All Chapters of THE BILLIONAIRE’S SMASH BODY: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

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I CAN’T LOVE A MAN

Nathan sat on a big rock by the beach side throwing rocks into the open sea. Memories from last night flooded his head and there was nothing he could do to stop them from tormenting him. He stared at his phone for what felt like hours before finally hitting the call.Eloise picked up almost immediately. “Finally, I thought you'd gotten married to a Hawaiian lady." Nathan had been unreachable from the day he landed in Hawaii. Luckily she'd been able to get through to Donald who assured her that they were fine."Eloise, now isn't the time for jokes." He said in a serious tone as he launched another stone into the sea.Eloise who'd been laying down immediately sat up. "What's wrong?"He dragged a hand through his hair. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me, El." He began. "Something feels off.""Nate, you're making me scared. Just tell me what's going on.""When Donald talks to other people, I get this knot in my stomach. Would I say jealousy ? Maybe. But why the hell should I feel that wa

Last Updated : 2025-09-16

TORTURE

The rest of the day was bad for Nathan. He had literally no one to talk to. At some point, he got tired of scrolling through social media and decided to lay down on the bed.Donald, on the other hand, was seated on the couch. It may seem as though he had his eyes on his phone but his attention was on Nathan."Should I talk to him?" He thought to himself. "No, it's better this way. Except he makes a move, I won't say a word. Nathan’s phone buzzed on the nightstand, the sound broke the deafening silence in the suite. He cursed under his breath, already knowing who it could be before he even looked.It was Detective Callahan.He exhaled deeply before he pressed accept.“What now?” Nathan snapped, running a hand down his face. "I said I was going to reach out if there was anything." He made sure the volume was as low as possible."Dont give me that bullshit," The detective retorted. "You've been vacationing and not working,and I can't help you if you're not willing to cooperate." “I to

Last Updated : 2025-09-18

CAN’T STOP THINKING OF HIM

In order to blow off steam, he decided to go down to the bar. The familiar hum of conversation, clinking glasses, and low music wrapped around him.He looked around for a place to sit because the place was unusually full that was when he saw her. The same brunette from before, perched at the counter, eyes sparking when they landed on him.“You again,” she purred, sliding closer to him as he took a seat at the bar. “I was starting to think you were avoiding me.”Nathan gave a tired smile, and asked the bartender for his strongest alcohol. "Why would I avoid you?""Uhmm, your scary looking boss chased me away, plus I've been seeing you two around." She tucked her hair behind her ear. The bartender dropped the drink before him and he gulped it down, the back of his throat burned. He ordered another one."So....what have you been up to?""Nothing much," he replied, then picked up his glass and brought it up to his lips. "I'm here for work, that's what I've been up to."She leaned in, tra

Last Updated : 2025-09-22

WHAT DID I DO?

Nathan stood outside Donald's suite for the third time that morning, his hand hovering over the door. The silence between them was driving him crazy. Every "yes sir" and "no sir" felt like a knife twisting in his chest. He missed Donald's laugh, missed the easy conversations they used to have before everything went sideways.Just knock, he told himself. You're his bodyguard and you have every right to be here.But they both knew it went deeper than that.He knocked twice and heard Donald's familiar "Come in" from inside. Nathan found him at the desk, laptop open, phone pressed to his ear as he spoke in rapid-fire business jargon to someone on the other end.Donald glanced up briefly, his expression carefully neutral. "What do you need?"The tone stung more than Nathan cared to admit. He waited until Donald finished his call before he spoke.He's stressed too, Nathan realized. Good, at least I'm not suffering alone."We should go camping," Nathan said the moment Donald hung up.Donal

Last Updated : 2025-09-23

I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU

Donald's expression changed, and fir the first time in days, the mask he'd worked so hard on cracked. For a second, Nathan saw something raw underneath—hurt, maybe, or longing. Then it was gone."Nothing," Donald said quietly. "You did nothing to me.""Then why have you been acting this way?" He rested his arm on Donald's lap. "Why have—""Because I can't." The words came out harsh, like they'd been torn from Donald's throat. "I can't keep pretending this is just professional when every time I look at you, I want..."He stopped himself, jaw clenched tight before he said more than was required. Nathan's heart started racing. What was it that Donald didn't want to say. "Want what?"Donald shook his head, staring into the fire. "It doesn't matter. You work for me and there are boundaries.""Screw the boundaries." Nathan moved around the fire, settling on the log beside Donald. Close enough to feel the warmth radiating from his body, close enough to catch the familiar scent of his cologn

Last Updated : 2025-09-27

DONALD!

