12 Am Thoughts Novels & Stories

Joel POV It's two o’clock am and I am still tossing and turning. It isn't anything that is really bothering me, it is just sometimes my mind will not silence itself. Am thinking of Miranda a bit too. Honestly, I am simply intrigued at her openness and intelligence. I sent her letter off about a week ago and she has yet to respond. I wonder how long it takes for mail to get to Alaska. I am a little worried that maybe she will lose interest in writing when truthfully, it's so nice to have someone to talk to besides my mom and the fools in here. I don't know what I’m even saying. I know thinking about whether or not she wants to continue as my penpal is not going to change the outcome but

If you keep thinking and expecting success, and don’t allow doubts enter your mind, you will eventually achieve success. ___________________________________________________________________________ 9 / 11 / 2021 17 : 00pm Have you ever heard someone tell you to think positively – to think that all is well and it shall be well? Have you ever heard someone tsk tsk and say ‘ Do not be so negative ‘? I always thought that thoughts played little to no influence in the way we see or experience things. However , I feel like a major idiot now. Apparently , thoughts has so much control over our life – it is baffling. It is so easy to understand that it seems stupid. I have come to this realization

He thought: I will. He thought: Tuesday. He thought: this time, finally, I will.