Lahat ng Kabanata ng Bittersweet Chocolate : Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

After my little chat with Cam I walked back to classI can't believe he told someone, I bet he told Dashawn. I just hope Dashawn keeps his big ass mouthBefore entering the class a took a deep breath, then walked inA couple people turned to loo at me, making me wonder if they knew already I really hope Cam keeps his word and doesn't tell anyone especially not Alaina, I don't want her to know just yet"Took you long enough I thought you fell in the toilet" Alaina said laughing"Oh shut up I was not gone that long" I said as I took my seat next to her"So I was talking to Diamond about what happened that night"

Alaina stood there quietly. I didn't mean to just blurt it out like that but it needed to be said."so" Roxy said breaking the silence "um how you feel lainy" she walked over to her and put her hand on her shoulderAlaina pushed her away "I'm your best friend Roxy, you should know that I would never judge or make fun of you""Alaina I know it's just-""You know everything about me Rox, every single thing, I don't keep anything from you" Alaina said she looked heartbroken, it made me feel terrible"Alaina it's not her fault I begged her not to tell anyone" I said hoping to diffuse the situation"Whatever I need to take a walk or some

I can't believe Cam would tell Dashawn, but not me I thought to myself as I walked the halls not sure on where to go. I know I shouldn't be mad at Cam because I know he wasn't trying to intentionally hurt me, but it just feels like everyone is keeping secrets; everyone in our group knew but me and that shit hurtsI walked to my English class and leaned against the wall waiting for the bell to finally ring. I'm soo ready to leave this raggedy ass school, but how the heck am I going to get to Candies ugh I need a car BRRRRIIIIIINNNNNNGGGGGGGGThe bell rang snapping me from my thoughts. I walked closer to the door as the class started to leave out

"Okay first thing you do when you come in is clock in, I know it seems obvious but you have no idea how many people forget to clock in and get mad when they don't get paid for their hours" Tamara said while typing something in to the clock in padI was at Candies and after changing into my uniform Malik picked Tamara to train me because he had to step out for a bit.I nodded my head "okay""So all you have to do is put your thumb here then press clock in easy peasy"I did as she said "and when I go on break I would just put my thumb here then click go on break" I asked"Yes you got it, but make sure when you get off break you remember to clock back in so it doesn't dock your pay""And I definitely don't want that I'm trying to save up for a car""I feel you girl, I've been saving up to pay for my college books. Okay Imma run to the back real quick and grab you an apron""Alrighty you want me to go up front or stay back here" I

"What do you have to say for yourself lil girl" my grandma saidI sighed. She already fussed at me the whole car ride homeBefore I could even speak she continued "each day when you at school I take care of YOUR son. I buy him diapers, food and clothes ON TOP OF THAT IM TAKING CARE OF YO BEHIND AND YOU AT THE DAMN SCHOOL ACTING A FOOL" she yelled"I'm sorry grandma" I said for what felt like the hundredth time "it won't happen again, it was just a stupid dare" I lied while looking back down at my math homework "I don't care what it was Diamond you shouldn't have been kissing any damn body, lil fast ass need to get your education and take care of your child. Matter of fact get up and get dressed" she saidI closed my math book and sat up on my bed "why""Cause you getting a job to help out around here, not just finna be sitting on yo ass while work and take care of you and your child. You got five minutes to get up and get dressed imma