"I don't know.I'll take this few days to think on what I'm gonna do next.""Whatever you do make sure those babies don't get hurt.Put their well being first."He nodded."Will it be too much to ask to see them.""I'll see what I can do.I have to warn you though,she doesn't know I'm doing a DNA test nor does she know I suspect something and I wanna keep it that way until I get the results.""I hate it when you talk this way."Cathrina said."Don't make decisions when you angry son it can lead to dire consequences.""I know."He murmured the death of his father slip into his head."She's also Rosa and Bella's nanny.You'll see them soon.For now get some rest before meeting and seeing your grandchildren.""You'll never change Alex.Commanding is in your blood even as a child you wanted everything your way."He smiled at his mother's remark.He kissed the top of her head."I'll see you soon."Gently he covered her with a blanket before getting up and leaving.Gosh her body screamed out in agony,she'

He hates the fact that so many men has seen her body."How many have touched you,had you after or before me."He hadn't meant for his tone to be so harsh but he cannot help it.She stepped out of her dress when it pooled around her ankles,next came her shoes.Except for her thong she stood naked before him.Slowly he took her in appreciation flicker in his eyes."Does it matter."She wanted to know,Rick had raped her taking her virginity at the age of eighteen and he hadn't been gentle the unbearable pain she had experienced,never again has she allowed any man to touch her or come close to her a part from him.Thankfully the club had had strict rules on clients becoming touchy,looking was permitted but no physical contact whatsoever."Enlighten me."He whispered against her hot flesh,Avery's pulse beat wildly at the base of her neck.So instead of answering him she reached for his jeans and boldly pushed her hand down his front cupping his length in her hand and gently stroking it.He groaned

"It's hard but I manage."Avery answered."I love what I do and the twins don't trouble me a lot.It's easier to look after them.""Tell me about yourself.Where you from.Who your parents are and where you grew up.Have you always wanted to be a nanny."Avery answered as best she could and kept the other half of her life to herself. She doesn't think Mrs Cano would be delighted to hear what she did before becoming a nanny."Being a single parent and having to work to provide for you children is never easy.I hope my daughter isn't over working you.""Not at all.She's been very understanding,and welcome me into her home." Catalina doesn't treat her like she's the nanny,more like a sister."Then I welcome you into our home too."Avery stared at her in shock. "Don't look so shocked dear.My daughter trusts you which doesn't happen easily.And I can see you're good person.A loving,caring mother.You dedicated and hardworking.I like that.So if you don't mind may I see my grandchildren whenever I want.

Slowly he eased out of her and carried her to bed,where he kissed each and every inch of her into submission.He took her again,this time gently and slowly,the tenderness of his touch,kisses and the way he pleasured and loved her body brought her close to tears.She rushed to the bathroom the second he rolled off her,and watched as silent tears rolled down her cheeks.Why on earth was she crying and for what.Unexpectedly the door swung open she quickly wiped her face and splashed it with water.He came up from behind her to cup her breasts."Will I ever get enough of you."He said against her flesh kissing the side of her neck."What if I offer you more than what I gave you for us to continue this for a while longer."Avery didn't know if she should feel flattered or appalled at his words.Is that all he sees her as,a body to entertain him whenever he felt like playing.Hurt by his words she stepped away from him and walked over to the shower.He followed her inside and switched off the water.A

She's even afraid to think how many there had been.Good thing she found out the truth before she lost herself unto him,as she was driving home Avery wonder if it wasn't too late already?With this sense of betrayal and deep ache in her heart she thinks it was too late.She's never felt this way or cried over any man in this manner she thought as she splashed her face with water in her bathroom.The second she had returned Avery had asked Claire to pack the groceries away she needed a few minutes to herself.Now here she is sulking, her eyes are swollen and red from crying Claire will definitely ask questions if she can see her this way.Avery remained in her room until she was calm and looking more like herself.She was about to open the door when a knock sounded.It was Claire."There's someone here to see you?"She can only guess who it is."I'm not feeling well Claire.I'd like to be alone."She isn't ready to see him or talk to him.Not yet.Walking over to the window she stared at the ocean,