SERAPHINA'S POV
No, he's lying! He has to be! There's NO WAY dad would agree to anything this maniac has to say!
I'm burning with rage and a slight wave of dread as I marched into the mansion, my hands curling tightly around the phone in my grip. It doesn't feel that Lazaro's tailing behind, both hands tucked into his pockets as his stupid gorgeous hazel eyes narrow at my back with amusement.
He finds this funny, but I find it absolutely NOT.
“I'm here to see my dad.” I inform the guards standing outside his study room, gritting my teeth towards Lazaro's direction. “He's…a guest.”
They don't question me or try to wonder what my dad's biggest rival is doing in the middle of the hallway, and simply nod in understanding, slightly moving to the side as they push the big black doors for us.
Does dad already know I'm coming…with him? What's happening?
I inhale sharply, taking a quick intake of air and try my best to lift my head high as I walked into the room. The air is suddenly filled with tension when my eyes move to the back of my father's chair facing our direction, his fingers drumming intensely against the armrest as if trying to control his inner thoughts from spilling out.
I mean, how could he not? The son of his biggest rival is fricking in his mansion, standing behind his daughter like he'd owned her from the beginning.
He'd never own me. I bit the words at the tip of my tongue and force the sweet smile that'd always been expected of a princess.
“Dad.” I greet, my head slightly turning to the ground. “You summoned me…but what does it have to do with…him?”
I can feel Lazaro’s gaze on me as I stand beside my father’s chair, my hands clenching into fists behind me as I watch the muscle ticking on the side of dad's face. It’s the only defense I have to calm down the rage bubbling inside of me—against what father had in store for me.
“A moment, Lazaro.” He say in a cool tone, ignoring my presence for a slight moment.
“Of course, Mr. Alvaréz.” Lazaro chuckles and winks at my frowning face before casually strolling outside the doors, the metal clicking shut behind him, filling the room with a much more tense atmosphere.
“Dad, can you tell me what's happening? I'm getting a little nervous here.” I state. “Since when did we start communicating with the De Lucas?”
“Since this moment, Seraphina.” He snaps, his tone hoarse and firm as he swings his chair to face me. “Are you questioning my decisions?”
“Of course not, father. Forgive me for stating it that way, I'm just worried.” My head's tilted to the ground, eyes boring through the marbled tiles like the good, perfect daughter I am.
“Well, you don't have to be worried anymore. I've found a way to settle things down with the De Lucas.” He reveals, making me slowly raise my head in surprise. “A truce.”
My stomach twists at where this was going. Something about the way father's announcing the news in a formal way, means that business is involved.
I could smell a deal coming from a miles away.
A deal that's going to leave me in tears.
“What does this have to do with me?” I risk a slap by asking this, my heart pounding against my chest when father doesn't answer but instead, stands up to his feet and walks to my front, his eyes narrowing into a deep glare as he searched my face for a reaction.
“You're going to marry his son, Lazaro to fulfill his truce.”
WHAT? My eyes are this close to bulging out of their sockets as I stare back at my dad in disbelief, my breath slowly becoming shaky as I suck in the tears threatening to pool at my eyes.
“You’re the key to creating peace between our families and theirs, Seraphina. You're not going to screw this up by rejecting him, escaping from the contract, or making up scandals. Am I clear?” He instructs, but I'm too frozen to reply back.
That's a wrong move and the worst timing as he takes my silence for disobedience and grabs my chin harshly, squeezing it enough to make me snap out of the trance and stifle out some sobs.
“D-dad it hurts…” I whisper, choking back some hiccups.
“Answer me!” He groans with frustration. “Since when did you start getting disobedient? Do you wish for me to remind you what'll be done if you're bad?”
“Is there a problem here?” Lazaro's voice breaks through the air, making my dad's hand freeze in the midair. I blow some strands away my face and look away as the last thing I wanted was a mockery of my situation.
“Ah, you came just in time.” Dad chuckles and moves away from me. “She's just agreed to the contract marriage and was about to sign the papers…isn't that right, honey?”
