I glide my hands over the beautiful wedding gown that clings to my body perfectly.
"You look absolutely stunning!" The designer of my gown coos.
I smile in silence.
She has to say that if she wants me to buy it, right?
She lowers herself and begins to fluff around with the train of the skirt, "Whoever he is, he is a lucky man and I hope you'll be happy together." A dreamy sigh departs her lips.
Lifting my left hand, I look at my naked ring finger that will soon adorn a wedding ring. A gold band to legally state that I am officially off the market and that I exclusively belong to one of the cruellest men alive.
A Bratva Kingpin.
Artemis Volkov.
Did you know that Volkov means Wolf in the English language?
Pretty ironic if you ask me since he prefers to be addressed as, Wolf.
A tattooed, raven-haired, sapphire blue-eyed wolf with an insatiable hunger for dominance. A seductive ruthless maniac who leaves a path of destruction in his wake and a mark of devastation upon his victims.
"You are so young, my child." The designer's voice breaks my train of thought.
"Not in my daddy's eyes," I mutter under my breath.
My father is the leader of a low profile gang. His organization specialises in transporting weapons and drugs. Childs play shenanigans compared to the shit Mr Volkov does and my father is making me marry the big bad Wolf to keep the peace between the two warring empires.
"There!" She claps with a shrill of her voice. "What do you think?"
Raising my gaze I look her in the eyes as I stare at her reflection in the mirror. "It's beautiful, thank you."
The front doors to the little boutique fly open with force and they crash against the walls. I watch as four men dressed all in black with serious looks on their faces walk in and they make a beeline straight toward me.
The designer of my dress screams and I cringe as her high pitched voice violently penetrates my delicate eardrums. One of the men covers an ear with his hand and raises his arm with his gun pointing at her head. She stops screaming and takes off running behind the counter.
"Affirmative, it is her boss." One of the men says as he speaks into the cufflink on the sleeve of his suit jacket.
I swivel around to face the four men, gathering the skirt of the gown in my hands and swallowing heavily to stifle the panic that coaxes my throat. My stomach churns and my legs threaten to give out from beneath me.
I close my eyes, shutting myself out of my reality.
The smell of expensive cologne wafts through the air. It's woody, with a hint of citrus and it's intoxicating. I can sense his presence and I don't have to open my eyes to know that Artemis is standing before me.
"Open your eyes and look at me," His deep voice that resembles the sound of thunder demands.
I pry one eye open, then the other. His silhouette fills my line of vision. I have to use my hand to shield the sun that beams brightly behind him masking his features. I can't see his eyes... I can only feast upon his dark hair, combed back by a brutal hand that brooked with no measure.
My breath catches.
Thick black hair, lined with silver at his temples. He wears his age like a fucking cadet badge and I can ponder that his years have been unkind to him. That he has seen the world for what it is, indulging in unspeakable things, relishing in the glorious consequences of his actions, however paramount they have been.
He takes a step forward out of the sun revealing himself. His face possesses a hooked nose, a thin upper lip and a buxom lower lip. One that hints at secret desires, Lust. Heat. The captivating chiselled jaw that is sprinkled with dark stubble compels me to reach out and touch him.
But I dont...
I take a step back needing to create some distance between us. I tear my gaze away from his and they fall upon the cruel scar that tarnishes his throat. A cold sensation thrums through my veins as my heart ceases.
What or who could hurt him in a vicious, savage manner?
He takes another step toward me and I take one back until his large hands land on my shoulders preventing me from moving.
"Do you know who I am?" His voice is cold and his gaze calculating.
"M-Mr Volkov," I answer lowering my gaze as my voice trembles.
A snarl departs his lips. "Wrong, look at me." He orders and I snap my head up to meet his blue eyes.
"You are my wife." He cocks a brow daring me to protest.
Again, I don't.
I already knew that my fate had been sealed before he waltzed in. I also like to think of myself as an opportunist, meaning...
I will take the lemons that life gives me, and I will make lemonade with them. I just need to find myself a big bottle of Vodka to go with it.
I continue to stare at him with a blank expression on my face."Remove the dress. Whatever fairytale wedding your father promised you isn't happening." He says sternly as his eyes narrow into thin lines.
"As you wish, Mr Volkov," I answer and wait for him to release me.
Blowing air out of his nose, he takes two steps back, raises his arm and looks at the expensive gold watch that adorns his wrist. "You have two minutes."
"Two minutes?" I snort. "It took me thirty minutes to get into the gown."
"Turn around."
My eyes grow wide and I shake my head.
"Don't make me repeat myself, Red." He growls stepping forward.
I close my eyes, bowing my head and I turn around.
The sound of the expensive material being torn and the zip snapping sweeps through the room. A draft creeps up my back as his cruel hands tear the gown flush from my body until I am left standing in front of him with nothing but a pair of stiletto heels and a thong.
Tears prick my eyes. I have never felt so humiliated in my life, nor has anybody had the pleasure of seeing me this bare before. Lifting my arms, I cover my naked breasts when I see his eyes staring at my reflection in the mirror.
Not an ounce of gratitude glazes in his eyes, just a look of utter disappointment.
He leans forward, "You have two minutes starting now, Red. Don't force me to come and get you." He snarls into the hard shell of my ear.
