Winning me?

After several turns and guesses, I opened the 5th door for the night. Maxine gave the order that I was supposed to stay in her room and I had to obey. Memories of the hunt flashed through my eyes as frequently as I blinked and I was getting suffocated.

Finally, I found the room, and all I wanted to do was wash off the evidence of the experience and feel normal. I walked into the bathroom which was at the corner of the room. I weighed my choices and got in the shower. I didn't have extra clothing but I was comfortable with using the bathrobe until I found something else. Getting out of my blood-stained clothes was my top priority at that moment.

They screamed, bawled, ran, and jumped, just to get away from me. My body had embraced the darkness and I couldn't get out of it. There was no going back from this. How would Theo and Diane see me after I'd done this? "Fvcking hell!" I murmured as the water ran through my back. I took the bar of soap and scrubbed so hard I began to feel pain.

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