What Use Is a Belated Love?I marry Mason Longbright, my savior, at 24.
For five years, Mason's erectile dysfunction and bipolar disorder keep us from ever sleeping together.
He can't satisfy me when I want him, so he uses toys on me instead. But during his manic episodes, his touch turns into torment, leaving me bruised and broken.
On my birthday night, I catch Mason in bed with another woman.
Skin against skin, Mason drives into Amy Becker with a rough, ravenous urgency, his desire consuming her like a starving beast.
Our friends and family are shocked, but no one is more devastated than I am. And when Mason keeps choosing Amy over me at home, I finally decide to let him go.
I always thought his condition kept him from loving me, but it turns out he simply can't get it up with me at all.
I book a plane ticket and instruct my lawyer to deliver the divorce papers. I am determined to leave him.
To my surprise, Mason comes looking for me and falls to his knees, begging for forgiveness.
But this time, I choose to treat myself better.