They both turn to me, and I bite the bottom of my lips to stop them from shaking. Lazaro seems to catch on my behaviour as he narrows his eyes on them, but I'm quick to flash a smile.
“Y-yes. I agree.” I whisper the words, but it was loud enough for Lazaro to nod and walk towards the desk, grabbing a pen from his front pocket to sign some papers that my dad's spilling across the desk.
I just stood there, silent and hurt, watching as I'm being signed away like some kind of transaction. Like some commodity or property.
Dad already made it clear that women in the family had no say when businesses like these were involved, but I never knew to what extent. I never knew how much being a woman in the mafia could hurt until now.
I thought those days were bad, but this is the worst.
I can't do anything to stop this. I can't say anything or beg. Begging makes it worse. I'll only end up with bruises and being starved for some nights as punishments.
Now that a De Luca's involved who knows the kind of punishment dad had in mind for me if I'd disobeyed him…
I want to cry. I want to cry so bad and plead, but tears like he said, are weaknesses in the mafia. One he can't afford to have spilled in the battlefield.
Well, if I can't refuse this deal. I might as well have my own conditions.
“I have something to add to the clause.”
Dad's head was the first to turn, his eyes shining with warning, but I ignore him and focus my cold gaze on Lazaro instead, watching as he nodded for me to go on.
I was going to talk without his permission anyways.
“I will not be sleeping with you on the same bed.” I add, my arms crossed and my head lifted high as I let the words ring at the back of his head. My head face palms in frustration behind him and ironed his mouth to say something but Lazaro raises his hand in dismissal and moves to me with a smirk, his eyes scanning me from the head to the toe, suddenly making me very self conscious despite that I'm covered in the gown I'm wearing.
“We have to get one thing straight, though.” He slides a contract toward me, my eyes glaring holes through the part where I have to sign. “You’ll marry me. You’ll bear my name, my title. As for the bed…you're going to change your mind pretty soon, just like you did about this deal, princess.”
That damn smile on his face.
Gosh, I want to rip it up so bad, throw the papers in his face and have him thrown in our dungeons, but I know what would happen if I pulled any of them.
They’d have my bones broken before I even had a chance to fight back. Dad wouldn't hesitate, I was sure of that.
With a flick of my pen, I add my clause and sign my part of the contract , my eyes never leaving his as I do so. His gaze darkens with amusement, but he doesn’t say another word as he savors the bubbling expression on my face.
My stomach twists with regret as I'd expected him to change his mind, expected my dad to have second thoughts about the whole thing, but none of that happens.
I watch as dad use his signature ring to stamp on the contract as an official document and give Lazaro a firm handshake in front of me.
A single tear rolls down my chin as I smile through the aches.
I can't believe I just signed my life away to these devils.
Seraphina’s POVI remained very still on the bed, as the doctor ran a medicated swab across my swollen cheeks, massaging gently.“Do you think it’s going to scar?” I asked moments later, and she flashed me a patient smile.“Not really, Mrs. De Luca,” she reassured in a gentle voice. “It’ll just bruise for a couple of days, and it’ll clear out. But,” she waved her hand, “nothing serious. Trust me.”I nodded, exhaling in relief.Somehow, I was thankful that the bastard that did this to my face was dead… Lazaro killed him… for my sake…And I was scared too.I couldn’t deny that.Scared for myself, for Lazaro, and the world of people that would dare lay their fingers on me.I’d stayed awake, late into the night, wondering about a lot of things..The dead body of that man….. how did they take care of it?I wasn’t usually curious about things like that, but I wanted to know this time.The journal too. I’d wondered a lot about that also.I couldn’t bring myself to continue reading the other
