LOGINJas… I have to tell you everything,” I said. My voice shook slightly, betraying the excitement,
the fear, and the absolute chaos I felt. Her voice was bright and cheerful at first, as always. “Sierra! What’s up? You sound…” She trailed off, probably realizing the storm in my tone. I inhaled sharply. “Jas, it’s… it’s him. The mansion, the car, the kitchen, the….” I paused, trying to keep my breath from racing, “.....he’s… he’s there. And I’m… I’m working for him.” There was a long silence on the line. Then, finally, she spoke back. “ Who the fuck are you talking about? Calm the fuck down!” “Katie’s Father!” I screamed unconsciously. “Wait…..wait…..Katie’s Dad? Are you sure?” I groaned softly, covering my face with my free hand. “Yes! I don’t know if he remembers me, Jas. I’ve barely spent six hours in this house. And I…..” My words faltered. “I don’t know where I stand. I’m… terrified and… and… I don’t even know how to deal with this.” Her laughter came, nervous but incredulous. “Girl… oh man… I don’t even know what to say. That is insane! I mean… wow. Just wow.I closed my eyes, letting the sound of her voice calm me a little. “Jas… I need a favor. I can’t have Katie around while I figure this out. Can you… just take care of her for a while? I’ll figure out a plan… I just… I need some breathing room.” There was a short pause, and then her voice softened. “Of course, Sierra. Always. You just tell me when, and I’ve got you. Don’t worry about a thing.” I smiled faintly, feeling my chest tighten with gratitude. “Thanks, Jas. Seriously. I don’t know what I’d do without you.” We ended the call, and I set my phone down, staring at the ceiling. My mind was spinning, but I could feel a strange, dangerous excitement simmering beneath the fear. I was trapped in this mansion with him. Him. The man who had haunted my memories for years, whose presence still made my stomach twist. Before I could settle, there was a knock at my door. My body sprang up like a coiled spring. I rushed to the door, barely pausing to think. I opened it almost immediately. And there he was. Louis. Standing there, holding a folded pair of black lingerie in his hands. My brain froze. I wanted to ask a hundred questions, each more ridiculous than the last. Why does he have that? Is this some kind of mistake? Is he… And then my breath caught as realization hit me. Of course. It's fucking HIMI forced myself to step back slightly, but he didn’t move. Instead, his gaze softened as if he could read my thoughts. “It’s brand new,” he said quietly, as if reading the very question I wasn't able to ask. My stomach twisted. My fingers twitched at my sides. I forced myself to step forward again, trying to act normal. He set the folded lingerie on the edge of a chair, and I instinctively looked away, heart still hammering. “I… uh…” I began, but my words faltered. He gave me a small, knowing smile, calm and unreadable. “Don’t worry. I thought you might need it.” I froze. Need it? My cheeks burned, and I couldn’t form a coherent thought. My pulse hammered in my ears. I wanted to scream, to laugh, to run, all at the same time. He tilted his head slightly, reading me perfectly, and then moved on, guiding me gently toward settling in the room. His presence was overwhelming. I sank onto the edge of the bed, my hands twisting the sheets, my mind spinning. My new job, the mansion, him, the memories, the intensity of the night…..it was all too much. I felt trapped, dizzy, and at the same time… strangely exhilaratedI had no idea what I was doing. I had no plan, no strategy. And yet, I couldn’t deny that part of me was already captivated, drawn in by him, by the power he held over everything in this house, and over me. I leaned back against the pillows, closing my eyes. My chest tightened. My mind whirled. I don't think I can do this, my brain began to spiral. But one thing was very clear, I was trapped with him. And the worst part? I had no idea if I wanted to leaveSierra's POVThe first trimester hit me like a truck. A big, smelly, nausea-filled truck.I forgot how awful this part was. With Katie, I was young. Twenty-seven. I bounced back from everything. This time? Forty-two felt very, very old.The smell thing got worse. Coffee was enemy number one. But then it was also eggs. Then chicken cooking. Then Louis's cologne. Then the cleaning stuff the housekeeper used. Then the garbage can in the kitchen. Then flowers. Flowers!"I can't smell anything," I moaned, lying on the bathroom floor at 3 a.m. "Everything smells like everything."Louis sat beside me, looking helpless. Men always look helpless when their wives are puking. It's kind of funny, if you're not the one puking."Do you want water?" he asked."No.""Tea?""NO.""A cracker?""Louis, if you say one more word, I will divorce you."He shut up. Smart man.---The tiredness was worse than the puking.With Katie, I worked through my pregnancy. I was busy. I had energy.Now? I couldn't kee