The fire had burned down to glowing embers by the time they made their way into the tent. Nathan's hands shook slightly as he zipped the entrance closed, the sound unnaturally loud in the quiet forest.Donald was already pulling his shirt over his head, his movements deliberate and unhurried. "You're trembling," he observed, his voice soft but commanding."I'm fine." Nathan's voice came out rougher than intended."No, you're not." Donald stepped closer, his bare chest catching the faint light filtering through the tent fabric. "Look at me."Nathan lifted his eyes, finding Donald's gaze steady and reassuring. The authority was still there, but tempered with something gentle. Something that made Nathan's breath catch."We don't have to do anything you're not ready for," Donald said, his hand coming up to cup Nathan's face."I've been ready for three weeks," Nathan admitted, leaning into the touch. "I just... I don't want to mess this up."Donald's smile was soft. "You won't."When Donal

Last Updated : 2025-10-02

SEARCH PARTY

Nathan's PovThe forest was too quiet. That was the first thing that felt wrong—no rustling leaves, no animal sounds, just the echo of my own voice bouncing back at me through the trees."Donald!" I called again, my throat already raw from shouting. "This isn't funny! Where are you?"He'd said he needed to pee. Five minutes, maybe ten at most. That was twenty minutes ago, and the camping spot we'd picked felt suddenly isolated in a way it hadn't before. My phone showed no signal, which I'd known would happen out here, but the reality of it was making my chest tight.I pushed through another cluster of bushes, my flashlight cutting weak paths through the darkness. "Donald, come on! If you're trying to scare me, it's working!"Nothing. Just the wind picking up, making the trees creak overhead.My mind was already going to bad places. What if he'd fallen? Hit his head on a rock? What if something out here—an animal, another person—had found him before I could? I was his bodyguard. My en

Last Updated : 2025-10-04

QUESTIONS UPON QUESTIONS

Nathan's PovThe police officers, and a local guide who knew these woods. We took the northwest quadrant, the area I'd already searched three times during the night, but I wasn't about to say that. Maybe I'd missed something. Maybe in the daylight we'd see what I couldn't in the dark."Donald!" I shouted, my voice already hoarse from hours of calling his name. "Donald!" At this point, the only thing left for me to do was bawl my eyes out but there was no time for that.The others spread out, flashlights still necessary under the thick canopy despite the morning sun. Every snapped twig made me jump, every flash of color in the underbrush made my heart skip—but it was never him. Just animals, just shadows, just my mind playing cruel tricks."Mr. Nathan," one of the officers called. "You said he was wearing a blue jacket?""Dark blue windbreaker, yeah. And jeans, hiking boots." I'd memorized every detail, replayed our last conversation a thousand times. I'll be right back, he'd said. Don

Last Updated : 2025-10-04

FINDING HIM

Nathan's PovThe hotel bar was nearly empty when I stumbled down around two AM, unable to stay in that room another second. The bartender took one look at me and poured a double whiskey without asking."Heard about the search," he said quietly. "Real sorry, man for what happened."I nodded, not trusting my voice, and took a long drink. The burn felt good, grounding. Real."I'm sure they'll find him," the bartender continued, clearly uncomfortable with my silence. "Police around here are good at—""Can I just drink in peace?" It came out harsher than I meant."Sure, yeah. Sorry." He turned away and continued wiping the cups.I stared into my glass, watching the amber liquid catch the dim bar lights. Somewhere in my head, I knew drinking wasn't going to help. But sitting sober with my thoughts felt impossible.I had asked myself these questions but no one except Donald could provide answers to them. Donald wouldn't just wander off, he was a grown man for fuck sake. Either he got lost or

Last Updated : 2025-10-04

YOU ARE A SUSPECT

Nathan's PovAt the hospital, they tried to separate us. Doctors and nurses swarming, wheeling him toward surgery prep while someone physically blocked my path."Sir, you need to stay in the waiting room—""He needs blood," a doctor called from down the hall. "Type O-negative, and we need it now.""I'm O-negative," I said immediately, already rolling up my sleeve. "Take mine."The nurse blocking me hesitated. "Sir, we have blood supplies—""I said take mine." I wasn't asking, it was an order and they knew better not to follow through with it.Ten minutes later I was lying on a gurney while a needle pierced my arm, watching my blood flow through a tube into a bag. They'd let me donate the maximum amount they safely could, and honestly I'd have given more if they'd let me.If my blood can keep you alive, I thought, watching the crimson liquid fill the bag, take it all. Take everything. Just don't die.A nurse came to check on me after, making sure I wasn't dizzy or nauseous. "The doctor

Last Updated : 2025-10-09

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