Seraphina’s POVI’d drifted off to sleep again sometime around midnight, my mind heavy with horror and anxiety and worry.Horror at the fact that Lazaro had actually killed a man.I’d eventually confirmed it from one of the housekeepers.Anxious about if this was going to be a repeated occurrence.Worry that I might have unleashed the devil in Lazaro De Luca.Sighing, and wincing from the pain that shot through my head, and spread down to my face, I grabbed the sheets in fistfuls, in a bid to pull them off and get out of the bed.And that was when I felt a stir on the bed, next to my thighs.I shrank back in shock, my eyes falling to the mop of dark hair that was positioned atop two crossed, ripped arms.I squinted my eyes, taking in the familiar lashes and brows that peeked out from underneath the ripped arms.Lazaro? What was he doing here?“Don’t you think you’ll hurt your neck more if you continue to stare at me like that?”I jolted, whipping my gaze away from his face as his eye
Seraphina’s POVI walked out of the supermarket, a smile tugging on my lips.I hadn’t stopped thinking about the previous night with Lazaro, and all the mind-blowing things he’d done to me. And shown to me..I shivered in pleasure each time the explicit memories of us tangled on those silk sheets flashed before my mind’s eyes, the sensation spiraling all the way to my toes.Pressing my lips together, I pulled the passenger door open, and dumped the bag of groceries on the seat.Impulsively, I’d decided I was going to cook a meal for Lazaro tonight.Maybe that was just my subconscious trying to thank him for the very many wonderful pleasures, and a great first time. So I drove to the supermarket myself and picked out the groceries I needed.The smile widening, I crossed over to the driver’s side and pulled the car door open, and just as I slammed the door shut and slipped the key into the ignition, I felt something thin and cold against my neck.Confusion surfaced at first, then shock
Lazaro’s POV“W-what are you doing?” She stuttered, kicking her legs.“That's enough hunting for tonight, Seraphina,” I replied through clenched teeth. “You’re hurt.”“But I’m not done,” she argued, whining. “We only just got started.”“I don’t care.”I carried her all the way to my tent, ignoring the prying eyes of the families on my back.Inside, I set her down on the silk sheets that smelt heavily of lavender, and I moved to the small first-aid box I’d come along with, as an after-thought, now silently grateful I’d picked it up.None of us said a word for a few moments, and as I picked out a bandage and walked over to where I’d set her down, taking her ankle in my hands, the silence remained.Finally, she cleared her throat as I started to wrap the bandage around the swelling.“Now you’ve taken me away from the hunting ground, what do we do?” She demanded, a slight annoyance in her tone. “I was just starting to enjoy the thrill of quietly waiting for the—““You got injured, Seraphi
Lazaro’s POVThe hunting games were scheduled to start sometime around midnight.A sharp whistling rang out in the air, the first summoning, and I rolled over on the sheets in my tent, biting back a groan.This was a yearly De Luca family tradition I never looked up to. It was pointless to me.Who the fuck walks around in the middle of the night hunting cougars?Building tents out in the open cold this time every year? Just to do this?And now my wife has to do the same fucking thing every year, with the family..against her will..I don’t like it one bit..My wife…this I loved. I loved everything about it..the sound of it.. the thrill it sent up my chest each time I thought about it..But this stupid tradition…nope.It was to symbolize the indomitable courage that ran through the veins of De Lucas, but I honestly didn’t see the need for that.We were a courageous bunch already, the De Lucas.We necessarily didn’t need to walk about in a forest in the middle of the night, hunting—was
Lazaro’s POVMy mind has been on that sensational kiss all day.The one we’d had back at the chapel. Seraphina and I.I haven’t been able to do shit all day, flashes of her face occupying my mind every now and then, memories of her boobs squishing against my chest as we kissed fervently, rolling atop the chapel floors, clouding my senses.Distracting me heavily. And now, even as I was headed to the De Luca hunting grounds, I still couldn’t stop thinking about her.Goddamnit. What have I got myself into?An addiction wasn’t something I needed now. An obsession wasn’t something I could afford, either.But the two seemed to be happening, and I couldn’t seem to fucking stop it.The car rolled into the driveway, and as the engine died down, I heaved a deep sigh and got out of the car, Jaxon equally exiting from the front passenger seat.“Is she here already?” I demanded, loosening my tie and adjusting it a bit.Jaxon nodded, his jaw clenched tight as usual. “She arrived about thirty minut