A sob breaks free from my trembling lips and I flee for the dressing room with tears gliding down my cheeks.
ZEYNEP My eyes grow wide as fear forbids me to move. With fear-stricken eyes, I watch as Dmitri rushes to the bedroom window, pulling a ribbed black top over his shoulders. He stands in the shadows where the sun doesn't kiss the room, and he gazes out the window. Whatever is happening on the other side of the window, causes his hands to curl into tight balls of fury at his sides. The instant he looks back at me, I know it's bad. I immediately turn around, attempting to unlock the door so I can rush down the stairs and find my parents. "Net... [No...]" Dmitri growls in a hushed tone, yanking me away from the door, and he pulls me to the far corner of the room. "Get down, and don't let anyone see you through the window." He states sternly, leaving no room for me to disregard his orders. He moves along the wall, opens the closet door, and pulls out his duffle bag. He extracts two guns, twists the silencers on the barrels, and removes two clips; stuffing the clips into the back
ZEYNEPTWENTY-ONE YEARS LATER.I stare at my reflection in the mirror, admiring the strong young woman who stares back at me. Today is my twenty-first birthday, and my parents have decided they want to celebrate it with all their corporate friends and close confidants. I usually feel like an outcast at large gatherings or in crowded places. I am the awkward girl in the corner of the room who has been sipping the same drink for three hours while watching everyone else enjoy themselves.I turn to the side, drinking in my reflection as I take note of how well the gown fits my body.It savagely clings to every generous curve the Gods have blessed me with. The silver gown that sparkles under the light heightens the sapphire blue irises in my eyes. I have my mother's red hair and my father's eyes, but somehow I have inherited my Aunt Ana's spitfire tongue.FOR ONCE, my mother has picked something for me that doesn't make me feel like I am too overly dressed; something that will draw too
ARIA AKA REDIn a state of panic, I yank Wolf's gun out of the holster in the back of his jeans.I step around him, point the gun at the crazy lady who keeps calling him Aleksander with her gun directed at his face, and I pull the trigger. The thunderous sound of the gun discharging rockets through the atmosphere. As soon as I realise what I have done, I drop the weapon and watch as it strikes the ground.Wolf lunges forward, he rips the crying child out of his mother's embrace before she collapses to the ground.With my eyes growing larger than saucers, I lift my arms, covering my mouth with my hands. What have I done? I just murdered a woman...A mother in cold blood while her child clung to her...Regret slowly slivers up my spine, dispersing across my trembling flesh like a plague as guilt consumes me entirely. "Red... Red, are you okay?" Wolfs' thick and firm voice crashes into me like tidal waves upon the seashore, and I stagger back from the cruel impact it has upon my bod
ARTEMIS AKA WOLFTWO MONTHS LATERWalking through the slums of Russia, I grip Red's hand tighter and draw her flush against my side.I am truly grateful that my ancestors were able to get us out of the country. As I envision the life I would have had here, I am filled with dread due to the pure evil that would have landed me in prison."I still can not believe that this is where your family originated from. You wreak of money, power and sophistication. Wolf, it is absolutely remarkable how a person's lifelong ambitions may pave the way for the prosperity of their entire family tree." She hums as she takes in the scenery surrounding us.I smile at the excitement she helplessly displays. This is her first trip abroad. If I had known sooner, I would have postponed this trip and taken her somewhere more romantic and deserving."Do you think Zeynep would want to visit Russia when she gets older?" She adds, picking an apple off a tree we walk past.I snatch the apple out of her grasp, rub
ARIA AKA RED It's been a week since I returned home from the hospital with Zeynep. I guess everyone forgets to tell you how sleep-deprived you will become. Not because Zeynep doesn't sleep or the fact that I need to wake up every three hours at night to change her diaper, feed her, and burp her. No, that isn't the case at all because we have mastered our routine. I cannot stop glancing at her and thinking, 'Wow, I made her... she came out of me'. It is so bizarre, but also the greatest experience ever. I genuinely believed I would have difficulty coping and fall into a pit of depression, but I have not. I suppose it is because I have the best support group imaginable. What's even more out of it, is that every time I see Wolf changing Zeyneps diaper, or falling asleep on the rocking chair with her little body pressed against his chest. It makes me want to jump his bones. Seeing him in father mode seriously does something crazy to my libido, and I can not wait till I am
ARTEMIS AKA WOLFI continuously swallow the lump that has embedded itself in the column of my throat, as I lean against the doorjamb watching Red breastfeed our daughter. A sense of pride licks my feverish skin, I feel like my life is now complete, and I try to think back as to how I got here. I sigh, shaking my head with a grin on my face as I pinch the bridge of my nose. I seriously don't know how I'm going to cope trying to keep them both safe without driving myself entirely insane. For once, I feel like my life has a purpose like I have accomplished the impossible where my heart is concerned. If only my father could see me now, blyad [fuck], I truly do hope he is rolling in the fucking grotty soil he was laid to rest in.A heavy hand lands on my shoulder, jerking me back to the present and I snap my head to the side to see a very chump-looking Deniz standing beside me."Congratulations on the birth of your daughter, my friend." He sighs with a dip of his head.I push off the do