I could feel eyes on me as I dangled my feet in the water. I didn't want to give whoever it was the satisfaction that I knew right away. Instead, I sniffed the air and could smell her sweet scent. My mate.
I looked up and stared in the direction that I could feel she was standing. I couldn't see anything. Her wolf must be a tracker and a good one at that. I stared and started to slowly get up, but that's when she took off. Her emotions are raw and uncontrolled right now. She needs to listen to her wolf right now for guidance. I can't push too hard, or I will scare her away. That would be the worst thing I could do. So I stood and stretched before taking my pants off and jumping into the cold water for a swim. I needed to relax my mind. I couldn't believe it when she asked me to come watch her practice or even when she asked me to come back to her place. When I got into her room and her scent hit me as hard as it did, I wanted to jump her, mark her, make her mine. Then she asked me to go to her practice. She wanted to hang out with me, and I was ecstatic. The way she moved at practice was so precise and smooth. She must have been cheering for a long time. Her body was perfect. I couldn't help but smile every so often as I watched her. I also couldn't believe that I got to be there for her during her first shift. She needed the help, and I was happy to do whatever I could. Then I saw him running over to her once she was done. The jerk who would break her heart from his cheating ways. I wonder if she knew about it? I wonder why she allowed it or was even with him? So I took off to grab some water from a fountain to give her some space. I didn't want to see her with him. She's supposed to be mine. I got jealous just at the thought of them kissing and touching each other. I was wrong, though. I didn't just feel jealous, I felt angry. When I saw her kissing that other guy, I felt angry at myself because it wasn't me. I felt angry she had been pushed emotionally to feel the need to do that. I felt angry that I was jealous while I had a girlfriend of my own. I felt angry that I would have been a cheater if I did anything with her. I wouldn't be that guy. I had to break up with Shy when I got back to the pack. I had found my mate, and I needed to respect what the Moon Goddess gave me. "Hey, lover boy!" I spun around, and there was Shy. What was she doing here? Max and Elizabeth stood next to her. I glared at them, but they just gave me a confused look back. "Not happy to see me?" Shiloh laughed. "No, I mean yes. Sorry, I'm just really surprised to see you. I thought it was just going to be Max and Liz." "I saw them leaving the pack house with a bag each, so I asked where they were going, and they invited me along!" "Surprise!" Elizabeth said. "Best surprise ever," I said with a fake smile plastered on my face. "Why are you being so weird, dude?" Max asked. "Maybe because I'm swimming naked here and don't want my best friends to catch a glimpse of me," I said, sending a splash their way and laughing. "Hey!" Both girls exclaimed and laughed as they ran off back to the lake house. "See you soon, babe!" Shy called out. "So what's really bugging you? Cause living in a pack, nudity has never been something we've shyed away from." "I just wasn't expecting Shiloh to be here." "Aren't you guys going to mate? I think you've been given permission from your family." "Yea, they like her, and I'm sure they would approve of her being my chosen mate. However, I've been reconsidering it and have thought to give a real effort in finding my fated mate. It would make me stronger and the pack stronger if I did." "You think you have a real shot this time?" "Dude, I'm only 18. I still have tons of time. I shouldn't rush anything." "That's true. Well, if Shy doesn't work out as Luna, can I have her? She's such a babe." I splashed water towards him again. "Now grab me my towel!" I pulled myself out of the water and back onto the deck and wrapped the towel Max held out for me around my waist. We then headed back inside to catch up with the girls. With Shy here, it would make it more difficult to sneak out. Hopefully, the other two could occupy her time while I did. I would say I'm working on some Alpha training or something. I feel like I might have to break the news to Max sooner than I would have liked, though. He won't buy the Alpha training story for long. He will know right away something is up. "Hey, Max!?" Max turned around to look at me, "Yeah?" "Thanks for coming. I'm happy I get to spend a week here with you guys." "Cut the crap Krewe. There's no need to be so sappy." I laughed and patted him on the back. "I'm just happy to be hanging with my friends for the week." "Well, let's get inside before those girls get the party started without us." "Sure. Just give me a minute." "You sure?" "Yeah, man, I'll see you inside." Max continued walking towards the lake house while I stood out on the back deck watching the sunset and picturing what Sawyer might be up to. My mind and heart were with her now. Hopefully, she would feel the same soon.I spent the day packing. I never got to ask how I would explain things to my friends. Would I just disappear to never be seen again? I would have to finalize everything and get our stories straight. Ma walked in. "I'm so sorry I couldn't protect you more." "Ma, what are you talking about? I think you have done a great job already. I love you guys so much." "I love you too, baby. But you shouldn't be leaving like this. I should be with you. Protecting you." "You are by sending me to live with Leila. I'm 18. I need to grow up. Whether it was from me being a wolf or me going off to college. At least I figured out everything here and not alone, at some random school, with random people." "I'm sorry I kept this from you." "Don't. It's alright." "It's who you are, though. I didn't allow you to be your true self. I suppressed your wolf, I hid you away." "It's alright. I'm coming to terms with this new world. I honestly thought I was a freak. Now I feel like I actually fit
