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Ella's POV

I arose early in the morning. I don't know why I was not able to get sleep whole night. I was just driving back to memories and deep down I had guilt to stand in front of Aviv because of my past.

I know he is my friend but still, I was feeling very awkward and apprehensive to be in his home. I left early morning from his home just informing Marry because Aviv was still not awake. I thought it was better not to disturb him.

When I reached my apartment I was already getting late for my work. So I went straight to work after having a quick breakfast. The whole day my mind was inhabited with Aviv thoughts. I was just so doubtful about the thing Aviv might think about me when he got to know about the past.

The past where I had a relationship between two who were sworn antagonist of each other. The past where I was used as a revenge material. The past due to which I lost all my faith in a relationship.

I got so many bitter and nasty words from Mrs Smith for just messing around. I