I could feel eyes on me as I dangled my feet in the water. I didn't want to give whoever it was the satisfaction that I knew right away. Instead, I sniffed the air and could smell her sweet scent. My mate.
I looked up and stared in the direction that I could feel she was standing. I couldn't see anything. Her wolf must be a tracker and a good one at that. I stared and started to slowly get up, but that's when she took off. Her emotions are raw and uncontrolled right now. She needs to listen to her wolf right now for guidance. I can't push too hard, or I will scare her away. That would be the worst thing I could do. So I stood and stretched before taking my pants off and jumping into the cold water for a swim. I needed to relax my mind. I couldn't believe it when she asked me to come watch her practice or even when she asked me to come back to her place. When I got into her room and her scent hit me as hard as it did, I wanted to jump her, mark her, make her mine. Then she asked me to go to her practice. She wanted to hang out with me, and I was ecstatic. The way she moved at practice was so precise and smooth. She must have been cheering for a long time. Her body was perfect. I couldn't help but smile every so often as I watched her. I also couldn't believe that I got to be there for her during her first shift. She needed the help, and I was happy to do whatever I could. Then I saw him running over to her once she was done. The jerk who would break her heart from his cheating ways. I wonder if she knew about it? I wonder why she allowed it or was even with him? So I took off to grab some water from a fountain to give her some space. I didn't want to see her with him. She's supposed to be mine. I got jealous just at the thought of them kissing and touching each other. I was wrong, though. I didn't just feel jealous, I felt angry. When I saw her kissing that other guy, I felt angry at myself because it wasn't me. I felt angry she had been pushed emotionally to feel the need to do that. I felt angry that I was jealous while I had a girlfriend of my own. I felt angry that I would have been a cheater if I did anything with her. I wouldn't be that guy. I had to break up with Shy when I got back to the pack. I had found my mate, and I needed to respect what the Moon Goddess gave me. "Hey, lover boy!" I spun around, and there was Shy. What was she doing here? Max and Elizabeth stood next to her. I glared at them, but they just gave me a confused look back. "Not happy to see me?" Shiloh laughed. "No, I mean yes. Sorry, I'm just really surprised to see you. I thought it was just going to be Max and Liz." "I saw them leaving the pack house with a bag each, so I asked where they were going, and they invited me along!" "Surprise!" Elizabeth said. "Best surprise ever," I said with a fake smile plastered on my face. "Why are you being so weird, dude?" Max asked. "Maybe because I'm swimming naked here and don't want my best friends to catch a glimpse of me," I said, sending a splash their way and laughing. "Hey!" Both girls exclaimed and laughed as they ran off back to the lake house. "See you soon, babe!" Shy called out. "So what's really bugging you? Cause living in a pack, nudity has never been something we've shyed away from." "I just wasn't expecting Shiloh to be here." "Aren't you guys going to mate? I think you've been given permission from your family." "Yea, they like her, and I'm sure they would approve of her being my chosen mate. However, I've been reconsidering it and have thought to give a real effort in finding my fated mate. It would make me stronger and the pack stronger if I did." "You think you have a real shot this time?" "Dude, I'm only 18. I still have tons of time. I shouldn't rush anything." "That's true. Well, if Shy doesn't work out as Luna, can I have her? She's such a babe." I splashed water towards him again. "Now grab me my towel!" I pulled myself out of the water and back onto the deck and wrapped the towel Max held out for me around my waist. We then headed back inside to catch up with the girls. With Shy here, it would make it more difficult to sneak out. Hopefully, the other two could occupy her time while I did. I would say I'm working on some Alpha training or something. I feel like I might have to break the news to Max sooner than I would have liked, though. He won't buy the Alpha training story for long. He will know right away something is up. "Hey, Max!?" Max turned around to look at me, "Yeah?" "Thanks for coming. I'm happy I get to spend a week here with you guys." "Cut the crap Krewe. There's no need to be so sappy." I laughed and patted him on the back. "I'm just happy to be hanging with my friends for the week." "Well, let's get inside before those girls get the party started without us." "Sure. Just give me a minute." "You sure?" "Yeah, man, I'll see you inside." Max continued walking towards the lake house while I stood out on the back deck watching the sunset and picturing what Sawyer might be up to. My mind and heart were with her now. Hopefully, she would feel the same soon.I sat on the back deck with Liz as Max got the grill going. They were being so nice to me. They accepted me for who I was. This whole wolf thing was so ordinary for them that it made me forget who I truly was. I didn't feel like a freak, but I needed more. I needed more answers. Like, why my aunt and uncle are making me wear that necklace instead of telling me about who I really am? "Sawyer, are you good with burgers?" "Definitely. Thanks, Max." Krewe had excused himself and took off inside. I was starting to get used to the sensitivity of scent and hearing. I could tell he wasn't around the house right now. I wonder where he went. Maybe it had something to do with Shiloh? Maybe there was more there than I knew? "Hey, Sawyer! How about we go for a swim in the lake! It's such a beautiful day!" "I'd love to, but I don't have my swimsuit with me." "You can borrow one of mine! Come on!" Liz grabbed me by my hand again, and we made our way into the house, to a bedroom upstai
