เข้าสู่ระบบLouis’s POV
Midnight found us in the war room—my study, now transformed. Sierra sat curled in one of the leather armchairs, wrapped in a cashmere throw, her face pale but alert. Marcus stood by the screens, pulling up files on Alistair Finch. Adrienne Cole had arrived within twenty minutes of my call, her sharp bob perfect, not a trace of sleep about her. My mother, having anticipated the call, entered last, a silent queen taking her seat at the round table. “Finch is a bloodhound with a byline,” Adrienne began, without preamble. Her tablet glowed in the dark room. “He smells blood in the water. The ‘tragedies’ around us have his attention. He’s not interested in the charity fluff piece. That was his opener. His real target is the Monaco incident. He’s been quietly requesting old passenger manifests for charter yachts from that season.” “How do we know this?” Sierra asked, her voice quiet in the hum of electronics. “Because I pay two of his researchers,” Adrienne said flatly. “His digging is professional, methodical. He won’t be swayed by a simple ‘no comment.’ He’ll take that as a challenge.” “So we give him a different challenge,” I said, leaning forward. “Sierra’s idea. Misdirection. We feed him a story so juicy, so perfectly tailored to his cynicism, that he can’t resist chasing it. What do we have?” Marcus pulled up a file. “From that period, we have several viable alternatives. There was a high-stakes poker game on the *Aphrodite* where you allegedly lost a vintage Ferrari to a Russian oligarch. There was a very public spat with an Italian prince over a vintage speedboat. And there was… the Contessa.” “The Contessa,” Adrienne repeated, a gleam in her eye. “Elena Conti. Married to the aging Count Conti. Rumored to have had affairs with several younger men that summer. It was gossip fodder for a week, then faded. No one ever confirmed it. She’s now a widow, reclusive, living in Portofino. She detests the press.” “Perfect,” I said. “A faded, beautiful socialite with a reason to stay silent. A scandal of passion, not injury. It fits the narrative of a reckless heir. How do we make Finch bite?” “We don’t feed it to him directly,” Sierra said. All eyes turned to her. She sat up straighter, the throw falling from her shoulders. “If it comes from us, or anyone close to us, he’ll be suspicious. It has to come from the periphery. From someone who would have been there, with no apparent loyalty to you.” “A hired server. A deckhand,” Marcus mused. “Too low-level. Their word wouldn’t carry weight,” Adrienne countered. “It needs to be a peer. Someone from that world who has since fallen from grace, with an ax to grind against… not Louis, but against that entire scene. Someone Finch would believe is disillusioned.” I knew immediately. “Christophe Renault.” The name tasted sour. “He was on that yacht. He lost his family’s shipping fortune to cocaine and bad debts two years later. He lives in a rented flat in Marseille, blaming everyone but himself. He’d love to spin tales about the ‘decadent old days.’ And he hates me because I refused to bail him out.” A slow smile spread across Adrienne’s face. “Christophe is perfect. Desperate for money and relevance. We approach him through a cutout. Offer him fifty thousand euros for his ‘memoirs’ of that summer, with the Contessa story as the centerpiece. We provide… suggestive details. Enough for him to believe he’s remembering them himself. He’ll leak it to the highest bidder. Finch will be the highest bidder.” The plan was set with brutal efficiency. Adrienne would craft the “memories.” Marcus would handle the cutout and the payment to Christophe, making it appear as a advance from a shady European publisher. The timeline was aggressive. The leak had to happen before the gala, to give Finch a new obsession. As the others left to begin their work, Sierra remained in the chair. The first hint of dawn was bleeding into the sky behind her. “You’re creating a lie that will ruin a woman’s reputation,” she said softly. “A woman who has nothing to do with this.” “Elena Conti is a seventy-year-old widow who hasn’t left her villa in five years. The gossip will be a nine-day wonder. It will not ruin her. It will save us.” My voice was harder than I intended. “And Christophe? You’re using his ruin to fuel our lie.” “Christophe ruined himself. This is just giving his ruin a purpose.” I walked to the window, unable to bear the clear, judging light in her eyes. “This is the cost, Sierra. This is the arithmetic. One woman’s faded reputation versus our family’s future. Christophe’s dignity versus Katie’s safety. There is no clean choice. There is only the choice that keeps you breathing.” I heard the soft sound of her standing. She came to stand beside me, not touching, both of us looking out at the waking world. “I know,” she whispered. “That’s what terrifies me. That I understand the math.” I turned and pulled her to me, burying my face in her hair. “I’m sorry,” I breathed. “I’m so sorry this is the world I brought you into.” Her arms came around me, holding tight. “You didn’t bring me. I chose to stay. We do this. Together. But Louis… when does it end? How many lies? How many ruined people?” I had no answer. Only the truth that was worse than any lie. “It never ends. We just get better at building the walls higher.” The next thirty-six hours were a masterclass in covert manipulation. Adrienne’s narrative was a work of art—salacious, detailed, full of the kind of period-specific color only an insider would know. The cutout made contact with Christophe. The desperate, bitter man took the bait with pathetic eagerness. On the eve of the gala, the story broke. Not in Finch’s paper, but in a tawdry European gossip sheet known for paying for dirt. The headline screamed: **THE CONTESSA AND THE BILLIONAIRE HEIR: A FORBIDDEN YACHT TRYST THAT SHOOK THE RIVIERA!** It was perfect. Just credible enough, just sordid enough. My phone rang thirty minutes later. Alistair Finch. “Mr. Trevane. I assume you’ve seen the morning’s sensationalism.” “I don’t read tabloids, Mr. Finch.” “Of course. I’m calling to offer you a right of reply for my piece. The Contessa story seems to be gaining traction. I’m more interested in your perspective on that era. A time of… reckless indulgence, it seems.” He was testing. Seeing if I’d take the bait to deny it, which would only fuel his suspicion about what I was *really* trying to hide. “That was a lifetime ago, Mr. Finch,” I said, my tone deliberately bored. “I was young and foolish. I’m focused on my family and my work now. I have no comment on the fabricated exploits of my youth. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have a charity gala to prepare for with my wife.” I hung up. The trap was set. He would now chase the Contessa story, digging into Christophe, trying to find Elena Conti. He would waste weeks. By the time he realized it was a dead end, we would be more entrenched, more untouchable. The evening of the gala arrived. Sierra was a vision in a gown of liquid silver, her hair a dark cascade. She wore the Trevane diamonds with an ease that was now innate. As we stood at the top of the stairs, ready to descend into the glittering ballroom, she turned to me. “Is he here?” she asked quietly. “Finch? No. He wasn’t on the list. But he’ll be watching the coverage.” She nodded, a small, tight movement. Then she slipped her hand into the crook of my arm, her smile dawning—warm, radiant, utterly false. It was the most beautiful and heartbreaking thing I’d ever seen. “Then let’s give them a show,” she said. We descended. The cameras flashed. The world saw power, love, and philanthropy. But as I smiled and shook hands, my mind was elsewhere. It was on a crumbling apartment in Marseille, on a lonely villa in Portofino, on a girl named Mariella who might never remember her own name. The walls were higher. The fortress was secure. And I was the monster king, with my beautiful, complicit queen at my side, ruling over a kingdom built on gravesSierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







