Ella's POVIt looks like my life is about to take a dramatic turn. I never thought that a day would come when I would actually want my husband to kiss me. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that I am completely in love with the guys but I have to admit that the last few days have been wonderful. I loved being around him and he has been making this honeymoon a little more bearable. I didn't know if it is the fact that Jack has been away for the last couple of days but he has been a little distracted. He has been like that since we came back from the waterfall. That is not the only thing on my mind. I have been sleeping here since the day we got here and last night I think that he wanted more than just a little look at me when he said good night. Last night we both cooked. Well I tried to. I hate to admit it but husband is a better cook between the two of use. At least I gave him a fair warning first. I told him that cooking is not in me. I will say that I was very surprised that he

Ella's POVI have never had nightmares in my life and the fact that I now suddenly have them doesn't sit well with me. Why would I be dreaming of something like that? I litterally paralyzed but that is not the part that scared me, it was the fact that despite not being able to see who pulled the trigger, I was somehow not afraid of this man, like he was not going to harm me. Alex heard me and he came to my rescue. A part of me was tempted to ask him to stay but I didn't want him to get worried. I told him that I was fine and went back to sleep. The nightmare didn't come back but I was tired. I had spent the better half of my night lying awake in bed too afraid to face the monsters in my dreams. Even though that happened, it didn't take away the fact that we kissed. Alex kissed me and it felt good. When he left me there I didn't think that there was any hope of that ever happening again but after seeing how worried he was about me last night, I am starting to think that maybe a part o

Ella's POV" Alex... what's all this?" I asked him. I could see that there was a romantic set up but I was not expecting this at all. I mean Isabella just told me that her cousin is not capable of truly loving or caring about someone else. Which is why this arranged marriage would be perfect for him because he doesn't have to love me for this marriage to work, this is nothing but a business arrangement so I was really taken to see all this set up. He came out of the shower with a towel hanging low on his waist. His hair was still wet. " Good evening dear wife..." He said with a smile. " Yes... it looks like that. Are you expecting anyone? " I said. The reality of the matter is that we both know that this is not a real marriage. I also know that he has been without sex for over a week now, I am sure that feels like decades for someone like him, I won't be surprised to learn that he has probably invited one of his girls for a romantic evening, it would explain why he booked us into a

Ella's POVI have secrets and up until now, I never thought that they could become a problem, by the look of things it looks like I am not the only one with secrets. I don't know how oblivious Alex think I am but I can see that something is wrong. The dinner was lovely and I had a good time it's just that I got lost in the moment for a bit. We were sitting there like a real couple and then it hit me that this was never going to work. Why does he have to make things complicated like this?I had to remember what happened and what impact it had on my life afterwards. Alex thinks that we had a one night stand and that it ended there but today is a constant reminder that we shared more than a bed. Alex woke me up in the middle of the night and told me that there was a gas leak in the hotel. Now I know it for a fact that he was making that up. First of all a gas leak is a serious problem, the hotel would have evacuated everyone until the matter was sorted. Let's say that there was a gas le

Ella's POVWaking up this morning, I found myself confronted with a lot of emotions, even still, it doesn't cloud me from the real issue here. I don't know what my husband is up to but I am determined to find out. The strange thing about this whole situation is that my best friend thinks that I am over thinking things. She is the one who always said that my gut feeling is always right and right now my gut feeling is telling me that there is something wrong. I don't know but maybe my nightmares are trying to show me something. Before my marriage to Alex, I have never in my life had a nightmare and now that I am with him I have been having nightmares every night. At first I thought that it was just my mind playing games on me but the more I think of it the more I realised that Alex Black has a lot of secrets. I remember reading an article a few years ago that his company was company was being investigated for crimes like corporate espionage and money laundering. After they failed to pr