Semua Bab Seduced by My Childhood Sweetheart’s Brother : Bab 371 - Bab 380

Colin could not refuse when I insisted on an answer. After an awkward while, he finally whispered, "I'm happy because my darling Lulu will return to me. I no longer have to worry about agitating Felix. I can finally hold your hand again."I knew this would be his answer, but I still felt shy when he said it. My cheeks reddened out of embarrassment. I instinctively acted coquettish by burying my face into his chest and nuzzling against him.To think that Colin cared about me this much...I even considered filling all the red flowers to end his probation period because of his sweet words.Colin froze immediately, and his body soon heated up. When I noticed that he was about to lower his head and kiss me, I quickly stopped him."Why did you stop me?" Colin's breathing got heavier, and he caressed my neck. His eyes revealed a sense of desire."Felix will be undergoing surgery tomorrow, so we need to rest. We'll have many opportunities to kiss in the future," I whined cutely, causing

As time went by, we realized the surgery had failed. Felix was unlucky enough to be part of the 10% fail rate.It meant he would be disabled. He wouldn't be able to see or walk again. He would spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair, in complete darkness.My worst fear became a reality.My parents were disappointed. Uncle Austin and Aunt Mel were heartbroken. Colin and I felt inexplicably desperate.Did I have to owe Felix my whole life? No, I wouldn't accept this fate!I contacted Matthew anxiously. It was almost 9:00 pm. From the sound of it, I assumed he was having a social gathering.Soon after he answered my call, the noise level from the other end of the phone quieted. He must have left the private room and chosen a secluded corner to speak with me.He gently asked me what had happened. I told him about Felix's situation and asked for his help to contact George.Five minutes later, Matthew called back. He said that after George left the operating room, he had gone stra

"I've placed everything that could harm him out of reach. It would be fine after I install a guardrail to the windows and balconies and elevate the door locks."I felt distressed to see Colin so busy. I doubted these methods could stop a person who wanted to die.It was difficult for us to take long-term precautions. If Felix wanted to die, even a belt was enough. We couldn't guard him at all times. Colin's actions made no sense.We first needed to understand Felix's true thoughts.After the suicide attempt, Felix became clingy again. He wanted me to be by his side whenever I didn't attend lectures. He even grasped my hand to ensure I was beside him, or he would feel unsafe.Honestly, sitting next to him was fine. I could at least accept it. However, I couldn't tolerate it when he held my hand, not even for a second.I told him I had to draw. I couldn't work if he held my hand.Then, he asked me to move the easel to his room so he could always be by my side. When I objected, he

Queenie and Zara often called to comfort me. However, their comfort seemed meaningless in my case.As time passed, they realized it was pointless and stopped. They only encouraged me to keep going rather than forcing myself to do things I didn't want.One day, I was so depressed that I hid in the kitchen and cried softly. Colin embraced and kissed me.He said, "Lulu, you can leave and not return. I am the one who owes Felix. I'll accompany him forever. The world is big. There will always be another guy who will love you, protect you, and give you a stable life."You're a good person. Don't waste your whole life on my family. Leave us and live your life well. As long as you're happy, I'll be happy as well."That day, I got angry with him for the first time and slapped him."Colin White, you bastard! Do you think I'm heartless? You gave me the best love in the world! How could I fall in love with someone else?"Isn't it just suffering? We can get through it together! I'm not afrai

Felix asked me gloomily, "Didn't you say you'll be with me because I saved your life?"As expected, he did all of these because of my earlier statements!However, was it worth it to pay such a high price to obtain me? After all, I couldn't fall in love with him again.Was he crazy because he loved me? Or was it because he remembered how I used to be by his side after Lilac's betrayal?Perhaps he wished to have whatever he wanted from me like he did before.Felix expressed his regrets, and Lilac also told me about his feelings. It was just that things had changed. We couldn't return to the Thanksgiving when we were 18.The hurt I had suffered would never disappear. I wouldn't treat it as if it had never happened because of his regrets. Since I didn't love him, I wouldn't start something just because of his affection.Colin was the one I wanted to love for the rest of my life. As for Felix, he saved my life. He was the one I would spend my whole life taking care of. It was purely