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Wrong.
I was sitting in front of Jake as he kept on talking about whatever it is he was talking about...I wasn't paying attention to him because I couldn't help but think about today's earlier events, as much as I hate to say this I was wrong for what I said to Stacey, not Antonio he deserved that.
"Lotus?"
I should buy her something to show her how sorry I am...which is not much because it still doesn't make sense why she is here but that can be a story for later.
"Lotus?"
I wonder what she likes? She looks like a person who likes shiny things and is girly. So what to buy for her?
"LOTUS!"
"Yes?" I looked at Jake frightened, he chuckled and I gave him a small smile.
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