LOGINFlashback #13 NINA It had been more than a week. Eight days. Nine nights. And I was growing more worried with each passing second. It wasn’t just that he hadn’t come back yet but also there was no message like he’d told me he would send if things changed. Before leaving, he’d told me there was a man hidden among my father’s guards, someone loyal to him, someone who would deliver messages if plans changed. But no one gave me any message even when I deliberately stood in the driveway, looked at all the guards, wondering who it was and how could I identify him and ask him about Jeremiah. And now with no information I could do nothing but wait, even when I was going crazy with worry. The thoughts of his mother succeeding in whatver she was planning had me awake at night and unable to function during the day. And every day without him felt like teeth sinking into my ribs, trying to tear my heart out. The lack of sleep and tension was also taking a toll on my body. My appetite disappea
Flashback #12 NINA “Tell me again,” Jeremiah demanded, slamming into me again and again, his fingers wrapped around my nape, pushing my face down into the pillow. “I love you…” I moaned, my whole body quivering with pleasure. “Again,” he growled, his teeth biting down on my shoulder. “Ti amo, Jer…” “Lisichka…” He groaned his whole body shuddering as he filled me again with his warm, heavy come. He dropped down on the mattress beside me, wrapping an arm around my waist and taking me with him. I closed my eyes, my whole body trembling but I loved it. And I knew I will love it more when he will use his tongue to soothe me. Just like the day he took my virginity and then proceeded to lick me, come and blood, he did that every time he took me too harshly. It didn't deter him in the least to taste his own come mixed with mine, which only made me come harder. And tonight seemed one of those nights. After, when both our breathing returned to normal I turned in his arms and looked u
LACHLAN My eyes roamed over her, taking note of the scratches and small abrasions all over her body. Bruises marked the soft skin of her thighs, fingerprints covered her waist and the curve of her hips and arse. And I couldn’t even blame Jeremiah for all of it, I was equally to blame. We both forgot to draw the line and sated our fucking lust like deranged fucking animals. And now shame twisted like barbed wire in my throat. It didn’t matter that she got off on it. It was our fault, we took advantage knowing she wanted us. We were both selfish. Fúcking ruthless in our desire and rage, and now I hated myself for it. Because that uncontrollable desire didn't lead to soft aftercare like it should've. It lead to this. It lead to her fear and pain, feeling alone and terrified enough in that dark that she slipped into her mind. And as much as I regretted what we did to her. Me in the playroom, ans then Jeremy in the forest, I knew she could take us and come back for more. That wasn’t
LACHLAN As soon as I walked down the dark stairwell, I could feel something was wrong. The air itself was cold with a hint of threat in it, like it was already warning me about something. My instincts had never lied to me before, and right now they screamed in my veins like sirens, forcing my feet to move faster. In a few seconds I crossed the dark narrow corridor and pulled out my phone to turn the flashlight on. I looked at the hook where the keys should be but they weren’t, and when my gaze fell on the lock hanging on the cell door, I realised why they weren’t in their place. Because Jeremiah hadn’t even locked the doors. The lock hung there, disengaged, with keys still in it. When I pushed the cell door open, it made a loud clanging sound, but I didn’t hear anything from the woman I came for. Instead, a rustle came from the other cell at the far end, and then the bitch spoke, “She’s so weak, check if she is alive or managed to kill herself.” I stiffened, pa
LACHLAN “Mmm… I do. I love you so much, little shadow. You are the only one who never fucking betrayed me.” I pulled back and when he tried to kiss me again, I turned my head sideways. As much as I wanted him, loved him, was obsessed enough to erase the world around us, I couldn’t do that to my little kotyonok right now. And when he sobered, stopped feeling this way, he’d realise his mistake too. But I couldn’t wait for that long. She was down there all alone, in the dark. Probably afraid and crying. I have to go to her and bring her back. Jeremy licked the side of my throat as he surged into me, pressing me back against the wall and kissed me again. His lips and tongue and teeth clashed with mine, and his hand dropped to my pants as he groped me in his inebriated state. “Do you want to do it, little shadow?” he asked, his grey eyes darkening further. “What?” I asked, swallowing down on the groan when he rubbed my hard cóck through my pants. And then his next
LACHLAN Another crash echoed around me as Jeremiah threw a globe across the room, followed by a bottle he had already emptied. I closed my eyes, trying to control the anger burning inside me. I was so close to losing it, especially on him. And it takes a lot for me to come this close when it was him. But right now, it was taking everything in me not to fucking grab him by the throat and make him look at the disaster he had made of things. I wanted to question him and demand answers as to how could he do that to her. To himself. To us. And, I wanted to really stop looking at things from his perspective and understand his pain. I wanted to stop feeling this familiar ache in my chest I feel when I look at him. But my heart refused to do so. And how could I even when he looked so tortured. “Why!!?” He screamed, slamming his fist into the wall. His hand was already bleeding from the cut where he'd sliced it open from the vase smashed on the desk and now he had manage to bust







