Alle Kapitel von Madrid: Kapitel 41 – Kapitel 50

AlanaThe first time it was wild and intense and wonderful. The second half was sweet, delicate, our bodies were given over to a burning passion that consumed us, a longing that we both felt for moments like this. And when we finally ended our torrid moments of love, he gave himself over to sleep, while I continued to watch him. Raúl is everything I ever dreamed of in a boyfriend, in fact, he's everything I imagined I would live next to Dani... It's strange to think like that, at least now, it's frighteningly strange for me. It's embarrassing to think that one day I was in love with my half-brother... I wasted a lot of time attached to a feeling that proved to be childish and shallow at the same time, because when it was put to the test it became irrelevant, unimportant. Today I look at Dani and I can't see him like I used to, with all that ardor. But, at the same time, I think that all that changed because Raúl burst the bubble I lived in, and I ended up falling into his seduction ga

RaúlThe words echo in my mind. “CALL’ “TEAM” “WORLD TEAM TOURNAMENT”. A movie goes through my head. There are many scenes, in most of them a poor boy struggles every day to be accepted in any sieve of Spanish clubs, and when he was about to give up an opportunity appeared. Hard times. A lot of work, a lot of difficulty. But, I learned that we can't give up on dreams, and to conquer them we have to set pressure, run after, overcome obstacles... It's a long way to make a dream come true, and today I did it. I was summoned. I fulfilled my dream! Different thoughts and sensations invade me, I can barely hold my phone, I just drop it on the bed, my mother and my brothers hug me, I can't hold back the tears.— I'm so proud of you, Raúl! — Says my mother.— You're going to the World Cup, I can't believe it! It's too much! — Javier says excitedly.Everyone hugs me. Eva seems the most emotional, doesn't speak, just cries. I hug her tighter and sit on the bed, everyone sits and I gently pull

Raúl — The one who said: Defender, sensation of Real Desportivo de Madrid, celebrates his call up very well!But what is she talking about? Did someone publish an article about yesterday? But how did this happen?— Cariño... I think I know what you're talking about, but it was all a misunderstanding, and...— You mean it was a misunderstanding? You told your little friend about the reason for our disagreement... Was that a misunderstanding?— Like this?— I got a message from an unknown number saying I was very smart... I wanted the forward and the defender at the same time! It's obvious that this malicious message was from his beloved Amália, but it was a misunderstanding, wasn't it?What the hell! Why did I open my mouth? Letting alcohol and anger work for me, those are the worst combinations, you end up doing a lot of shit, and regretting it later... And now, I'm here in front of the woman I love, feeling like the dumbest guy in the world for drinking and talking too much for some

RaúlI will the position holder?This is some joke, it can't be, it's surreal.I always dreamed of being in the national team, especially in the most important competition in world football, but I never imagined that I would be a starter like that. It's confusing, I feel a mixture of sadness and joy. It must not be easy for Álvarez , an experienced defender, one of the best today, to be cut by such a stupid injury. However, I'm happy for the trust that Dell Castillo is placing in me, it's proof that I've been doing a good job, and that's wonderful!— Sir, I would like to thank you for the trust. And Alvarez already knows? And the team, do they already know?— He already knows, and as for the team, I'll let them know now, in the cafe. You don't need to thank me, you deserve this place, because you've been playing your role in defense very well![...]It's my debut in the competition. I'm nervous, and at the same time confident, if Del Castillo gave me this opportunity, I'm not going to

Alana— Raúl! — I say, look in my direction, approach, and extend my hand in greeting. — Congratulations on everything you've accomplished in this Tournament. You were amazing!He just smiles shyly, approaches me and holds my hand. This simple gesture makes my body alert, my desire is to cling to your body, kiss your mouth desperately. Raúl touches my hand lightly, his gaze is intense, I feel naked in front of him. He closes the distance between us, wraps his arms around my waist and hugs me tightly, I return the gesture. It seems like the world stopped for both of us at that moment, I can't hear anything, let alone see anything, it's a unique moment. Unlike my dream, he's not blaming me, we're incredibly connected, and before we say anything, our moment is interrupted by his family. He looks at me as if he wants to ask for something, I move away a little, giving way to his mother and brothers. He is hugged by everyone, but he keeps looking at me, I smile shyly and he smiles back. In