Devin Or Xavier のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 81 - チャプター 90

When we got home I tossed my bag away and sat on the couch. I felt a sudden type of way like I was relieved.I smiled knowing I passed my first test and would probably get more deals that would give me more money. I checked my phone for any text from the dealer but there was none.I sent him a text saying I wanted to meet with him but there was no reply yet. I shoved the phone back into my pocket and stood up. Emily was making lunch and I didn't want to join her. If I did, she'd be forced to ask me a bunch of questions that I wasn't ready to answer yet.I walked to the room and removed my clothes. I took the remaining drugs in my jacket and hid them in my bag. It was safer that way, no one would take my bag for any reason but Emily could take my jacket and say she was cold or Dad could give it to her saying it fits her better.I walked to that bathroom and looked at my reflection in the mirror. I bent my head in the basin and washed my face for some minutes. When I raised my hea

I spent my evening cleaning the house and helping Emily to tidy the house. I wanted to tell her I'd be out tonight but I didn't. Emily looked beautiful in her plain T-shirt and shorts. She had her hair packed in a ponytail and used her hands to wipe sweat off her forehead. When she was done with her chores, she went to the bathroom to take a bath. I remained in the sitting room, scrolling through my phone. When I received a notification, I checked to see if it was Sky but it wasn't him. I scoffed and went to bed. Emily was on my table doing her assignments. I should probably get serious with my education and do same but I had to catch some sleep. I watched her quietly do her school work and smiled. I already had a bad grade and I was hoping I settle this shit earlier and focus on school. I made her believe I was fast asleep by the time she was done. She locked the door and turned off the lights. She went to lay on her bed and used her duvet to cover herself. In a short while, she

I spent my day thinking of how good it felt to get what you want. I went into oblivion often and sometimes the teacher had to yell my name to bring me back. It truly felt like a distraction but I loved this distraction, same way I loved how Xavier stares at me and how Devin kissed me. I shook the thoughts off my head and grabbed my backpack, I needed to wait for James, he should be here soon. I turned my head to the door and Eva stood there. She didn't say a word to me and I smirked at how great it felt to put her in her place too. James promised to pick me up after school so I hung around waiting for him. I stood by the pole in the hallway, pressing my phone. I was getting tired of standing in one spot so I shoved my phone into my pocket and went looking for Xavier. He was still mad but couldn't he at least stay where I could easily find him? He arrived at school before I did and I had no idea where he was. I understand he was angry at how I accepted the

Xavier slept off shortly after eating and taking some pills to relief his pain. I found some tablets in Dad's room and gave them to him. I kissed him one last time before returning to my bed. He smiled at me and said something inaudible.I had no idea what it was but it felt like he was reminding me he loved me. Xavier looked adorable when he was sleepy, his voice became sexier and deep and his eyes closed like he was a child. I remained on my bed and watched over Xavier. He slept peacefully, unaware that I was staring at him. His chest still had bruises and his stomach wasn't left out. I randomly thought about how possible it was to fight and have no scratch on his face but on his chest and stomach. Was he protecting his face or something?It was insane, thinking of Xavier and the shit he wasn't going to tell me. I sighed and laid down on my bed. I fell asleep shortly after and tucked myself beneath the duvet. I folded my legs and curled to the side of the bed.The scre

It's been three hours since Xavier walked out of the house and he was yet to return. I didn't regret slapping him but I felt I over reacted to an extent. I stood outside waiting for him to get back. I kept calling my parents but they weren't taking their calls. 'Damn it," I huffed one last time after the call went to voicemail. I was getting scared and had no idea what to do about it. My phone buzzed and I shoved it out of my pocket.Mom: we're staying back, we'll be back tomorrow morning. Stay safe, I love you.I read the texts and sadness flushed over me. It felt strange that they've been keeping late nights lately. Me: Mom please, you are getting me scared with all the late nights you've been keeping. Its strange and making me overthink. Are you scared James will take me? Mom I already told you I won't leave you. Mom I love you and Dad and I don't take your love for granted. I hit the press button and heave a sigh. I waited for a reply for five minutes and