CHAPTER SEVENTY-THREE: THE COMMITMENT THAT FEELS LIKE CHOICECassian's Pov Commitment used to feel like gravity.Not the natural kind, the kind that keeps things in orbit without effort but the heavy kind, the kind you brace against. Something you stepped into carefully, aware of the weight it would add to your life, the way it might narrow your options or fix you in place before you were ready.I’d learned to associate commitment with loss.Loss of flexibility.Loss of autonomy.Loss of the ability to pivot when things no longer fit.That belief had shaped my decisions for years about how close I let people get, how long I stayed, how carefully I framed every promise so it wouldn’t sound like one.I wasn’t thinking about any of that the morning it shifted.I was standing in my kitchen, waiting for the kettle to boil, sunlight cutting a clean line across the counter. The apartment was quiet, not empty, occup
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