Sierra's POVI was forty-two years old when my body decided to play the biggest joke of my life.Katie was fifteen. Fifteen! She was already talking about college and boys and how embarrassing we were. Louis and I were finally at the easy part. The "we survived parenting a teenager" part. The "we can sleep in on weekends" part.Or so I thought.It started with the smell. Coffee. I'd loved coffee my whole life. But one morning, Louis made his usual pot and the smell hit me like a wall.I ran to the bathroom. Threw up. Came back pale and shaky."You okay?" Louis asked, concerned."Fine. Just... coffee smelled weird."He looked at me funny but didn't push.The next morning, same thing. And the next. And the next."You're not fine," Louis said on day four. "I'm calling the doctor.""It's probably a virus.""For four days?""Viruses can be long."He gave me The Look. The one that said he wasn't buying it.---Dr. Patel was young and nice and very professional. She ran tests. She asked ques
Sierra's POVMeeting the Crofts was one thing. Building a relationship with them was another.After that first coffee, we didn't see them for a few weeks. Life got busy. Katie had school projects. Louis had work. I had foundation meetings. The usual chaos.But they sent cards. Little notes. Margaret had beautiful handwriting, old-fashioned and careful. Edward's was shakier, but you could tell he tried.*Dear Louis, Sierra, and Katie,**I saw the most beautiful flowers today at the garden store. Purple ones, like Katie's sweater. Made me think of her. Hope you're all well.**Love,**Grandma Margaret**P.S. Edward is learning to use email. It's not going well. Send help.*Katie loved the cards. She taped them to her wall. She started writing back, little notes in her messy kid handwriting.*Dear Grandma Margaret,**Thank you for the card. My sweater is still sparkly. Mom washed it and it didn't die. School is boring but art class is fun. I drew a horse. It looked like a dog but that's o
Sierra's POVThe months after Margaret died were strange. Not sad exactly. More like... quiet. Like a door that had opened and closed again, leaving us different on the other side.Louis read all the letters. Every single one. He took his time, like he was saving them. Some made him laugh. Some made him cry. Some he read to me at night, his voice soft in the dark.*Dear Louis,**Today I saw a little boy at the park who looked just like you. He was maybe three, with dark hair and serious eyes. He was building a sandcastle all by himself, so focused. I sat on a bench and watched him for an hour. I pretended he was you. I pretended I was just a normal mom, watching her son play. It was the best hour I've had in years.**Love always,**Mom*"She watched other kids," Louis said after reading that one. "For years. Just to feel close to me.""She loved you so much.""I know. I just wish..."He didn't finish. He didn't have to. We both wished for more time.Katie handled it better than I exp
Sierra's POVThe second photo changed everything.We couldn't just wait anymore. We had to do something. Louis spent hours on the phone with lawyers and private investigators. I spent hours staring at the photos, trying to see something we missed.The woman in the pictures. Louis's birth mother. She had my eyes. My dark hair. My smile. It was like looking at a ghost version of myself from thirty years ago."Is it weird?" I asked Louis one night. We were in bed, both too wired to sleep. "That she looks like me?"He was quiet for a minute. Then he said, "Maybe it's not weird. Maybe it's... I don't know. Fate? Something?""Do you believe in fate?""I believe in us." He turned on his side to look at me. "I believe that somehow, through all the mess, we found each other. And we stayed. That's enough for me."I wanted to believe that too. But the photos made everything feel complicated.The next morning, Louis's investigator called with news. They'd traced the postmark on both letters to a
Sierra's POVSix months after the beach house. Six months of normal, happy, boring life.I say boring like it's a bad thing. It's not. Boring is good. Boring means no ghosts. No trials. No fear. Boring means waking up and knowing the day will be full of small things. Grocery lists. School runs. Dinner with the people you love.I've learned to love boring.Katie was in eighth grade now. Almost done with middle school. She had a little group of friends who came over on weekends and ate all our snacks and giggled about boys until midnight. Louis pretended to be annoyed, but I caught him leaving extra snacks outside her door."She needs to eat," he said when I raised an eyebrow."She needs to sleep.""She can sleep when she's dead.""Louis!""Too dark?""Way too dark."He grinned and kissed my forehead. "I'll work on my dad jokes."The foundation was going well. Really well. We'd helped over two hundred kids in the last year. Kids with absent parents. Kids who needed someone to believe in