It was 11:30 A.M. already, and I hadn't seen Sawyer at school yet. I started to worry. My class needed my attention, but I was fading as my mind wondered to her. "Mr. Henderson?" A student stood in front of my desk. "Yes?" "The bell rang, are we able to leave?" "Sorry, class. Please finish up chapter 12, and we will review it tomorrow." "Thank you, Mr. Henderson." I grabbed my things and headed outside to see if I could spot her in the football fields. It was a nice day, so I figured she would be with the other cheerleaders. I couldn't even scent her anywhere in the halls. My mind was so preoccupied with trying to get outside that I didn't realize I bumped into her best friend, Ceasar. "Sorry, Mr. Henderson. I didn't see you there." He probably didn't see me or care to as he was too busy typing away on his phone. "It's all good, Ceasar." "Have a good day, Mr. Henderson." "Actually, Ceasar, have you seen Sawyer?" "No. She's not at school today." "Thank y
I grabbed her hand, and it felt glorious. Her hand fit in mine perfectly. The bond felt better than I could have imagined. I grabbed it without thinking of Shy, though. Sawyer must have felt something off because as quickly as I grabbed it, she was just as quick to let go. She was perfect, though, composing herself and introducing herself to Shy like a true Luna would despite the awkwardness. Shy saw the hand hold, and that was my first mistake because she went off on Sawyer. It didn't have to mean anything, but she wolves, especially dating Alphas, are quite possessive. They know if their not fated to us that they really are disposable. "Shy!" I called out after chasing after her, "can you stop and talk to me?" "Talk to you! How dare you!" "What did I do?" "I saw the way you looked at her, the way you held her hand. Why would you bring your next conquest here while you still have a girlfriend?" "I didn't! We just met." "She means more to you than that. Be honest, Krew
The next morning, I woke up feeling refreshed after having one of the best sleeps of my life. It was as if my nerves and thoughts finally quieted and relaxed me. "It's because I've been suppressed this whole time. Now we can let our true self be free." "I don't know about that yet. I don't think humans are supposed to know about us." "No, but we can find a pack to live in! We can be surrounded by our own. We can live free there." "I don't know the first thing about a pack or werewolves. Maybe I should mention something to Ma and Pa?" "Hmm, they are wolves." "Their what!?" "Their wolves too, can't you smell them?" "Is that what the new smell in the house is?" "Yes, everyone has a unique smell to them as a wolf. Usually, it is quite an earthy scent. Your mate, however, will smell differently. Of smells that really speak to you." "I don't think I should let Ma and Pa know just yet. They always told me not to take off the necklace. If I won't put it back on, then I sh
I could feel eyes on me as I dangled my feet in the water. I didn't want to give whoever it was the satisfaction that I knew right away. Instead, I sniffed the air and could smell her sweet scent. My mate. I looked up and stared in the direction that I could feel she was standing. I couldn't see anything. Her wolf must be a tracker and a good one at that. I stared and started to slowly get up, but that's when she took off. Her emotions are raw and uncontrolled right now. She needs to listen to her wolf right now for guidance. I can't push too hard, or I will scare her away. That would be the worst thing I could do. So I stood and stretched before taking my pants off and jumping into the cold water for a swim. I needed to relax my mind. I couldn't believe it when she asked me to come watch her practice or even when she asked me to come back to her place. When I got into her room and her scent hit me as hard as it did, I wanted to jump her, mark her, make her mine. Then she as
Krewe ended up coming to practice. He sat in the bleachers, and I waved to him as I ran towards the cheer squad. "I don't think Tom's going to be too happy seeing that guy here," Cassandra said with a sneer. "Why would Tom care?" I scanned the field for Tom. His jersey number was 22, but I hadn't caught sight of him yet. "Why!?" She scoffed, "Maybe because that guy hit him." She folded her arms across her chest. "I didn't know about any of that." "Yea, because you're always leaving your man for others to take care of. Where were you later that night when that went down?" "I had gone home. I wasn't feeling well." "Mhmm. Anyways, girls, let's get started." I looked up to Krewe sitting on the bleachers and wondered why he would have done such a thing. He smiled, so I politely waved back before beginning practice. "Hey babe! How's it going?" Tom put his arm around me after practice ended. "Where did you come from? I didn't see you when I got here?" "I was probably st