Dangerous Affairs with my bodyguard のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 81 - チャプター 90

ASHER * * I've probably lost my job, hell I have lost my job. Haven't been home in 3 days, switched my phone off so I was unreachable. I was filled with so much negative emotions, I can't even believe the thought of murder comes to my mind once in a while. Right now I wasn't Asher, I was a different person, and there was no way I was gonna be this person in front of Sebastian, I've ruined our relationship already, nothing was ever going to be the same way now. But I had a life to put together, so yeah I was gonna have to put that aside. I walked into a very familiar health care center. For the first time I didn't feel that knot in my stomach or the will to cry or breakdown emotionally, I had just one will; Find my brother. Who cares if I ruin a happy family? I don't. "Mrs Belinda", I told Rose coldly. "Good to see you too", she said noticing how off I was. "Tell her I want to see her", I said. "Uhm, okay", she said and then left and came back minutes later. "She's availa

ASHER * * It's funny how things are slowly going back to normal I guess. I haven't seen it heard from my bastard father, and I haven't even asked Sebastian about him. I go to my mom's grave everyday at lunch break and I talk to her, it feels really good, would have been better if she responded but, it feels good too. I've abandoned looking for my brother, I'm more invested in building myself now. I've applied for a two years degree in Cyber security, I think that's what I wanna do with my life now, besides it'll work better with my current job. Haven't told Sebastian about it yet, I just want to get in first. If I do get the school offer, I'll be working part-time and I'll move out. I don't know how our relationship is going to go or be like in the next couple of years or even months but, I want to get my life back together. Today Sebastian was working late, really really late. Timothy had gone home an hour ago and he was still there, he was the last person around along with th

It's been 3 days since I found out that Timothy's mother's name is Michelle. I've done my diggings and it was true. But the thing is, what if it was Just a coincidence? what if it was all in my head? I mean, Sebastian did say that his mother's name was Michelle too, what if they just bared similar names? I was loosing my mind again, I know I made a promise to myself and I said that I wasn't going to dig into any of it again, but here I am again. I was waiting for Sebastian to close off from work in my office, normally I would have loved to go and keep him company but the last time that happened I almost couldn't walk again so no thank you. Then I got an email notification. It was from the company I applied for a cyber security course, I got in!!!! I read that email 9 times to be sure I was seeing well. Funniest thing is that I had given up on it already cuz the first 4 lists were out and I didn't get in. The last list was usually based off on people who had connections an

SEBASTIAN Beatrice really outdid herself here honestly, this place is amazing. I took a deep breath. This is a safe place, so I just need to relax. Asher was staring at me like he's going to eat me if I tell him to, I mean obviously. He walked towards me and knelt in front of me, directly in between my legs and placed his head on my laps. "Why are you looking at me like that?", I asked cuz damn those eyes "Just admiring how hot you are", he said with a smirk. "So tell me, what are your fantasies?", he asked. I blushed deeply, oh my Gosh what the fuck, "What are you talking about?". Yeah like I have zero idea what he's talking about. "You know, those nasty things you've thought of doing, it doesn't have to be normal, fantasies are definitely not normal you know " I paused to think. What are my fantasies? usually it use to be having sex with a guy but I've already done that so, what else? "You're in a room filled with sex toys, think of everything ", he added

SEBASTIAN * * We didn't go back until 4 days later when Timothy started asking about me a lot. It was one of the best moments I've had with him. It's scary to think that I might just be in love with this man. And no I don't think it's just the sex. Yes we have great sex but it's just something about him that I can't explain. And it's scary that I'm falling way to deep right now. I spent the remaining two days of my break with Timothy and then on Monday, I went to work. I met two Customized Greenwood Mobile cars in front of the company and I knew that it was Anthony's and my Dad. Here we go again. I went straight into my office and the full family was there. "Hello Mother", I said and kissed her cheek and then Went to My Dad. "You're 12 minutes late to work", he said as I was about to kiss him. I sighed and then went to Anthony and shook him. "It only gets worse", he mumbled and then I sat on the couch. "Family meeting again, why? The company is going perfectly well, the