The Commander’s Dark Desire のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

He slowly calms down. I look into his eyes again,he’s staring back at me, still surprised. I return to my post and sit down in the chair. I avoid eye contact and look through the crack again, but I know he’s still standing against the wall where I left him. A few seconds later, I feel him approaching. I don’t look at him. He stands beside me. I keep my eyes on the rifle scope. He crouches down. I don’t understand what he’s doing. He’s on his knees and grabs my leg. I look at him, leave my rifle on the table, and stand up immediately. He looks up at me, stands, and sits in the chair where I was. He can see the bulge in my pants,anyone could. I’m not exactly small in this situation. Then he slowly raises his hand to the button of my pants. I stand there frozen, just watching. He opens the zipper and my cock springs out. I shake my head no, but he just holds my cock with his hand and starts stroking it the same way I did to him. I even close my eyes at the contact, surrend

Liak came out of the shower, standing in the bathroom doorway wearing only a towel. I stared at his body for a few seconds. It’s always as if I’ve never seen it before, even though I’ve seen it so much,every detail. Only then did I realize something. “You don’t have any clothes, right?” I went to my bag and picked out a shirt, shorts, and a new boxer. I handed them to him and went back to my laptop. I turned slowly and saw he was getting dressed right there in the room. I glanced quickly but forced myself to focus on what I was typing. I know we need to have a serious conversation, and it has to be soon. When I looked again, he was finishing putting on the shirt. My clothes were a bit loose on him, but for now it was what we had. He smiled when he saw me looking at him like that, then sat on the bed. I was about to explain to him what I was doing, even though I knew it would take a while, but when I looked in his direction, he was already asleep on the bed. As soon as I fi

After bringing something for our dinner, I leave once again. I tell Liak to lock himself in the room and not go out.He stays watching a movie on my laptop. I know I'm looking for reasons to stay away from him because I don't want to witness another crisis, or I'll have to deal with my own issues too.I'm sitting at a table in a local brothel when I overhear some soldiers talking about how the Americans had come to do a rescue. And that the searches had been called off. So my country finally decided to rescue me?Too bad for them,they didn't find anything. At least they got the enemy soldiers off our backs. We're free to move around Tropheia now.I order a shot of whiskey. Finally, I can lower my guard and drink a little. It’ll help a lot with this mess going on in my head. Both the one up top and the one down below.One of the girls from the brothel approaches and sits in front of me, offering her services. She knows how to get me going, touching the right parts of my body. I smile a

I'm finishing serving my cat when I look toward the bedroom where he is. I walk over slowly and peek in, noticing that he's sleeping in his new bed. That's good. I'll take a shower and prepare something for us to eat. It's a good time for that, and I'll finally have more reasons to use the kitchen. I'm starting to prepare a sauce for the macaroni I made when he appears in the kitchen, freshly showered and holding his dictionary. "Do you need help?" I smile. He's been practicing the language, and it's nice to see him speaking a full sentence like that. I show him the tomatoes on the counter, and he walks over to the sink to wash his hands. This closeness always leaves me a bit flustered. He returns to the counter and starts cutting the tomatoes, saying: "Dictionary good. I'm learning new words." I say: "That's great." During dinner around five in the afternoon, we don't talk much, but I really enjoy having his company here. Later we'll talk about what he decides to

I thank the doctor, and he leaves the room, allowing me to explain everything to Liak. As I translate what was said, he looks more relieved just like me. We leave the doctor’s office and head straight to the therapist. He agrees to see Liak today, and I’m glad he’ll finally start getting help to overcome this. It’s strange to suddenly have someone I want to help this much. I take the opportunity to call my mom and let her know I arrived safely. She invites me to her house because she misses me. My mom lives in another city nearby. I mention that I have a friend with me. She sounds happy and asks me to invite him too. I think about the idea. Some time later, Liak comes out of the room. The therapist gives me his phone number and the available slots for the week, emphasizing that Liak really needs to continue the sessions. I know that, and I’ll do everything possible to help him heal from what he went through. On the way home in my car, Liak seems much more relieved. He looks out