Mag-log inCHAPTER 86: HI BITCH SOPHIE’S POV I finally had the courage to attend cheer practice after weeks of staying home, scrolling through tiktok and wishing I never accepted the offer.I don't even know how I got in the cheer team because honestly, I didn't apply. “I might as well suck it up and go for practice today” murmuring to myself in the cracked mirror.In the last two weeks I received so many messages from coach asking when I'm coming back? How I've been? That whenever I'm ready I should come for practice, that everybody misses me .I knew the last message was a lie but I'll rather believe it's not for my own sanity.I picked up my gym bag from the floor and headed downstairs.Not like I expected to see freshly made pancakes or waffles or a mum asking how was practice? If I was okay?I've gotten used to the silence, in fact I would consider it very weird for my mum to ask how school was or any other question normal parents asked their kid.“Good morning Sophie” speak of the devi
CHAPTER 85: BREATHE INCHARLOTTE’S POV I felt my heart fall down to my stomach “um I came to ask her um about um um Max” She didn't look convinced at all but she also didn't question me “Yeah its cool, should I leave you two or”“No, no , no in fact we should go now”We walked out without saying a word to each other, I could still remember the look on fortune telling woman, I bet she couldn't predict that herself.“Um, how did you know I was in there” I shouldn't have asked, oh fuck “ well I didn't know you where there, the popcorn line was long and I kind of came to ask her if I should get back with Sienna” she hurriedly said and gave me that don't judge me look “I wanted to know if it was in my future, forgive me for being curious”“Well you're not forgiven, let's just well nevermind”“No let's talk about it”“Okay okay, we would”I exhaled sharply, trying to steady my racing thoughts. Maya was walking beside me, her pace slightly quicker, like she was trying to outrun my nerv
CHAPTER 84: CARNIVAL DAY CHARLOTTE’S POV The morning air felt electric, like the world had been rewired overnight just for this day. I bounced on my heels outside the school gates, adjusting the straps of my glittering red costume, feeling every sequined star on it tickle my skin. Maya was beside me in her green-fringed outfit, practically vibrating with excitement.“Charlotte, I can’t even!” she squealed, spinning so fast the fringe jingled like tiny bells. “This is going to be legendary.”I laughed, grabbing her hand to steady her. “Focus, mayhem queen or the school might not survive us.”The grounds were already alive. Bright tents pitched in neat chaos, banners fluttering over stalls that smelled like sugar, popcorn, and deep fried everything, neon balloons bounced against the sky, reflecting off faces smiling too widely. The music thumped from a central stage where the DJ was warming up, beats punching through the air like a heartbeat synced to the collective excitement.“Firs
CHAPTER 83:MY PLAN CHARLOTTE'S POV “Hey Maya, are you still up for carnival shopping?”I barely finished the sentence before she spun around with this sparkly grin like she’d been waiting for me to ask. Honestly, her excitement made mine even louder. I’d been looking forward to the carnival all week. I kept pretending I didn’t know why, but deep down I did. A few years ago when Maya and I became bestified and literally started doing things together, we decided to go to our school's first ever carnival. We tried all the rides, the bumpy ride, the slay shut ride, slung and tried all the food and we were so bored that Maya dragged and convinced us to go into the fortune teller tent.Obviously I hated the idea because fortune tellers are fake aren't they?They spin colourful and bright bulbs, look straight into your eyes and lie about your future which they obviously didn't see.But something about Maya screaming what our future would look like as besties made it so exciting and worth
CHAPTER 82: SCHOOL FIGHT NIA’S POV The second I step out of the gym, the air hits me like cold water. My chest is tight too tight and my head is still buzzing from the humiliation I just swallowed in front of the whole squad.Coach’s words loop in my mind, each replay sharper than the last.“No practice till tomorrow.”If anyone else had been banned for a day, people would’ve shrugged. But me?People gasped like lightning struck the floor.Because I’m not supposed to be told no.Not me. Never Not Nia Brook the girl who always has it together, the one who makes noise when she walks because confidence follows her like an expensive perfume.Except half of that confidence is fake.I march down the hallway, shoes tapping fast, hard. The sound steadies me. If I stay still too long, the real feelings beneath the anger might crawl their way up, and I can’t have that. That’s how cracks show.I push into an empty classroom and slam the door with more force than necessary. My bag hits the de
CHAPTER 81 : RUN BITCHSOPHIE’S POV“Alright Sophie, let's not try to cause any commotion” she says a little frightened, her voice now echoing in the silent gym “Nia apologize this instant”“But Mrs Ama, I promise she probably must have slipped on air or lost balance, she's clearly weighing 60 kg maybe she's too heavy to carry herself or -” she speaks so fast that it's so hard and impossible for the words to linger in your chest and hurt you“Nia!”“But I didn't do anything”Mrs Ama now looks angrier and a little frustrated but she's keeping her cool, she moves a step forward and points at the empty space “if you're not willing to apologize then go, no practice for you till tomorrow”Nia gasps in fact the whole team gasps like it was illegal to punish Nia or maybe whoever punished Maya may be cursed with eternal loneliness.The whole gym is pitch blank silent, everybody is either staring at coach or Nia. Eagerly anticipating to challenge her. I myself imagined she'll challenge her to
CHAPTER 37: HAHA LAST LAUGH CHARLOTTE'S POV The morning sun wasn’t even fully awake yet, but I was lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling like it had personally offended me. Being grounded was one thing but being grounded in complete silence while everyone else continued having a normal teenage
CHAPTER 26 : LIESCHARLOTTE’S POVI stand by the kitchen counter, startled.How could Maya keep such a huge secret from me, I know I don't tell her everything but wow that was some really crazy plot twist.“ Ummm, wow”“Wow, is that all you're going to say?” Maya said defensively.“I don’t even kno
CHAPTER 25 : TRAUMA TRAUMA CHARLOTTE’S POV I slowly opened the door, completely shocked by the girl standing in front of the door and wow she looked like she had stepped right out of a rainbow. Her hair was short on one side and long on the other, dyed pink and purple like cotton candy. Bright g
CHAPTER 22: Day MareMAX’S POVCharlotte stood under the dim lights outside the ballroom, the glow turning her dress soft gold. She looked nervous, tired, more gorgeous and a little distant. I hated that look and most of all, I hated that I caused it.I texted her twice but still no response, I wat