I watched as she left. I couldn't stop her, even though everything in me wanted to. I wouldn't allow myself to. She needed to find out and know the truth. As long as Max and Liz didn't know, she would be safe. "Why did you let her leave!" Max yelled at me. "I had to. I can't keep her from finding out." "Who will protect her as you say? What happened? Why can't you tell us?" "If you knew and my father found out, Sawyer and her family would be in grave danger. Do you understand!? Or are you just too dumb to realize the consequences of an Alpha command?" "So instead, we have to stand around and do shit all to protect her?!" "Yes!" "I can't do that! If you won't fight for your mate, then I will!" "Max, stop!" "Why!?" "We have to let her go. She has to find out. She needs to know who she is. This is a lot on her already. My father isn't the man you think he is. I will take over the pack, and I will protect Sawyer while making everything right again." "So what? We los
They all just stared at me. I felt uncomfortable. "Can someone say something?" "Sorry. Sawyer, I just haven't figured out what we should do. I just know I have to keep you safe," Krewe said as he came to kneel beside me and take my hand. "Safe from what?" I felt so confused. What happened? Why was I being kept away from what I was? What did Krewe know? "I can't tell you. Not yet." "So what do I do?" "I'm not sure." "This isn't fair! This is all so new to me. I want answers, I want to know why I've been kept a secret all these years. I don't get it, and if you won't tell me, then I guess I will go home and ask my aunt and uncle." I got up and stormed upstairs to grab my belongings. I didn't want to be here anymore. I didn't want to feel this pain anymore. I felt betrayed as everyone had this deep secret about me, and I was being left out. It was my life. I should have a say. I went back downstairs and headed for the door. I could hear them all whispering. "Sawyer, pl
I felt like I had the best sleep of my entire life. I felt warm and rested until I felt a hard body pressed up against me. I stretched and turned and saw Krewe sleeping behind me. I remember laying down with him, but when did he get naked? I quickly checked to make sure I wasn't naked, but no, thankfully, I still had my clothes on. I lifted the blanket and crawled out of the bed, and grabbed the blanket on the end of the bed to drap over him. As soon I had it on top of him, he woke. "Good morning." His voice was still deep and raspy from sleep. "You do realize you're naked?" "I am? Oh yea, I went for a run last night." He said it so casually like it shouldn't matter. I've never been with a naked man. It does matter. I didn't grow up with wolves. This is just awkward. I could feel my cheeks heating up the longer I just stared, dumbfounded. Talk Sawyer, talk. "Well, don't you think you would be more comfortable with some clothes on?" "Oh, shit, yea. I hope I didn't freak y
I could feel the soft rise and fall of her chest as she slept peacefully beside me. I took a look at the time on my watch. It was only 10 PM, I could make it home in time to ask my father more questions and make it back before the morning. "Dad, I need to speak with you. I'm going to run back. Let the night patrol know it's only me running through the pack lands." "I will be in my office. I've got a lot to finish up still. See you soon, son." I closed off the mindlink as I snuck away from the bed and out of the room. Max stood there in the hallway with a glass of water. "What the fuck man?" "This isn't the time to talk. I have to head home quickly." "No! You said I could go for it. You said you didn't mind. You just can't let me have anything, can you? Mr. Alpha has to have everything? Fuck you, man." "That's not it, okay, Max? I will explain everything in the morning." Max shook his head as he went back into his room, "Whatever. I'm done." I felt bad, but I knew I
Krewe had set me up in a room for the night next to his. He provided me with a t-shirt of his to sleep in, and Liz gave me a bunch of options for the next day. My aunt and uncle believed my story, and I was happy to stay. Krewe and I had kept our distance the rest of the evening, and I had made an effort to avoid Max as well. Krewe had asked to keep things under wrap until tomorrow when we would speak with Max and Liz. I agreed to his plan. I slipped into the t-shirt, only keeping my panties on underneath. It was a thinner material in white. So it was a bit risqué. However, no one would see me. Until there was a knock at my door. I opened the door and peeked out. "Oh, hey, Max! What can I do for you?" He stood there with no shirt on and only his pajama trousers. "Just wanted to make sure you were settling in okay for the night." He looked shy but amazing! He just didn't compare to Krewe the more I let my feelings take over. "I am, thanks! I was just about to lay do