I said hoarsely, "Ash, this marriage isn't child's play, I'm sure you know that. My last relationship.."I paused, struggling to go on. "I'm scared you'll look down on me for being pregnant before, even if the child didn't make it. I'm scared you'll be like Cole and fall out of love years later, leaving only pain behind. I'm scared I won't be a good wife. "Also, I'm scared of falling into another messy marriage."I saw him about to explain something and quickly cut Ash off. "I know. Maybe you're just caught up in the moment, or maybe you think I'm not bad. However, I hope you think this through seriously. This isn't just about two individuals. Rather, it's between two families."Then, I added, "When you've truly thought it through, and you still want this, we can sit down and have a real discussion. We can talk about the future and even about what to do if something ever goes wrong where we need to dissolve the engagement."After I finished, I didn't dare to meet Ash's eyes. My h
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