collar was certainly thick enough to do the job.
"And these," he said, rummaging through the trunk again to pull out a pair of black leather cuffs with black lace. "These will cover your forearms."
Bella wasted no time fitting her with the cuffs, linked by a long metal chain.
"Now the harness," she grinned, holding it out to her. She stared at it like the alien object it was. Sandra rolled her eyes and started fitting it across her chest. She felt a bit like a horse with all the leather straps, buckles, and rings.
"What does this do, exactly?"
"It does lots of things during play," she replied. "But tonight, it's just a shirt."
"A shirt?" she asked, casting a doubtful glance at slightly exposed chest, the black lace isn't doing a very good job of covering her. "It's not a very good one."
"Think of it like a shirt with windows!" Sandra turned serious as she eyed her. "You'll be laughed out of the club if you wear jeans. Do you have anything else?"
"I have a pair of dress slacks, some khakis—”
"No, I meant anything that you wouldn't wear while visiting a nursing home."
"I do have a pair of leather pants, but I've never actually worn them."
Sandra blinked. "Why didn't you say so? That's perfect!"
"I guess I I forgot," Bella admitted that she had bought the pants, but Jeff didn't want her to wear them out, so she just put them away.
"One, screw Jeff, and two, he's not here," Sandra said, going over to Bella's dresser and she started going through her drawers before she could protest and found the pants quicker than she could have.
"Aha!" She cried triumphantly, holding them up. "These are so hot. Put them on!"
Bella started to comply when she yelled, "Wait! What are you doing?"
"Huh?" she asked, tripping a little. "I'm putting them on."
"With panties? No. That's just... ew," Sandra said, scrunching her face. "One does not wear tight leather pants with panties."
"You can't be serious."
Sandra crossed her arms and gave her a look that said she was deadly serious. She sighed dramatically and slipped her thumbs into the waistband of her panties, pausing when Sandra showed no signs of turning around. "Ahem?"
Sandra rolled her eyes and turned around. "It's nothing I haven't seen before, you know. Unless it's different or something ."
"No," she laughed, letting her panties hit the floor before she slipped into the leathers. "Nothing special, I'm just a bit modest. Holy hell, these are tight."
"Well, yeah, they’re leather."
By the time Bella turned around, Sandra was in a pair of slightly looser leather jeans of her own. She pulled on a transparent black tank top that is slightly dense on her cleavage and a pair of wrist-length leather gloves.
"Look at you," Bella said, laughing when Sandra twirled around playfully and did a little dance. "I can't help but notice you're not showing nearly as much skin as you've suckered me into.”
Sandra grinned. "Like I said, I'm not a sub. I don't have to be on display at all times."
"Neither am I. I'm not anything BDSM-y," she reminded her. "I'm just going to this thing for you."
"I know, I know," Sandra insisted. "I just think it could be good for you if you do turn out to like it. The sub is really the one in control. She's the one who sets the boundaries, she's the one who can call it all off with a single word, and she's the one who chooses the Dom she's willing to accept."
"That does sound different from what I've heard," Bella admitted. "But I just don't think I'm ready for any type of relationship right now, even if it's not romantic."
"Fair enough," Sandra replied. To Bella's relief, she moved on and pulled on her jacket and shoes. "We'd better get going. The line at the door will be insane."
