All Chapters of Because I Want To: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

A loud pounding on the door only stopped him for a brief moment but had me struggling to get out from underneath him."Come back later!" he shouted, then continued kissing me while one hand found my pebbled nipple. I moaned and arched my back towards that wonderfully teasing finger."We need to talk now, Trev," Kevin called through the door."I said, later!"The door opened with an abrupt bang. "We need to talk now. I have an idea where Bethany is, and we need to talk about how to go get her."Trev looked back at him and flipped him a finger."We'll meet you downstairs," Trev said firmly."You have five minutes," Kevin said just as firmly before leaving the room.Trev stared at the empty doorway and shook his head. "That man really is a hard ass."I nodded in agreement then hurried into the bathroom to get cleaned up and dressed.We were both downstairs in four minutes, and we still found Kevin pacing back and forth in the kitchen. Alyssa stood nearby, looking worried and ragged. I k

I handed him the next piece of paper as a slight blush stole across my cheeks. It was a request for medical history from both of us. He just read it quietly, then just nodded and signed it without questions. I gave him a curious look."There's not a problem. I get check-ups regularly thanks to my military service so I can give you my latest clean bill of health," he explained.I nodded. "I've had one just not too long before I met you, but I can get another one shortly."He chuckled. "Sweetheart, I know the extent of your sexual history. Based on the way you felt when I was inside you, I believe you when you say it's been a long while."Another blush set in by his blatant words. However, I enjoyed the trust he had in me, especially with what was next. I hesitated with my next statement because it brought up a lot of things we hadn't talked about yet. I felt my hands begin to shake, but I forced myself to talk anyway."I need to know what's going on between us. I need to make sure befo

I loved calling him Master. I loved the fact that I could submit to him when I had never been able to submit to anyone else. I felt as if I had finally found myself. It was slowly coming to me that I could be submissive and not be a doormat. I had strength in me that I had never known before, and Trev was bringing that out. I sighed gratefully and relaxed into this scene with my Master.Trev stepped forward and cupped my chin to plant a small light kiss on my lips. "Good, girl. Now, go get in position."I hurried over to the cross and held my hands up so he could wrap the soft leather cuffs around my wrist. He wrapped the matching set at the bottom around my ankles efficiently, then double-checked the cuffs to make sure they weren't too tight before stepping away."How's that? Not too tight?" he double-checked with me."No, Master," I replied warmed over his concern.Trev gave me a look that spoke volumes; it said if you're lying to me there will be hell to pay. When he was certain tha

I obeyed immediately as he began untying my wrists. Once free, he swept me into his arms and carried me to the bed. The black sheet was silky smooth, and the few sparse pillows were converged at the top of the bed. Since this four-post bed was only really meant for play, it was not fancy minus the decorative rings that were laid out in various positions. He laid me gently on the bed, then stepped back and hurried out of his clothes. He donned a condom that he had brought down and then grabbed a pillow from above me and placed it under my hips. It was an odd thing that he thought this would make me more comfortable. But I wasn't about to tell him that it was not necessary."Spread your legs wide. I want to be so deep inside you that there will be no doubt in your mind who your Master is," he told me.His words sent a thrill through me. He was my Master, he wanted to be my Master. Everything in me screamed yes. I planted my feet on the bed and opened as wide as I could to please him. Whe

I awoke some time later with my head pounding and a hollowed spot in my chest where my heart should have been. I sat up and wiped the grimy feeling from my eyes before looking around. The room was cloaked in shadows with only a dim light coming from the entryway. Morosely I was glad for that, I didn't want to see anything that reminded me of what had happened, any of it. I was done with bondage, and I was done with men."I might as well be a lesbian," I mused out loud in depression."I'm sure I can find you a nice Mistress," said a voice from the hallway.I looked up to see Alyssa standing in the doorway with two glasses in her hands and wearing a fluffy bathrobe. Her hair was wet as if she had just gotten out of the shower. Her face held a slightly sad look to it, but she was still smiling."I think I'm done with this crap now," I stated.I looked down at myself to make sure I was still covered, not wanting the vulnerability of being naked right now.She handed me a cup with some ambe