XAVIER'S P.O.V"You'll be alright" The words left my lips, before letting go of her. I started the car, driving it back to the mansion.My damn office is ruined, but that didn't anger me. Iris somehow seemed to be the only one my entire self was worried about....."Is she alright doctor?" My eyes staring at the doctor longingly, I asked him for the hundredth time. He flashed me a brief smile, but still that didn't ease my cool.Even though Iris told me not to take her to the hospital, still that didn't mean the doctor couldn't come over here.She told me not to involve the doctor, but I disobey, and it makes me so mad at myself. Her words... I want to listen to everything Iris fucking says, I don't want to argue with her anymore.My eyes shifted back on the bed, I look at Iris's body...She's so delicate, I miss seeing her green eyes. My mind surprise me by whispering those words out, before feeling my blood boil yet again.The person responsible for the fire would regret ever being b

IRIS'S P.O.V....The car drove away without stopping, and I go back to the house feeling defeated. He didn't even turn around to look at me one last time before leaving, I whispered, pressing my lips together feeling frustrated, before rethinking it through.Why on earth would he turn and look at me?. I frowned my lips, as much as I understand, I am nothing to him, infact he must be the happiest person right now, leaving me all alone.Fucking business trip or not, I believe this was all just pretence to finally run away from the mess in his life.I am the mess he's trying to get away from, but still it makes my heart act out of line, and I can't deny the fact, no matter how I try, that I am use to him.Damnit!Frustrated, I yelled out to myself, but all I receive was a sharp pain in my stomach as a reply. It feels so strange, and for a moment I actually feel like am going to die. The house workers kept on passing me by, noticing nothing, and it made me for a second ignore the weird

IRIS'S P.O.V...."I still remember how I felt after you kissed me for the first time... Million butterflies, my heart somersaulted, and I felt like I had just been reborn by your lips. But yet again, it only became my worst nightmare and the cause of me losing my mind.Maybe you shouldn't have kissed me because I can't keep living like this, because not a single moment goes by where I am not craving your lips like how human needs air to breathe.You stupid man, why is this not lust, tell me why have I fallen in love with you and accepted it?. You have pissed, yet possessed and made me go mad. Every passing day I drown deeper, waiting and craving your every touch. Your hair bouncing on your head with every step you take, your eyes so magnetic that I find myself not able to look away, your lips...I dare to think about those red lips that licks and devours mine, making my head dumfounded.I am so scared that I am the one here being in love with you, wanting you, and then in the end you

"How does it feels like to be lost?"...IRIS'S P.O.V....Night...10:00pmThunder kept on striking, and the raindrops kept on falling on my head drenching my whole body, but I didn't care about that, infact the rain was the only one that I could share my pain to.The cold countless drops kept on raining on my body, and wiping my useless tears again, as I staggered back to the mansion. I could feel people eyes on me, they were watching me from under the shade they hid because of the rain. They murmured, albeit they might have probably assumed that I was mad...anyone would, but I don't blame them. It was insane to walk in the pouring rainfall barefooted, but why would I care now."Did you actually believe that Xavier, my lover would ever stop being crazy for me?"...The bitch painful word stabbed my heart again, as I remembered the messages I read. "Why am I always the foolish one?, why did I always misinterpret him, Damnit" I yelled, as more hot salty tears streamed down my cheeks."

XAVIER'S P.O.V....I LOVE you, Damnit!. My lips finally confessed what I had been trying to refuse at last.My heart ache harder...If you love someone, you let them go. I fucking said it to her face last night, and I guess it's time to do what I preach, even though it hurts so darn much.I can't bare to see her leave me. I want to forget you, that's why I kept on ignoring you all this while. Damn, am so foolish.I really want to forget you as soon as you're gone, even though forgetting you would never ever be possible, no matter how hard I try.I've never felt this deep shitty things for anyone before, including for Cami...my ex, why is it different now?. I would have immediately gotten over all other girls, but damn you are not like them...Even after you leave me, I swear I would never get back together with that bitch, that dumbbell Camille. I don't still believe that I ever dated her, nor can I believe she dare showed her face to me and try to "patch" things up.I don't even fuc