Bella froze when she realized what she was doing and tossed the pieces in the empty bread basket to hide the evidence. “Sorry,” she murmured, blushing. “You uh, get my blood boiling.”“I can tell,” he said, blinking. He looked down at his hands. “I'm sorry. I had no idea I was that intolerable.”“But you're not,” Bella said earnestly. “You make me angrier than anyone else, but you also make me laugh more than anyone else. You push me, sometimes to the brink of sanity, but she's a better person when she's with him. He's all of those annoying things, but he's also sweet and funny and protective and so compassionate toward the other members of the pack. He's a natural-born leader, and a good one. Whenever she sees the way he is with the other wolves, the way he cares for them and puts their needs above his own without even thinking, she falls a little more in love with him.” He stared at her in shock. “You love me? And you're admitting that freely?”Bella laughed, embarrassed. T
Bella reached across the table and rested her hand on his forearm. “You make it sound like I'm the one who's out of your league and not the other way around.” His eyebrows knit into a perplexed frown. He finally relaxed as if he'd given up trying to figure out whatever it was that was bothering him. “You are. Even aside from the fact that you're probably one of the mythological creatures our entire religion is based on, I don't deserve you. Neither does he, but I'm a big enough man to admit that Vic is a hell of a lot closer to being worthy of you than I am.” “Don't be so sure about that,” Bella said with a wry smile. “You both have your positive qualities.” “And negative ones, I'm sure.” Bella smiled wider.“Well, let's have it. Give me the side-by-side analysis,” he said, sitting back and folding his hands studiously on the table in front of him since he had already finished his meal.She laughed, but stopped abruptly when she realized he wasn't kidding. “You're
Bella reached across the table and rested her hand on his forearm. “You make it sound like I'm the one who's out of your league and not the other way around.” His eyebrows knit into a perplexed frown. He finally relaxed as if he'd given up trying to figure out whatever it was that was bothering him. “You are. Even aside from the fact that you're probably one of the mythological creatures our entire religion is based on, I don't deserve you. Neither does he, but I'm a big enough man to admit that Vic is a hell of a lot closer to being worthy of you than I am.” “Don't be so sure about that,” Bella said with a wry smile. “You both have your positive qualities.” “And negative ones, I'm sure.” Bella smiled wider.“Well, let's have it. Give me the side-by-side analysis,” he said, sitting back and folding his hands studiously on the table in front of him since he had already finished his meal.She laughed, but stopped abruptly when she realized he wasn't kidding. “You're
“Not sweet, innocent Clara,” Bella said doubtfully. “Oh, I've caught Jason coming out of her apartment once or twice.” “Jason and Clara?” Bella blanched. “But he's so... He chuckled at her reaction. “I know. Doubt he's her type, but the moon makes everyone go crazy, especially unmated fleurs. The rest of us try to stick to our subs, but what happens on a full moon stays on a full moon.”“Until now,” Bella reminded him. “You just told me.”“Hey, you didn't hear it from me.”Bella grinned mischievously. “Nope. I'm thinking now I own you.”“I don't go that way, kiddo. Not even for you,” he scoffed. “Now, if you ever decide you want a new master...”“My contract with Victor isn't exclusive. And don't try to change the subject.”“Sheesh. Okay, fine. It's probably already pretty obvious, but Brendan and Clarence don't just take care of Foster's emotional needs. They share him as a sub, but there's no relationship there otherwise. I'm pretty sure even that's tapered off since
"Are all the others out?" Bella asked, noting that the lot was almost empty. "Most of them," he said. "Clara and your dad are still around, as usual. Vic has been holed up in his office all day. Hunter and Clarence are still frolicking in the woods somewhere. Brendan was heading out with Maverick last I heard and uh, I think I saw Sarah with Jason." Anger started to boil inside Bella, but it couldn't take hold for some reason. "Oh, whatever," she muttered. "As long as she's leaving Dad alone." He glanced at her as he turned onto the road that led past campus. "That's a surprisingly zen attitude you got there." "I'm trying out a new approach to life," Bella said, admiring the heavily forested path. He shrugged. "Hey, I'm not complaining as long as you're okay.""I'm okay," Bella said. For the first time in a long time, she meant it.No one said a word for the rest of the ride. Darian took them into the city, or at least what passed for one in their little section o
A knock at the door jolted Bella awake from the most delightful nap. Despite the dull throbbing in her head, she woke feeling more refreshed and alive than she had in recent memory. “Be right there,” she called, yawning as she sat up. Her head spun a bit once she got to her feet, but it wasn't bad enough to make her stagger.On her way to the door, she noticed something strange about her room. All her stuff was there, but it looked like half of the room had been cleared out. Before the thought could trouble her too much, she remembered that Victor had probably just come for the remainder of his old things. She did have his old room, after all. Strange that he wouldn't have mentioned it, though.She shrugged it off and pulled the door open to find Darian waiting on the other side. At least, she thought it was Darian. The man before her had lightly slicked back hair, a stark contrast from his usual tousled brown locks. He wasn't wearing a suit or anything, but for Darian, a gray b