บททั้งหมดของ Mystery Vampire Lover: บทที่ 11 - บทที่ 20

LuciaA gust of air swept through my bare neck and sent my body into a frenzied state. My heart is thundering inside my chest, not giving me a clue to stay calm even upon pressing my hands to my chest, the hairs on my body standing on attention and my stomach churning pushing me to an extreme urge to puke my guts out. I pulled my duvet over my body to enclose me more to the warmth of this white piece of clothing. "Are you fine? Are you having the flu?" I flinched away from the cold hand caressing my skin. I fluttered open my eyes to see Draven's eyebrows pulled together and hand which was previously caressing me to hang in the mid-air. "I am fine. It is just cold here." I smile at him. "You should rest more. And I... " He trailed off. I silently watched him fumbling with words. "I am sorry for what Leila did. " I pressed my lips in a straight line, nodding at him. My knees weren't that injured but they are quite painful besides Jasper and Tyler stayed by my side half of the night

𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙞𝙖Jasper told me to wear something comfortable right? That's what I did. Then why is everyone looking with narrowed eyes and scrunched up noses? I wore a blue coloured sundress with off shoulder paired with white sneakers and a dark jean jacket. I tied the hair from the sides into a braid on both sides and pinned them at the back of my head and let the rest of my hair down. Jasper complimented me well though. I ignore them, well this isn't new to me. Meredith taught me better. I am standing here alone without her in a strange party with judgemental eyes all around me, I miss her. She would give me kickass advice to boost my self-confidence and I would be able to enjoy pushing past everything. But you know what she taught me something else to not to depend on anyone for my happiness. So I am going to keep that in my mind and enjoy myself at the party. I gripped Jasper's clothed arm tight to keep myself from falling and giving myself a pep talk to boost me. Jasper slung

LuciaI was running in the woods, the mud beneath my legs is mushy and sticky, splashing around when my feet make contact  with the ground to hold me from slipping or sinking inside a mud pit. I ran furiously, wiping my tears which are drenching my cheeks, my chest tightens and bile arises in my throat.I heavily pant through my mouth inhaling any air I could get to keep me alive while my pink clogged nose does nothing but betray me when it is needed the most.  I gag the bile rising in my throat as I bend down when the thought of Calvin and Minerva passes through my mind. My fingers encircle the tough cloth covering my legs and I breathe harshly as another sob breaks out from my lips.  My legs shivering, my heartbreaking and pounding in pieces, my head throbbing, my

LuciaWe met again. For the very first time in my life I am drunk. We talked about life. Given that it wasn't the usual teenage talk. I don't know why I chose him out of all the half naked people dancing around me, each of them holding different coloured drinks, grinding against each other, eating each other's faces. Some were doing inexplicable things under the open sky .I remember listening to Meredith talk about her mischievous wild sexual exploration during a backyard party with two college guys. Her stories has been put to shame by what I am seeing through my eyes.I know people would judge me when I say them that, I told my entire life practically from my very first adoption till the incest relationship between my sister and brother to a stranger I met an hour ago. But as I said before I don't give a fuck today. Top of everything, the guy to whom I am word vomiting my life is the guy I was about to kiss a few hours ago. My ethics and personality are out of the window. I di

LuciaAs soon as we reached the party, Zion left me alone and found his way back to his friends. I would be lying if I said it didn't bother me. I felt a pang of disappointment travelling up my chest as I watched him be back to cheering and unfazed self not even bothered about a little bit about our kisses or the promises he made which I'm not sure was meant for me, while I am sitting in a lounge chair near the pool party watching him. With alcohol kicking in my system, I couldn't feel any pain in my leg, though I had walked all the way from the lake on my own, which was the very first time I walked on my own since I broke my leg. Given it is a minor injury and not my first time, the pain will be kicking back when I wake up tomorrow sober. I don't know how much time has passed as I sat there watching him being his normal self until Gemma nudged my shoulder with a smirk playing on her lips. I shook my head at her. "Falling in love with the enemy huh? Classic." Gemma slurred. "Enemy?