Am I The Ahole Novels & Stories

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

What the hell had I gotten myself into? Goddammit.

Holy shit. ​

I wonder what's with the long face . Me : Sweetheart Amahle : What do you want ? And the attitude , what did l do wrong now ? Me : Babe are you ok Amahle : Don't you dare call me that or you can as well use it to call that thin ugly betty Was lost , didn't get what she was saying . Me : Who is that ? Amahle : Nxaa , now you are playing dull with me . The girl who were holding hands with at the mall yesterday Me : I didn't go to the mall yesterday

Types: _I keep touching myself thinking about you and I hate myself after. Deletes fast, heart slamming. She throws the phone on the bed like it burned her. She goes to the bathroom and stands under the shower for twenty minutes. Water cold. She whispers, "I’m sick. I’m sick." Not like sad. Like actually mentally sick. When she comes out her roommate is back. "You okay?" "Yeah." She lies down and stares at the ceiling. Same one since first year. Crack in the corner. Her phone buzzes. Jake. _You asked what I really want. I want you to stop hurting. And I want to stop thinking about your mouth when I’m trying to sleep. I don’t know how to do both._

I’m not hurt, I’m actually offended. What the fuck?

Ariana's POV "I, Ariana Flores, reject you, Logan Smith, as my mate." My voice cracked as I said those words, my heart shattering into a million pieces. "No." An anguished cry escaped his lips as he fell to the ground, his knees hitting the earth with a silent thud.

I'm so fucked. *****************************************

Do you know what I hate the most? Fake people. With their fake boobs. With their fake skin. With their fake hair. With their fake teeth. Especially their fake personality. Why can't they just be themselves? Oh right, it's because they're fake. B mean word that means female dog. From the craziest hater, CrazyHater. I shut the laptop close after publishing it. Putting it away, I lay down on my bed. "CHLOE!" Oh, come on! Let.me.rest!

I feel so sad all of a sudden and I know it’s all about this heat season fucking with my mind, but these emotions feel too real. “ You are saying I am not…Loveable? Am I so bad? ”