Semua Bab Alpha Nicholas: Bab 111 - Bab 114

BonnieBoy, has it been a day! A very long, emotionally draining day, but I'm oddly kind of glad that it happened. Of course, hearing Lottie talk to me about how she felt and taking in the words that she said and the meaning behind it all was heartbreaking, but I do believe that having her talk to Nick and me about how she's been feeling was a good thing.One because it explains why she said all of the things that she did and two because maybe now that she has finally said everything out loud, it will help her too because she had a lot of thoughts and feelings and while some of them are a result from the pain that her birth mom has caused her during her life, some of them also just resembled an act of a jealous teenage girl.The quicker she learns that she isn't going to be replaced or forgotten or lose me or this baby the better because I hate to think of her suffering like that. And while I can't promise that nothing won't happen to the baby, I can promise that I will do everything p

Bonnie Nick stayed true to his word, and neither of us got much sleep last night. We were awake until almost 3 am, and even after that, Nick woke me up twice and made love to me before we passed back out. And if that wasn't enough, he then woke me up at 7 am with his head between my legs. I swear that man would live between my legs if he could, not that you'll ever hear me complaining.First thing this morning, after we had both showered and dressed, Nick was on the phone with the doctor and had an appointment arranged right away. Of course, this is in no way a coincidence. Being the Alpha and future Luna of this pack is without a doubt, the only reason that we got an appointment so soon, but I'm grateful for that.Everyone knows that pregnancy tests can be false, and as much as I've had physical signs of pregnancy, I still need physical proof that it's real, because until I do, I keep worrying that there's been a mistake, and the thought of that makes me want to cry. What if it is w