Second Chance Luna

It's after dark already, but I can't sleep. Jacob lay like a log of wood beside me, snoring softly. My back is to him and I've made sure a pillow separates the two of us in the wide bed. My heart is extremely fragile. It may be nothing, but I can't help the blaring feeling of dread inside me.What if I'm right to feel this way?I pinch my eyes closed at the thought, shaking my head slightly and rolling onto my back with my eyes facing the ceiling above. I refuse to think about it. But...I must consider the possibilities. After all, it already happened once.Jacob fucked me in our bed after having his shower. He wasn't gentle with me and his kisses were like I've always remembered; like he can't get enough. I could feel he loves me and no one else, like I am the only woman capable of bringing him peace and making him happy. My hand runs over my belly unconsciously. I'm all these things, yet I have caused his number one misfortune.A single tear drops and rolls down the side of my face,

I flee from the throne room as fast as I can. I can't imagine being in Jacob's presence. Last night was a lie. All the things he said to me were lies after he had warmed another woman's bed and got her pregnant. The pain in my chest is killing me. I want to claw my heart out. My feet lead me to the pack's inn. Sylvia is the only one I have at this moment. Everyone sees me as the devil. I bang on her door and notice the surprise on her face when she sees it's me, like a deer caught in headlights. Her bump is visible under the loose garment she put on. She quickly recovers and pulls me inside her room, locking the door behind her. Sylvia wipes my tears away, but they are dropping. There's nothing that can stop the hole drilling into my heart. "He betrayed me," I say, and she doesn't ask me how. In fact, she doesn't look shocked. It's funny how just last night she was assuring me otherwise. "Goodness, you knew!" I gasp slightly, feeling betrayal prick my heart like a sharp needle. "

I cannot understand a single thing that goes on at that moment. My head bangs and for a moment I feel the world scattering at my Feet. I didn't know if I was to cry or if I was to laugh. "No Dante! This cannot be possible!" Tears trickle down my face at once as I ponder on Dante's death. I remembered him and the relationship we had. It was beautiful and serene bug then death had come to snatch him away from me. The tears trickles down non stop down my face while Isador stares on with her hands akimbo. I am sure she is waiting for me to stop crying so she can ask me to carry out her wish. I am prepared for it as I sit up from the floor. I gaze right into her eyes, wiping the tears that clouded my face."Are you alright now?" She ask in a sarcastic manner that somehow irritate me and made me upset. "Yes, I am... A bit.." Those are the ones that I could bring myself to say. Her eyes blue with a rare kind of glint, one that I try so hard to understand."So it's time for you to make your

I stopball my actions, my mind is twirling, did he just say Sylvia? My wolf is running wild with rage. Does that mean the other woman is Sylvia? No this can’t be true I must be hearing things I remember a strange comment Vince told me a while back, now I understand. Now that I think of it the dots starts to connect from the lipstick stain, to Sylvia’s unsurprised expression, and the pregnancy. How did I not realize this sooner. I feel so stupid and used. Jacob was never mine to start with. He’s been sleeping with my best friend ever since the first day of our arranged mating. All the lies, the betrayal, especially with my best friend I feel Jacob stiffen under me. I am still straddling him. He seems to have sobered up a little and realized his slip up. Our eyes meet and I could see fear in his, because while I see fear in his eyes all he sees is rage in mine. Jacob is stunned. He doesn’t recognize who he is staring at anymore If looks could kill, he would be dead already. I a

My eyes widen in shock as the guards run towards me, I yank my hands free from Sylvia's and begin to run, the guards chase after me but I was more fit as the Luna and ran faster, I could see the gates and I comfort myself that the chase will soon be over as soon as I manage to cross the gate. Halfway to the gates they are suddenly shut, my plans were ruined and I know I have no choice than to head for the inn, I was locked in already, I didn't know why they close the gates at first but when I hear screams of 'The alpha is unconscious' and 'There is an intruder' I know Jacob's body has been found. It was normal for the guards to assume Jacob's condition is as a result of some sort of conspiracy or attack, I made sure he isn't in a good shape, Jacob is unconscious and I am missing well technically missing until Sylvia decided to expose my presence. Now I'm the most suitable suspect for Jacob's death and the guards are hot on my trail, I facepalm myself as I began to regret lashing out